I miss this site. I miss having time to myself. ugh.

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Busy Bee All The Time Lately.

I haven't posted recent self pics in a long time. Lots of news to share.

My mother had a single mastectomy last week. She is doing very well and I've been spending loads of time with her, seeing that she makes a speedy recovery. I hate living 2 bridges away from my mother but we haven't lived together in 13 years and I think it might better for both of us that way.

Things with MTV are going well. I just got a promotion and they extended my freelance contract for another 9 months. At least I'll be financially stable for a while. I'm building my portfolio. Shot the Jersey Shore cast, The Dr. WHO cast, Eliza Doolittle and an amazing singer LISSIE. I'm so relieved that my life is finally taking flight after a grueling hiatus. I just hope it stays that way.

The boi and I are talking about moving in together. It's about fucking time...it's only been almost 4 years. That's a whole other story in itself. (sigh)

Anyhoo, I'm really bummed about my best friend. She is the most selfish person I've ever met. My boi doesn't like her because she and I were lovers on and off since high school but we've always kept in touch. I haven't seen her in almost a year. On my birthday in the beginning of the month I received a Happy Birthday text from her after not hearing from her for 9 months or so. I replied with some cynical, bitter remark and she promised she would call the very next day...explaining how her life still sucks and she wanted to catch up with me. I told her I wouldn't hold my breath and thank the stars I didn't...I'd be dead. It sucks when you hold on to the people from your past because that's all you have left of it. I pass her house every time I visit my family in Jersey. I know she is in love with me but don't make promises you have no intention of keeping. Sorry needed to vent.

Btw-totally been fantasizing about him lately-


<swoon> to all you lovely ladies out there.

Yesterday was my birthday. Today I have cramps. Tomorrow I hope to see her.

Hey folks!!

Sorry I haven't updated...things have been VERY BUSY in my world. I recently landed a job at MTV as a Retoucher/Photographer. I shot the cast of the Jersey Shore yesterday and assisted in a shoot with Regina Spektor. I also joined a photo gallery which is super exciting. Now I just have to find the time to work on a series for a show in September. I'll update more thoroughly soon. For now, I'm just gonna drool over ta tas.

I hope you all enjoyed HALLOWEEN! I know I did!

Spidey and I were getting it on!







My Diva Pumpkin.



By the way, if you send me a friend request with a picture of your dick...I will laugh at it and deny your request.

I hate the word epic oh yeah and Kanye West.

Hi Folks! I've been super busy chillin with friends, traveling and soaking up the rays.

That's my buddy Fvanka and I. She's my sister from another mother! Love her to death!

I recently came back from a spectacular cruise to England, Ireland, Scotland and Paris. I'll def. have some editing to do..but here's one of me at the Eiffel Tower.


I've also been spending time at my buddy's beach house in Sleaside, NJ.


Also in the Hamptons with JESS!



I hope you all have been having an awesome summer. Even while having an amazing summer, I'm still on the hunt for a job. It's so hard when your field isn't considered a priority. I need to start making some life changing decisions. The boy and I have been hanging out again after our 4 month separation. It's amazing and weird at the same time. We're both a bit guarded. I hope It's not to the point that we can't start anew.

Anyhoo....I need new tunes to work out to. What's some good fast shit?

Going on a cruise to Europe on Tues....super excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously, how do you feel better once your heart is completely broken?