WHEW! I haven't been on in FOREVER! Lots of changes, newly single, finding out men are pigs.. haha. I hope everyone had a great Halloween!

Yay so tomorrow is Friday.. thank god. This week at work has been super busy but I always seem to be mindlessly searching the web, and of course Suicidegirls.com! So I have been considering for well.. since forever.. to get breast implants. Ok before everyone jumps to the conclusion that I either have a self esteem issue or want more attention from guys, thats not it. I am 6'1 with and for once in my life I am happy with my body shape- besides my breasts. I was always super chubby and after years of eating right and excersizing I'd like to think I am pretty happy with myself. But- my boobs are small!!! Don't get me wrong, small boobs can be very sexy and I don't think everyone should have big breasts. But I am 6'1 and my AA cups just don't fit my frame! I want to go to a D. I have already gone in for a consultation and everything is a go except of course the financial means and I want to be 100% positive I'm making the right decision! I already have a student/car loan and I'm thinking of putting the $5,000+ on my credit card, which has an 5.9% interest rate. I have a steady salary job and Im looking for a second income as well. But when all is put aside what if I don't like my new ta'tas or I get sick?! Honestly I am willing to weigh those chances but my main concern is how they will affect the people around me. I get alot of attention from guys as it is and I am worried a bunch of dogs will be gawking at my chest every where I go, my boyfriend has been putting that in my head. He has stressed that he is worried I will leave him once I has big boobs, which yes I know is his issue all in its own. Plus Im worried my friends will think I got them just for attention. But will the world really be that different just because I will have big boobs? Will my friends hate me, guys degrade me, and my ego explode??? It can't possibly be that much of a whirl wind... can it??? The fact is.... I like boobs and I want some.... lol. I could use some advise from women who have been under the knife!!! Or anyone for that fact!

P.S. Sorry for rambling.. I was up all night thinking about it!!!

Just Some Funny Fails for your Friday! xoxo

My new tattoo is healing really well, its a work in progress, eventually it will make its way under my breasts and down the right side. Its only been a week and Im already itching for another!!!!