It's about time for another blog, sorry i'm so bad at this! To be fair nothing much has been going on, I can be very boring sometimes haha

Alot of things are changing for me but I think everythings for the best! I really do look forward to the future because things have to get better I thought me and my mister were going to break up but we had an amazing talk and now I think we are better than ever. I just want whats best for our son and so does he, we want the same things and we love each. What more do you need?

Well I hope everyone has had a great christmas and you didn't get all stressed out! I have been stressing out loads but Thursday my little one had his last day in school so me and my mister went shopping. We spent about £220 but we finished all of the christmas shopping! So chuffed My man wanted to get me a little something, he bought me some new underwear and these lush christmas leggins! So i'm very happy! Also for christmas I got the next two trueblood books that I needed, some makeup, little bit of money and some chocolate I was shocked to have so much!

I must say time is flying by! I have so much to do but I need to get my arse in gear! haha I was talking to this guy the other day and he said if I passed the course for piercing I could do some in his shop. So thats something to look into! Also was talking to a friend of mine and she said she found a course closer to home and alot cheaper soo fingers crossed for me i'll do this course and have a freaking job!! How awesome would that be! I think my best bet may be to guest pierce in a couple of shops to get a name for myself. Anyone out there who knows about this stuff and has any advice feel free to throw some my way

Some of you already know I have a shoot planned in Jan which i'm super excited about! I know a few people have been asking about details but i'm sorry to say you'll all just have to wait! I'm sure it'll be worth the wait haha I'm looking forward to meeting the lovely TuttyFruity and getting the chance to have her shoot it! I'll be sure to keep you all updated on how it goes and any tips or advice before I do the shoot?

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone on here, all your kind words and support means the world to me. I don't think I could ask for better online friends I just feel bad that i'm not always online and can be really bad at updating! I love you guys and hope everyone has a great christmas! Also would like to say sorry for no pics, I have lost my camera

Lots of love from
Lemo xxx

I just want to wish everyone on the site a Merry christmas, I hope you all have a day as awesome as you all are

So far i'm having a great morning, I shall be putting up a epic blog later so check it out

Love you all soo much!
Lemo xxx

Well alot has been going on since my last blog so I think it's about time I wrote a new one!

Right now I am really ill it sucks, I hate being ill. Not up to doing anything but lying in bed eating soup and watching tv! Fingers Crossed i'll be better soon!

To start with I have been really depressed because September is the month my mother died in and October is her birthday month, so that has been really geting me down and just me being me doesn't help! I spent some time feeling proper low but I think i'm out of it now, me and the mister seem to have worked things out now so hopefully we'll be ok. I just want to be happy and I know we both want the same things from life so it's worth giving it another go! I know he loves me but I get worried that so many things have happened between us.

I have been spending alot of time with Padam which has been awesome She's so funny and amazing to be around! We have been going out drinking alot and I kick myself for not having taken any pics as we have looked damn hot together haha but it hasn't all been shits and giggles, One Saturday I was trying to stop my mate from fighting and left my bag on some steps. I was so worried that my friend was going to get stabbed that I didn't even think about leaving my bag on it's own, some junkie arse stole it and I wouldn't of even noticed if the barman hadn't told me. He is btw the sweetest and cutest barman in this town! I ran to see if I could find the guy but he had gone, I couldn't stop crying because I had all my makeup in their, my house keys and my ipod which I listurn to all the fucking time! Also the bag has alot of meaning for me because my mother gave it to me and i've had it for years. That night I cried myself to sleep which I don't normaly do! I felt so stupid and pissed off at my mate, also the weekend before that I got spiked. I was really lucky I wasn't on my own as who knows what could of happened to me! I lost alot of memory from that night and i'm glad I have good friends to look after me. Padam Really is a good friend to me, as few days after my bag got stolen she bought me a new ipod. I don't even know what to do to say thank you. I had some bad luck which turned to good luck! A builder found my bag, it had everything in it but my ipod. I felt so lucky to have it back and the man who found it was lovely.

Also I may have a job in the pub near me which would be awesome, the guy said he would give me two shifts next week but I still haven't heard from him. I know it's not much but it'll get me started! Once I have got used to working there he might give me some more hours and then I might be able to get some ink done! I am the very proud owner of these



I can't believe how fast i'm reading them! I love them soo much.

I hope everyone had a happy halloween! What did you all dress up as? I would of dressed up but didn't have any money, next year i'll be dressing up! Here are some pics of the night out anyways





Yeah I spent most of that night either dancing, smoking or at the bar!

I must say I miss my old hair


and I have done another set with Padam i'm just waiting on the pics, as soon as I have them I will put them up!

Love to you all
Lemo x

I can't stop putting this song on my ipod right now!


Well things are good with me, I have been feeling much better! I started in a charity shop on Monday which I love, it's something to do while I look for a job and I know it's going to make me feel good doing something for someone else. The people there seem lovely and i'll get dibs on all the awesome stuff I have already asked them to hold back two Harry Potter books for me! haha

I also went to a gig on Friday and it was fucking awesome, I know everyone who reads my blogs will know I talk about them alot but I really love the king blues and they put on hell of a show! I danced like flat out for an hour, I was dripping with sweat! It was gross but totally worth it haha I had so much fun there and would love to do it all over again! I was right at the front and managed to get some awesome pics of them. So now i'll stop boring you with my talk about how awesome the king blues are and show you some of the pics I took

I went into this tattoo shop the other day to ask about how they thought they best way to train up as a piercer and she said for me to call back in about two weeks for her to get some info for me. So fingers crossed it'll be useful! I don't think people understand how much I wanna learn, I would happily work for free! That would suck balls but be worth it in the end.

I don't know whats going on with me and my partner, we had a huge fight this weekend just gone and he broke up with me. Then he was all upset and wants to make things work, I just don't know what to think or feel anymore. I think I should give it another go and if it doesn't work then it's better to know than wonder if it could of, am I making sense?

I am meeting up with Padam tomorrow which i'm all excited for as we might be doing another shoot Happy Laura! haha I have been dying to do something but am also really wanting to do a outdoors shoot, there isn't that many great places here that I could get butt naked in. Most of the cool places here people go walking in and shit so I need to find somewhere awesome that not many people know of! Hmm could just go for a long walk one day and try to find somewhere myself, it wouldn't be so bad if I had a car! I now need to get all my stuff ready also we shall be going to our local family planning centre, I have to get this implant out!!! When I first got it put in I thought it was the best form of contraception but after having it for so long I hate it! I can't wait to get rid of it and feel fucking normal again! So wish me luck

and heres some random pics from sat night!



I love my friends. aren't we just a beautiful bunch

"It is better to be hated for who we are than to be loved for who we aren't."

Love you all
Lemo xxx