I am a procrastinating bum. I have not yet fixed my internets. I am on my friend Mandie's internet.

Thanks for the well-wishes on my teeth. They are out and I am fine. Only got Ibuprofin, so idk what you were all saying about good drugs... *eye roll*

I'll see you all soon.

LOVE LOVE LOVE
Q

I am stealing the internet like a ninja!

This morning, I am having my wisdom teeth removed. I do not look forward to it.

Hey everyone. My internet is still down. I'm working on it. Until I get things up and running, I will be stealing internet from my grandma and HugZombie. So, sorry if I have missed anything important.

I love you all.

That was dumb, lol.


Anyway... I recently decided pursuing a guy I hadn't seen since like... 2 years ago. Me and HZ got all creepy and "bumped into him" at his place of work so that I could have an "in". I got a couple hugs, he added me to his myspace.... And I asked for his phone number. Unfortunately, he has been posting bulletins and comments since then, but has not said anything back to me.

Lame-sauce.

I had to take a break from school. Just until I can find a nice doctor to give me drugs. And then people won't make me nervous anymore and I can be in a crowded classroom without panicking.



I am a nutjob.

Hey guys. I miss you all. Really, All of you.

School is fucking time consuming. Then I went down to LA this weekend. Didn't get to see Myndi, but oh well, maybe next time. I got bored and tried out for the Country version of American Idol, Nashville Star. Poo judges, I was booed off the stage. Not really, but I'm not the best singer. Ha.

Pictures of me and my HugZombie, then I need sleeeeeeep.

I am burnt out. I cannot spell anything correctly, even when I am writing with a pen on paper. So I apologize in advance.

First week of school. OMG. 8 hours a day. On my feet. Learning shit I've already learned.

I only really get like 3 hours of free time at night, which is also used to grocery shop or pay bills. Or do homework.

Can't even sleep all this weekend, like I wanted to cuz I previously told some friends I'd go to LA with them. So... *sigh*. My friend wants to try out for Nashville Star, which is like the country version of American Idol. I've never heard her sing before so I don't know how it will pan out. But I did get to tweeze her eyebrows which made me happy. She had some manly eyebrows .

So, myndigurl and I might hang out for a minute this weekend. I really don't have time, but I want to meet her and take a picture with her to make all you fuckers jealous.

hugs and kisses,

Sleepily yours,
Q

So today they moved my mom from her temp grave to her permanent one. It was weird and creepy. I found myself mumbling under my breath a lot. Things like "This is weird, this is weird. Don't drop her. This is so weird."

Yea.

I wish I could have spent some time having private thoughts with her, but there were hella people around. People i don't even really know. Like, why the fuck do you need to be here for that, 3rd cousin? It isn't her funeral, she died 3 years ago. It's just the moving of her casket.

Meh, I left a letter inside the tomb, and kissed her coffin before they spackled the wall shut. And now, my mom has her permanent home at the mausoleum. I wish I had taken a picture of my lipstick on her casket though. It was kind of bittersweet.

I don't have anything constructive to say about anything lately.

I'm going back to school. Soon. Which means I will be spending a LOT less time here on SG. Which is probably for the better, I suppose. I spend a lot of time here.


I'm feeling lethargic and weird. And hungry.

Someone should order me a pizza. And pay for it.

My money came in today. Yay, groceries. I can eat food again!

Boys.


I want one.



That is all.