I feel like an 80 year old woman...

Do you ever feel like being alone... but no one will let you be.... you might say that it is not heathy to be alone, or that it may be a dangerous symptom of a dark cancer...

I need my brain to be at peace for one fucking god damn SECOND!!!
let me have it
let me be at PEACE...
I do not care about your problems...
I need to be with me right now!!!
FUCK!
I feel like I am going crazy sometimes
people know to much about others
you walk around looking to fill your void with others problems
then you complain about having to much on your mind
TIME THE FUCK OUT
BACK THE FUCK UP
this is not a "who is more miserable" contest
this is not a race to see who can fuck up their life more...

I WANT A MOTHER FUCKING SECOND TO BREATHE AND NOT CARE FOR ANYONE BUT MYSELF!!!

IS...THAT...TO...MUCH...TO...ASK?

I really do not think so!

The goal was to feel better about my current situation after this rant... but I do not... OH WELL....

It has been forever...

I feel so disconnected!!

7 am looked amazing!!

Watched the sunrise with a few good friends,
it was exactly what I needed!

Thank you!

Here we go again... never a dull moment!

I have not been here in ages!

I am tired still and sick again!! ugggggg!!!

I miss you all!!

We need to make plans to get together!

Love ya!!

Productive day:

I woke up, cut out the anchor that i had hanging out of my chest... it had been migrating out ....
Dropped off the hubby,
Went to target,
Went t Sallys beauty Supply,
Dyed my hair,
Cleaned,
Hung up pictures,
Got ready for my parents arrival on Thursday!!

I am tired!!

And it is only 5pm!!

oh my god so busy it is sick!

We are moving to Burbank, it is a nice 2 bedroom (the 2nd room has been dubbed the man cave)!

It is going to be a welcome change!