SuicideGirl: LE
suicidegirl

LE i'm the type of girl you wanna take up to your momma's house

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JUNE 29, 2002 @ 08:20 AM

hi. i'm sitting in a basement in new york city. upper west side to be exact. last night i rode down here from the place i'm spending the summer; a holistic learning center two hours north of the city. the car ride was insane. there was a really high maintenence person in the car, backseat driving like crazy, being just totally neurotic. it got to the point where i actually had to look her in the eye and tell her to be quiet. that's so out of character for me.

after that i started drinking port from the bottle, in the backseat of the station wagon with a poet. the poet is named phillip t nails. he is a beautiful human being. he asked me to help him finish a sentence so i stuck my tongue in his mouth.

i love being in new york city. i love how crazy it is here. when i'm here i drink too much coffee and eat too many carbs, i get drunk and i kiss the wrong parts of people and i laugh and the word 'belonging' doesn't matter and everything just is.

but most of the time i'm not here, most of the time i'm living in my little tent on my little tent platform in upstate new york. i wake up with the trees and sleep under the trees. i feel the moon because it touches me most of the day as i slumber beneath it. i work hard and help out and pick wildflowers to give to people i love who i've only known for a month. since i arrived there. i wake up to drum circles and eat bagels with artist adventurers who can't help but need to contribute to the world. i take saunas and sit naked on wooden benches talking about glorious things with similarly naked strangers. i get ticks, i kiss women, i rake leaves, i mop floors, i sing, i sing to myself, i sing to others. sometimes i get discouraged there but never as discouraged as other ways of life have made me before.

life is good.

i don't have much internet up there so this is a rare update for you guys. i realized the other day that i am an artist and part of my art is the pictures i made for you. i want to make more and give them to you.

please send email if you are so compelled. thanks everyone for existing and stuff.

ps. where i live, a lot of the girls look like mary jane
Comments
googused

googused

Portland, OR
OLD SKOOL

JUN 29, 2002 02:59 PM

Hah! I KNEW you were crunchy!

Sounds like you're having a lovely summer - enjoy

MaryJane

MaryJane

SUICIDEGIRL

New Mexico, USA

JUN 29, 2002 06:56 PM

A bunch of girls that look like me?!! I'm there dude. Nobody looks like me here in NM, but that's OK. LE, I'm so happy and a little envious of your summertime adventure. I'd love to spend a summer where you are. I bet that could be arranged.... I really need to save some money. LONG LIVE HIPPYS!!!!!! GROOVY LOVE PEACE!!!!

Jessica

Jessica

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

JUN 30, 2002 04:11 AM

That sounds like heaven! Seems like a nice balance of places to be: one of unbridled energy and another of harmony and happiness. You convey things so well.

Eris

Eris

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

JUL 07, 2002 12:20 AM

i'm guessing that you a strong libra presence in your chart.

your trip sounds amazing. i wish that my hawaiian organic farmer adventure had been so wonderful. it's nearing an end and, while i have had a comparitivly small spiritual awakening, i do know what a broccolli looks like when it flowers and i will never again enter a supermarket without a pang of sadness... maybe i will just live in my garden...

-eris.

LE

LE

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

JUL 07, 2002 09:27 PM

hey eris smile

i don't actually have much libra in my chart at all. my north node is there, conjunct my pluto, in the 9th house. that's it for libra for me tho. i guess the north node is pretty strong, depending on how you feel about the north node. i don't feel a lot of resonance with what i've read about my north node stuff.

my chart is all about scorpio and sagittarius, for the most part. it's very feiry tho, there's a good chunk of leo and aries too.

smile

what about yours? let's talk about astrology!!!! smile smile smile

Eris

Eris

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

JUL 15, 2002 03:12 AM

i'm all about fire. leo sun, rising, airies moon. i have some virgo and gemini strewn about. i'm surprised about you having sag and sco. i assumed libra cos you seem to be heavey into being social right now and new things. but i suppose that the impression of a personality over the internet takes much away from that of the actual, eh?

in anycase, i don't know what any of my aspects are. i got really into astrology and stopped when it got confusing. so i can tell you what i am and why but not much else. *shrug* i would love to learn it all but it seems so scary..... for now i'm happy knowing that i can't make a decision because my mars is in libra (so i need a consenus to do nearly anything) and that i hold my stress in my back due to the leo.

*shrug* how did you get into astrology?

LE

LE

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

JUL 20, 2002 03:49 PM

i think the community thing comes from the sun in the 11th house. i mean, my sun is in the 11th house, along with my venus and uranus too. THE HOUSE OF COMMUNITY AND GROUPS!!!

i can't remember how i got into astrology really. i think i just started trying to understand my own chart. i mean i honestly don't remember when i learned that i was more than just a sun sign. i think the internet was involved though.

smile smile smile

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