Holy emotional today.
WTF?
It is not PMS but yup I am out of control today.
Poor anti_duff he is busy at work and received approximately 15 texts today.
I need to get control over this stuff.
I am sure it is just a little bit of accepting all that is going on.
I was thinking today what I am going to do when my mom is gone? What if this chemo isn't working? And am I doing this right? Or should I be leaving my job and spending every minute with her? I just can't tell if my priorities are right and I guess I am scared.
I think it is best to be upset and cry today rather than fight it.
Otherwise this will just come up at another inappropriate time.
But today is a bad day. My positivity is broken.
WTF?
It is not PMS but yup I am out of control today.
Poor anti_duff he is busy at work and received approximately 15 texts today.
I need to get control over this stuff.
I am sure it is just a little bit of accepting all that is going on.
I was thinking today what I am going to do when my mom is gone? What if this chemo isn't working? And am I doing this right? Or should I be leaving my job and spending every minute with her? I just can't tell if my priorities are right and I guess I am scared.
I think it is best to be upset and cry today rather than fight it.
Otherwise this will just come up at another inappropriate time.
But today is a bad day. My positivity is broken.
NOV 27, 2012 01:38 PM
NOV 27, 2012 01:50 PM
Your completely allowed these type of days.
NOV 28, 2012 05:30 AM
Hello wonderful. I think crying when your scared is the best course of action, no need neglecting your emotional self. I've had to do a lot of "Greater powers that be, I am lost, I am scared, I need help because I don't know what to do." lately.
It's ok to have bad days. I'm sending you all the positivity I can. Hang in there, you.
