What the hell is up with digitally altering EVERY picture that is taken now? I just was looking at an awesome set, but I can't help but be pissed off when I see that they've added shit in the pics. Not only that, but they even altered a pic with the girls eyes. Makes me wonder what else has been altered, air brushed. "real" girls my ass. It pisses me off. Everyone is fake, and the only pictures that are fucking real anymore plaster tabloids. No wonder everyone has body image issues, the "perfect" body is NOT REAL. It doesn't exist. It's a technological hoax.
Handed out food at the food bank today, also got some groceries cause we're broke... That's the third time I've helped at the food bank. I like it. We had to get up at 8 though, so I'm tired. Trainwreck 
Happy times now... we're moving in with Darcy and Lexy next month, so that's going to be awesome! Partied til 6 am on saturday, so I think that'll be the weekly ritual. Now I'll have to dress up like Lexy does for parties! : ) YES>
Life is pretty good
Happy times now... we're moving in with Darcy and Lexy next month, so that's going to be awesome! Partied til 6 am on saturday, so I think that'll be the weekly ritual. Now I'll have to dress up like Lexy does for parties! : ) YES> Life is pretty good
Came to C town today, almost all of our laundry is done
Watching Stay Alive,
Had dinner and played games with the grandparents!
It's been a good night.
We told Gma of our problems, and she gave us food and money.
I don't know....
Brian wants to use it for SCHTUFF.
But I don't think that's cool.
She isn't going to help us out in order for us to use it for that.
Even if is our medicine.
I'm depressed. I felt good when over there, with the Gparents, and now....
We both just cried on Grandma's shoulders.
Bawled our eyes out.
I felt better. But now.... I feel like a charity case. Which is why we didn't ask for help anyway. It just makes me feel so useless and just hopeless.
Even if our plans have changed....
And I wrote to Em, mentioning that we aren't coming to Spokane and we'd talk about it, and she responded with
"That sucks ass", and "FUCK FUCK FUCK!" which was a 2 sentence response to half a page that I wrote her. She then sent another one saying So, you're staying in E Wen and Bri will be in California?
I told her yes, that we'd talk about it later. I knew I had to warn her, because of how she is. It isn't supposed to be personal. We have to do what is best for our life, and it sucks that that means we aren't moving to Spokane to live with her.
She left us. To go to Spokane and further her education, and it seems like when/if something like this doesn't go her way, she always freaks out. Which is why I had such problems talking to her about big things before.
I have to tell myself that she would do the same, it's our best and only option. I love her, she's one of my best friends. I'm tired of being miserable, and I don't want to have to deal with any grrr, why?> type of bullshit from her.
The time we couldnt' go with her somewhere, it was like the sky had fallen. She was so pissed off at us. She doesn't hide it. And if any bullshit starts to happen, I'll dish it right back. I can't handle it right now.
I feel like such a mess. I'm not happy because of the whole not having SCHTUFF thing... just being conflicted with everything. I need therapy.
I can't even gauge what mood I'm in, I'm so conflicted! The money Gma gave us, I don't want to use for anything but food. But we need our medicine.
I suppose I'll just have to think about it.... and see what happens. Another thing is just all the fucking people around. If Em is here, then that'll be a factor, spending almost every day with Darcy and Lexy are a factor. If we spend money on that, we WILL run out of food money. I know it.,
I'm going to go jump off a bridge now.
Watching Stay Alive,
Had dinner and played games with the grandparents!
It's been a good night.
We told Gma of our problems, and she gave us food and money.
I don't know....
Brian wants to use it for SCHTUFF.
But I don't think that's cool.
She isn't going to help us out in order for us to use it for that.
Even if is our medicine.
I'm depressed. I felt good when over there, with the Gparents, and now....
We both just cried on Grandma's shoulders.
Bawled our eyes out.
I felt better. But now.... I feel like a charity case. Which is why we didn't ask for help anyway. It just makes me feel so useless and just hopeless.
Even if our plans have changed....
And I wrote to Em, mentioning that we aren't coming to Spokane and we'd talk about it, and she responded with
"That sucks ass", and "FUCK FUCK FUCK!" which was a 2 sentence response to half a page that I wrote her. She then sent another one saying So, you're staying in E Wen and Bri will be in California?
