I have been very lonely. The past two weeks I have missed companionship and the emotional intimacy that comes with it. It is hard primarily because I was feeling so strong and ready to take on the world.
When the loneliness hit I didn't know what it was at first. I thought i was just tired or lost. But it is loneliness indeed.
I miss love.
I have enjoyed my life as of late, but it is so busy and hectic. I miss staying home cuddled up and making dinner.
I miss having someone to care about.
But I can't really even open up to anyone at the moment because I am still healing. That makes the loneliness even worse.
I still know that this year is going to be amazing for me. I haven't given up on that. It is just that I am lonely for right now. I miss being something special to someone.
JAN 04, 2006 06:43 PM
Dont feel lonely hun you will find love again and this time it will be better than ever 
and as for the set together oh yes my friend that would be hot 
MetalEric
Southgate, MI
March 2004
JAN 04, 2006 06:51 PM
Thanks so much for your awesome compliments.
JAN 04, 2006 07:52 PM
JAN 04, 2006 08:41 PM
JAN 04, 2006 09:54 PM
I'm in a pretty similar place right now, babe.
neilo
USA
November 2005
JAN 05, 2006 01:36 AM
I miss being something special to someone.
You will be.
JAN 05, 2006 04:53 AM
me too 
JAN 05, 2006 07:27 AM
All I can say is.....
CHEER UP..... THINGS WILL GET BETTER SOON.
JAN 05, 2006 07:40 AM
akalucifer
Greenwich, CT
April 2005
JAN 05, 2006 09:36 AM
I'm back and I think 2006 is going to be your year!
JAN 05, 2006 12:45 PM
JAN 05, 2006 01:49 PM
You know, periods of sadness/depression help fuel ( I feel) imagination. I know what you mean though, after a breakup it always seem like it's going to be so hard to open up to someone again, and it's even hard to imagine when you;re walking down the cold, mean streets looking in the blank stares of passerbys that one of those people could be lying in your bed one day in the future looking at pictures of the time the two of you went skinny dipping in that hotel pool at 3 in the morning.....or something like that.
I'm sure that when you're ready you won't have a problem out there. And thanks for the compliments on the tattoos...and I'll keep my fingers crossed about the SG thing...of course, there's something so much sweeter about chicks who are still "hopefulls"..but that's just me. You've definately got the goods for it... 
JAN 05, 2006 04:21 PM
Loneliness can hit like a ton of bricks.
At least you have some online buds.
