The seasons are starting to change. it's getting colder.
I don't mind the weather. At least the sun is out in Boston.
In Cleveland, it's grey. always grey.

I'm still trying to find a rhythm.
My life has been a bit off recently
This wednesday is our memorial for Brian.
maybe it will bring some closure to everything, maybe not.
Closure only really comes with time.



"as i, wander at the bottom of the sand
the fish tonight swim in melody
oh these people,
we've got to love these people
because if we don't they will go away
away

tell everyone don't be afraid to die,
tell everyone don't be afraid to die
we watch them,
we watch them

tell everyone don't be afraid to die,
tell everyone don't be afraid to die
we watch them,
we watch them"

Alright, i\'m back on sg.
I\'ve been planning on starting my account back up for a while, but i guess sg made the decision for me. I checked my bank statement and realized they billed me for another 3 months even though i cancelled like 2 months ago. go figure. but anyway, it\'s good to be back.

So yeah...last few days have been rough. Classes are getting shitty.

I know hardly anyone is going to read this, but I have to say something. A good friend of mine passed this weekend. Brian, you were a fucking amazing person and you will never be forgotten. We all loved you like family and life will never be the same without you.

\"Gold and red the colours change as you can\'t forget
Turning back, you know I thought I knew, thought I knew someone
You better check your words,
I think it\'s time you left.
To he, darkness still it\'s obvious to everyone
darkness still, its obvious to everyone
still it\'s obvious to every,
well it looks just like the sun
looks just like it\"