Seeing Massive Attack on Saturday! Going to be sweeeeet!

I guess I don't really have much else to say. Well I do.. but I seem to have writers block.

Pictures?




Still dreaming of Amsterdam.

Pictures from the past week:


Not my boyfriend by the way. One of my best mates He's taking me to see Massive Attack in September - woo!



I love my job and I love my friends, but I'm getting a bit bored of living here ya know..

Now I've got a decent paying job I can finally start saving up so I can go places. Moving to Amsterdam is still a dream of mine. I think I'm probably gonna just take 3 months out there next Summer though. Definiitely gonna be paying the place a visit way before then though - hopefully soon.

I LOVE being single, but hearing people gushing about their loved ones in their blogs and such makes me kinda jealous... I wish someone was crazy about me, ya know.

I really need to start blogging more. I'm always lurking around the site but I hardly ever blog... mainly because I don't like my blogs to be naked (without photo's). But I really should blog more often as I've always got some kind of random shit to say or something that needs to be said. So yeah, I'm gonna make more of an effort to blog more often, and I'm just gonna have to get used to the fact that they won't always have pictures in them - I guess that's probably the OCD in me. I guess it's nice to have this kinda shit to read back on as well.. ya know, in months to come.. and since I don't keep a diary (I really should do) I should make more of an effort to write something here. Actually... I really should think about writing a diary - definitely something nice to have and to look back on when your grey and old - and something to help you remember shit... AND my memory is already crap so I'm gonna need all the help I can get when I'm old(er). Do any of you guys keep a regular diary? What kind of things do you write in it? Just like thoughts and things you've done and stuff?


I don't think I really have any news or exciting stuff to report since I last blogged - been doing pretty much a lot of the same ol' stuff: working, shopping, going out a lot and yeah... just stuff. Been really busy though. I guess I'll just post some pictures and leave it there really.




Me & Ashley - hadn't seen him in over a year until we both finally got our acts together the other night and finally went out. He came out with me & my mates and had a great time. Definitely won't be leaving it so long until we next see each other.


Another busy week ahead! Working/Shopping for presents/Niece's 5th Birthday party/Drinking/More drinking/Working/More drinking...


Oh... and one more thing.. Where the hell is Summer???

Thanks to everyone who said they liked my new hair in the last blog - but it's time again for new hair:

I did this yesterday:




Yep, I jumped on the undercut bandwagon. I've wanted it for a while and also I had bleached the shit out of my hair and it had to go. Love it though

New job is going well. Tips are awesome. Life is generally a bit great at the mo

Some pics taken over the past couple of weeks since I last posted:


Me and Gaylor.



Me and Kim

Me, Chris and Kim.

And I love this one of Gaylor and Leanne.

I love my mates.

Tired so I must sleep.

Oh... and I got a Jaws t-shirt in the post today. Squealed when it arrived. Love sharks. Love Jaws. I'm a happy bunny. Hope everyone else is well. I know this is a lame update but I'm feeling lazy and it took a lot of effort just to do this.

Love love love x

Guess it's time for an update!

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Started my new job on Monday at Chiquitos mexican restaurant - the open night is on Friday so this week has just been spent training.. playing games, trying EVERYTHING on the menu, trying cocktails and wine n stuff... been a good week, I've had fun and I'm really enjoying it. So yeah, that's cool

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My ex-boyfriend/mate came down to visit last Friday like i mentioned in my last post and yeah, that went well too.. we went out, got drunk, had a lovely night and woop... we've decided to start something again. We're kinda keeping it to ourselves at the moment though cos we wanna take it slow and try to not just slip back in the serious relationship we had before. So yeah, that's cool also

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Oh oh oh! I got all my hair chopped off!! And maaaaaan do I regret it! It's such a pain in the ass to style now and I keep seeing people with lovely long hair and I'm sooooo jealous! I prefer it long and i plan to grow it back but at least it's had a good cut now and also I guess shorter hair is better in the summer as well. Here's a wee pic:



Haven't really been up to much else. Been a busy busy bee but not all that much to report. So I'll leave you with a couple of pics taken last week:


Leanne, Neata, Kim and Me. Lovely lovely girlies

And me attempting Gangsta.

Hope everyone is well! I am sooo fucking happy right now! xx

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I got a job! As a waitress in a new restaurant opening in a couple of weeks. So yeah.. that's cool.

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Thursday one of my mates came home to visit - I hadn't seen her in 2 years! Was lovely to see her. We chatted, drank, I did Karioke and then we danced the night away.




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Had a wicked night Friday as well. Went to a local Drum & Bass night run by a few mates of mates of mine.


Me & Adam. He loves me really


Me and the lovely Kim afterwards

I won't post anymore up cos a) There are hundreds, b)they're probably not for public viewing and c) I kinda can't be bothered.

All in all a good weekend though.

Tomorrow I'm going to see my ex-boyfriend/mate. I never really know what to call him cos he IS my ex-boyfriend, but then that just sounds so negative. He's such an awesome awesome guy. We're hopefully going to move to Amsterdam next Summer. Now we've both finally got jobs we can work on sorting out our relationship - but there's no rush - neither of us are going anywhere and we still talk pretty much everyday so that's cool


Oh, and I'm thinking about doing a self-shot set. I just can't seem to think of any ideas though? Would have to be something that involves being shot in my bedroom but the whole white sheet thing has been done far too much in my opinion. Any ideas?

So Bank Holiday weekend was pretty awesome. AND I built bridges with a certain somebody that had been getting me down recently Soo happy about that.

And of course Scratch Perverts on Thursday were no less than awesome. Here's a few pics:


Me, Chris and Bradley.

Me and lovely Kim




There's a shitload more, but that'll do.

Busy busy week starting as of now.... best crack on.

Lately I have been so incredibly lame. I'm currently 2 hours into my sleeping pills and obviously they're not working tonight, so expect long ramblings. These things normally knock me out like a light but recently there has been times when they've just put me on some kinda weird hypnotic high where they make me ramble... and normally rambles that I won't remember in the morning. So yeah, you've been warned.

Anyways, back to the lameness I've been: Anyone who was reading my blogs about 3 months or so ago would know that I gave up smoking. Well, I've kinda started again. I have just stubbed out a roll-up made up of cigarette butts. Lol, see I told you - lame. I was gonna go back on the nicotine patches 2moro but I can't afford to now. So I'm gonna be a secret smoker for another week until I get paid again. See... now thing is - i'll probably spend as much money on cigarettes this week than I would have done on patches (They cost £8). Lame is what I am. Maybe I'll just buy the patches afterall 2moro. But then, I'm going out Thursday night (Scratch Perverts wooo!) so I know I'm gonna be smoking then, so why bother getting the patches?

Thankfully for you guys, I'm starting to feel the effects of these pills so I'm not gonna rant about the things I intended to. I guess I should go sleep.

Blogs feel naked without pictures though, so I'll find something to post first.

Haha, here:


Isn't he cute?

Blogging for the 2nd time today

Since I've been feeling pretty shitty I went out and treated myself to a new tattoo on my chest today It's only a little one mind but getting it done lifted my spirits. I've got a job interview on Thursday. Crossing everything again. Anyways.. a picture of my new tattoo:



Ok, so I know you can't really see it but I didn't take any close up pictures cos it's all scabby and rank. It says 'Family' in hebrew. Wanted it done for a while now and since it's only small I could justify getting it done even though I'm not earning a great deal at the mo. AND I needed to cheer myself up

Today has been a reasonably good day I guess.