The people in my life (even up to this day) always discouraged me from submitting a set. because I do not fit in with any other girls on here. I have no piercings, or tattoos. But I always felt like being a SuicideGirl is more than that. I always saw SG an outlet for all females who don't fit into the "beautiful" category to express themselves.
Now that I am a member and see more of all the girls here past and present I've been questioning whether I have what it takes to become one. I am very different from all the other girls but is that a bad thing?
Are people here going to look at me and my set and go "She's not SG material" Will this nearly 5 year old dream of mine never come true. Normally I have this attitude of "Eh. Fuck it. It wasn't meant to be" but for this moment I can't say that.
I'm writing this blog here NOT for pity or comments or anything. Only because I just needed to write and if I did it anywhere else then my family and friends will be ALL UP IN MY BUSINESS. I've been really stressed lately because this is the week of my shoot and I can sense shit falling apart.
So...If you read this thanks. This has just been on my mind lately since I joined. OK! Now I need to liven this shit up...
This probably isn't the best song to end this blog with because of it's lyrics LMAO. Don't take this literal.
But this is one of my favorite songs by NIN.
MAR 31, 2009 05:00 AM
MAR 31, 2009 05:11 AM
Go for it girlie! 
Really, who cares what anyone else cares or thinks. I doing a set or a shoot makes YOU feel sexy and beautiful then go for it. Just relax and have a good time. No pressure. Even if you don't make as an SG who cares you will have taken some great photos and made a lot of people happy. Sometimes being a member is enough. I must say I would vote for you as well!! JUST HAVE FUN!!!
MAR 31, 2009 05:11 AM
MAR 31, 2009 06:23 AM
Look at Lumi (on my favorite list) she has no metal or colors and is just beautiful!
I like your face especially the lips and would like to see you naked too 
Isn't Sg not all about being different? So what should be bad about being different to the other girls on SG?
MAR 31, 2009 07:31 AM
MAR 31, 2009 07:45 AM
MAR 31, 2009 07:54 AM
Your very welcome indeed x
MAR 31, 2009 08:03 AM
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MAR 31, 2009 08:10 AM
The way you tell it I wonder if you did already shoot a set on your birthday
MAR 31, 2009 08:13 AM
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MAR 31, 2009 04:53 PM
Just looked at your favorites... Today I heard Pink Floyd's Pulse on my way to and from work. They do not make music this way anymore! LOL!
First song ca. 13'30" and the fist seven and a half minutes instrumental intro!