I told her yes, that we'd talk about it later. I knew I had to warn her, because of how she is. It isn't supposed to be personal. We have to do what is best for our life, and it sucks that that means we aren't moving to Spokane to live with her.
She left us. To go to Spokane and further her education, and it seems like when/if something like this doesn't go her way, she always freaks out. Which is why I had such problems talking to her about big things before.
I have to tell myself that she would do the same, it's our best and only option. I love her, she's one of my best friends. I'm tired of being miserable, and I don't want to have to deal with any grrr, why?> type of bullshit from her.
The time we couldnt' go with her somewhere, it was like the sky had fallen. She was so pissed off at us. She doesn't hide it. And if any bullshit starts to happen, I'll dish it right back. I can't handle it right now.
I feel like such a mess. I'm not happy because of the whole not having SCHTUFF thing... just being conflicted with everything. I need therapy.
I can't even gauge what mood I'm in, I'm so conflicted! The money Gma gave us, I don't want to use for anything but food. But we need our medicine.
I suppose I'll just have to think about it.... and see what happens. Another thing is just all the fucking people around. If Em is here, then that'll be a factor, spending almost every day with Darcy and Lexy are a factor. If we spend money on that, we WILL run out of food money. I know it.,
I'm going to go jump off a bridge now.
We still haven't gone to CTown yet, because we have friends that we end up hanging out with. : ) It's good and bad! We have no clean clothes, but we had a party last night, as per usual, on accident.
Morgan came over for a while, and left and then we hung out with Darc and Lex, and then after that...
Morgan came back with his brother( they're like cousins who aren't related to me), and called up this guy, Chevy Joe. He's now our caretaker. Basically, we made the biggest networking/ awesome connection last night, on accident. Mikey was going to call him so he would smoke us out. HE doesn't smoke himself, but is a great dealer pretty much. He asked if we had beer, and since we didn't, "Well, I have to go pick some up then!", we were going to play cards and hang, but now we've basically totally been set in that part of our lives.
Our whole shit is changed, and now it looks like we won't be moving to Spokane. Brian will end up working in Cali for a while next year, and basically take care of the plants and stuff. Hopefully we'll be moved in with Darcy and Lexy, and life will be amazing.
I can't really divulge to much here.... and now they're back, so now it's time to party
I GOT A "c" in Psych, thank god! I was worried! I'm glad she finally put the grades up.
TTYL!
Morgan came over for a while, and left and then we hung out with Darc and Lex, and then after that...
Morgan came back with his brother( they're like cousins who aren't related to me), and called up this guy, Chevy Joe. He's now our caretaker. Basically, we made the biggest networking/ awesome connection last night, on accident. Mikey was going to call him so he would smoke us out. HE doesn't smoke himself, but is a great dealer pretty much. He asked if we had beer, and since we didn't, "Well, I have to go pick some up then!", we were going to play cards and hang, but now we've basically totally been set in that part of our lives.
Our whole shit is changed, and now it looks like we won't be moving to Spokane. Brian will end up working in Cali for a while next year, and basically take care of the plants and stuff. Hopefully we'll be moved in with Darcy and Lexy, and life will be amazing.
I can't really divulge to much here.... and now they're back, so now it's time to party
I GOT A "c" in Psych, thank god! I was worried! I'm glad she finally put the grades up.
TTYL!
Man the economy sucks so bad right now! I hate waiting, and not having food. Oh well. It'll get better.
I wish it was snowing. Or, had snowed yet. More and more waiting to be had all around. My parents and sis are in Mexico, so we'll be e going over to the house to watch the animals and do laundry and stuff in the next few days. I'm bored. I played The Sims 3, for the last few hours. I'm reading a new book, and I'm having a hard time getting into it. It's only because I'm kinda sad, bored, etc.
I might just break out the rubber duckies and take a bath. Darcy and Lexy brought the cats over yesterday to visit. It was pretty fun. Darcy and I are destined to be best friends for life. It's hilarious. He also said something that made Brian and I happy, which was "if we're together" about him and Lexy, although when we left their house last night, they were making out a little while we were getting our shit together.
What's a girl to do??
Not about them. I meant about not having money.
Or food.
I'm only wanting food because I'm bored. I HATE IT!
Anyway... Happy Holidays~! (right?)
