I haven't updates in a while because my life has been swallowed up whole and fucked in the butt by life.
I still love you guys though...
I still love you guys though...
HI GUYS! (Or whoever reads this)
So 2morrow I have a job interview *cue Hallelujah by Cohen* and also I finish my SG Hopeful set!
wooo hoooo!!!!!
Um...what else.
OH! My friends are still here from Florida. And they go back on Saturday
Also I'm going to hang out with my friend Steve on Saturday, so good day and bad day at the same time!
in other words here's a song!
and a runaway photo from the set!
So 2morrow I have a job interview *cue Hallelujah by Cohen* and also I finish my SG Hopeful set!
wooo hoooo!!!!!
Um...what else.
OH! My friends are still here from Florida. And they go back on Saturday
Also I'm going to hang out with my friend Steve on Saturday, so good day and bad day at the same time!
in other words here's a song!
and a runaway photo from the set!
I haven't been using my internet lately because my friends flew in from Florida. So my Myspace/ Facebook/ SG/ and Imeem have all be neglected (AWH!)
So, I've been hanging out. Not really much to update. Working on my set.
HURUMPH!
I can't really post a picture from the set because I have a 15 year old behind me. Probably looking at the computer...
So enjoy this!!!!!!!!
So, I've been hanging out. Not really much to update. Working on my set.
HURUMPH!
I can't really post a picture from the set because I have a 15 year old behind me. Probably looking at the computer...
So enjoy this!!!!!!!!
Today I shoot my set. I hope my friend Israel get here earlier than he says. We want to utilize the natural light coming from my window.
They sky is gray. And it's raining. Right now it looks beautiful, but it's 10am. He says he won't be here till 4pm. I'm crossing my fingers and hoping he'll show up a little sooner. If not then eh...we'll make it work.
Also, my best friend Fr3d is coming tomorrow. I haven't seen her since last June. She's flying in from Florida!
YAY! We're going to go to Chipotle mmmmmm tacos. OK!
They sky is gray. And it's raining. Right now it looks beautiful, but it's 10am. He says he won't be here till 4pm. I'm crossing my fingers and hoping he'll show up a little sooner. If not then eh...we'll make it work.
Also, my best friend Fr3d is coming tomorrow. I haven't seen her since last June. She's flying in from Florida!
YAY! We're going to go to Chipotle mmmmmm tacos. OK!
Broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it. Where are you tonight, child you know how much I need it. Too young to hold on and too old to just break free and run...
I've been a fan and follower for so long. I remember seeing the first tour when I was 14 and falling in love with SG. Immediately after my 18 birthday I applied.
The people in my life (even up to this day) always discouraged me from submitting a set. because I do not fit in with any other girls on here. I have no piercings, or tattoos. But I always felt like being a SuicideGirl is more than that. I always saw SG an outlet for all females who don't fit into the "beautiful" category to express themselves.
Now that I am a member and see more of all the girls here past and present I've been questioning whether I have what it takes to become one. I am very different from all the other girls but is that a bad thing?
Are people here going to look at me and my set and go "She's not SG material" Will this nearly 5 year old dream of mine never come true. Normally I have this attitude of "Eh. Fuck it. It wasn't meant to be" but for this moment I can't say that.
I'm writing this blog here NOT for pity or comments or anything. Only because I just needed to write and if I did it anywhere else then my family and friends will be ALL UP IN MY BUSINESS. I've been really stressed lately because this is the week of my shoot and I can sense shit falling apart.
So...If you read this thanks. This has just been on my mind lately since I joined. OK! Now I need to liven this shit up...
This probably isn't the best song to end this blog with because of it's lyrics LMAO. Don't take this literal.
But this is one of my favorite songs by NIN.
The people in my life (even up to this day) always discouraged me from submitting a set. because I do not fit in with any other girls on here. I have no piercings, or tattoos. But I always felt like being a SuicideGirl is more than that. I always saw SG an outlet for all females who don't fit into the "beautiful" category to express themselves.
Now that I am a member and see more of all the girls here past and present I've been questioning whether I have what it takes to become one. I am very different from all the other girls but is that a bad thing?
Are people here going to look at me and my set and go "She's not SG material" Will this nearly 5 year old dream of mine never come true. Normally I have this attitude of "Eh. Fuck it. It wasn't meant to be" but for this moment I can't say that.
I'm writing this blog here NOT for pity or comments or anything. Only because I just needed to write and if I did it anywhere else then my family and friends will be ALL UP IN MY BUSINESS. I've been really stressed lately because this is the week of my shoot and I can sense shit falling apart.
So...If you read this thanks. This has just been on my mind lately since I joined. OK! Now I need to liven this shit up...
This probably isn't the best song to end this blog with because of it's lyrics LMAO. Don't take this literal.
But this is one of my favorite songs by NIN.
