Nothing new going on with me recently. Got a new job at a casino so I can afford my rent. I also work nights so I can do more with my film career during the day. Hating the single life to no end. Why can't I find a nice girl that likes being treated like gold?

Been getting back into art.
I drew this just last night

I plan on doing more drawings like this and will be happy to take requests from girls that want to see what they look like when I draw them.

Okay, so the past month has been spent with me in a factory sweating my balls off in a heat wave and getting screwed out of important errands and career opportunities in this shitty factory. Well, just a couple weeks ago, I told them how much they were screwing me over from my future and was promptly fired as a result. I spent the next couple of weeks placing applications and slowly working on the storyboard for my short film and doing youtube videos with the friends I never got to see while working in a factory. And earlier this week I got to celebrate my 21st birthday alone with my new vodka and an empty apartment until I was able to hang with a friend the next day. Interestingly enough, I got a call that morning from the "local" casino in Indiana and was offered a full time job that paid me for my OCD and I get to start this Tuesday. I was also dumped by my girlfriend and have yet to meet a girl willing to put up with my flaws and allow me to treat her like a princess. So, my life has been a little topsey turvey lately and I've been really drained from it. I also love how the people I used to talk to on here never talk t me anymore and I'm just stuck staring at pictures until I get bored and go to something else.


I also drew some new pictures in my abundant spare time, if anybody that's actually reading this is interested in seeing them



I did this pokemon in chalk pastel because it was my girlfriend's favorite pokemon and I wanted to do something nice for her. I gave it to her and a couple hours later she dumped me. I love the reward I get for doing something sweet :/

So my computer decided to restart and erase all of my shit. All of my writings, pictures, videos, games, and music are gone. And it really sucks because I had so many SG sets of my favorite Suicide Girls and hopefuls as well. Now I have to go re-download EVERYTHING. If anybody wants to help me collect back my favorite sets, I really want the sets from Plum, Aisline, Aleon, Carrina, Nahp, Disscordia, Belena, Glitch, Dice, and a whole shitload of others. I would really appreciate the help. It's just going to be so annoying getting all of those picture sets again on my own

I got really bored due to the amount of free time I had today so i took a bunch of pictures with my webcam. Enjoy it or hate I did it anyways.








And then there was one I took a few days ago with the same shirt but just now managed to get in on my computer

Well, it's been shitty day after shitty day in my life recently. My roommate moved out because I kept asking him to clean his messes, my bank is screwing everything up and causing all my checks to bounce so my next blog may be from a gutter somewhere, my bosses keep telling me I suck at my job and wont let me transfer to a closer store to save gas and spend less money. And I'm in a relationship with a girl whom barely speaks to me and is too busy being online and texting other guys rather than spend some time with me. She also "Wants to be with me but also wants the freedom to date other people". I feel like nothing is working in my life and I'm nothing but a useless piece of shit. I doubt anybody reading this really cares and you're probably thinking I'm some whiny emo kid. Well why don't YOU try being homeless for a while because that's where I'm heading.

So our lead actress for my movie decided she can't do the movie because we wont be done shooting a FULL FEATURE FILM within five days. I really want this movie to happen. I've been getting new equipment and nearly going bankrupt just to afford this, my rent, my car, my phone, and the electric all on a walmart salary. The reason I'm posting this blog is because I need a new actress for my horror film and what better place to find a horror actress is by going onto SG. I know there are quite a few from Indiana, which is where we'll be filming the whole thing, and I've seen how good some of these girls are and have full confidence in their abilities to act. We will be using an old theatre in Shelbyville Indiana if there are any girls close to there and though I can't pay you I will provide all the pizza and tacos you want. Plus you get to say you were in a movie which adds to your list of awesome things you got to do because you were a Suicide Girl. I can provide you with a script if you are interested and I'll even show some possible title pics to get a feel of the kind of movie it is. It will be a supernatural horror film so there's a lot of talk about demonology and several things dealing with the occult. If you are interested I can provide more details about the plot and story but I don't want to give too much away. Please let me know if there are any girls out there that want to be in a movie. I would really appreciate the help and in return help you with any projects or other ideas you have as well.

Thank you


Here's a DVD cover idea I got from one of the actors who also acts as our make-up effects guy

We both admit it need some work but it's a good direction to start from

This is just a simple title pic I rushed for a site called Kickstarter to help me raise money for this project
I just can't raise money yet until my damn bank account is verified in a damn week!

So I'm trying to figure out what I should put on here more often to get people's attention. I'm open for suggestions on what would get people to look at this more often and maybe make this site less boring for me since I'm only ever on here to see new sets and that gets pretty old when there are other people on here but they don't seem very talkative towards me. So let me know and thanks to whoever is actually reading this

So it's getting really close for us to start getting ready for our new movie to be shot this spring. Once I get my mic and mixer we'll be set and just need to do some rehearsals and discuss shots and things. Movies can be such a headache to make. I wish I only had to act in it and not write, direct, produce, finance, and promote the damn thing. I'm like a one man movie crew. Hooray for me -_-

So does anybody even look at these things when it's not a suicide girl posting them? Oh well. Here's a pic out of boredom from when my hair was less epic.



and this too

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