After being in a relationship four years with a girl who never gave a damn about anyone but herself, it's kind of a strange feeling to be with someone who appreciates me. It took years to feel what I felt for ashley in a week. Part of me feels like this is all too good to be true but I want to be like the French and follow my heart no matter what my head tells me. I've been hurt before what's another as long as I can enjoy as much of my girlfriend now before anything happens not saying it will. I'm just so damn happy.