I wish it was snowing. Or, had snowed yet. More and more waiting to be had all around. My parents and sis are in Mexico, so we'll be e going over to the house to watch the animals and do laundry and stuff in the next few days. I'm bored. I played The Sims 3, for the last few hours. I'm reading a new book, and I'm having a hard time getting into it. It's only because I'm kinda sad, bored, etc.
I might just break out the rubber duckies and take a bath. Darcy and Lexy brought the cats over yesterday to visit. It was pretty fun. Darcy and I are destined to be best friends for life. It's hilarious. He also said something that made Brian and I happy, which was "if we're together" about him and Lexy, although when we left their house last night, they were making out a little while we were getting our shit together.
What's a girl to do??
Not about them. I meant about not having money.
Or food.
I'm only wanting food because I'm bored. I HATE IT!
Anyway... Happy Holidays~! (right?)
Man.
Last night was insane. We ended up having a party, instead of just having Allie and Jori over, and it was epic. I'm still hungover. : ) and : ( Allie came and we hung out and talked for a while, and then she had to go to C town and see family. Then Jori showed up, and we got all dressed up,because I told her about this guy I wanted to set her up with, who wanted to come and smoke us out. We asked him if he wanted to party... : ) Then we called Darcy and Lexy, and we started drinking.
After the first hour or so, Brandon and his friend showed up, with this huge ass bong and fat sack and smoked everyone out. We gave him some money, since we didn't have any weed on us. Or money to buy it. We drank a fuck ton and were already drunk, and at about 9 Lexy had to go home because she worked in the morning. So Darcy took her home, and came back. A little after Brandon and his friend left. Then we got really fucked up. When Allie showed up, I don't know how long it took, or how many drinks we had, but we got fucked up, and it didn't take but a half an hour or so for her to catch up. I took her to the bedroom and showed her the sex drawer, and the only thing that stopped a lesbian encounter and an orgy, was her having to go pee. We were almost handcuffed together, and then she had to pee. Brian and Darcy just stood there watching and waiting. It was pretty funny.
Allie got sick, and so then I spent an hour and 1/2 in the bathroom holding her hair back. I was so drunk it didn't even matter! She wanted to sleep on the bathroom floor, and I told her that as the Canadian ambassador, she wasn't going to fall asleep on my bathroom floor. It took forever and then we finally got her moved onto the fold out couch in the living room. Then, while Jori worked on her notes for her final in the morning, we stayed up watching metalocalypse until 5 am. Then with Darcy passed out on the floor, Jori finished her notes, and got into the bed next to Allie where I had been, and everyone passed out.
Well, Brian and I went into the bedroom, smoked a little shake we had left, and stayed up until 6 just talking and hanging out. Then we passed out too.
When I woke up at around 11 or so, Jori was gone for her final, and Darcy had just left for a doctors appointment and lunch with Lexy. I had to roll over but would get sick every time I moved, so I had to be careful while sleeping. Then, I threw up after moving around too much. Then I threw up again in the living room, a few times. In a garbage bag of course. Then when Allie was awake, we came and hung out in the living room and just chilled for a while. It was amazing!!!!
I had no idea how best friends for life we were until now. I made her promise to keep in touch with me because I wasn't good at it back in tenth grade when she moved to Canada, and I am so glad. BFFFL. Amazing. That good. Lexy was really nice this time, and when she was over a little while ago.
Darcy came back to our house and hung out after his appointment and stuff, and Lexy came to our house after she was done at work. She has to go do something else, at work and so her and Darcy went to get some food and do some stuff, and they'll be back soon. : )
Em said she was jealous of my social life right now. I am too, sorta. It hasn't been this much fun since college. We hadn't had a party party, not just hanging out and getting shit faced, but like PARTIED in our house in like a half a year!
It was cool because yesterday was technically the first day of winter break for me, and since Allie has to go back to Canada tomorrow, it was like a double send off. It was great!
I'm happy. The unemployment stuff should work out soon, and life will be financially stable again. It'll all work out!
Last night was insane. We ended up having a party, instead of just having Allie and Jori over, and it was epic. I'm still hungover. : ) and : ( Allie came and we hung out and talked for a while, and then she had to go to C town and see family. Then Jori showed up, and we got all dressed up,because I told her about this guy I wanted to set her up with, who wanted to come and smoke us out. We asked him if he wanted to party... : ) Then we called Darcy and Lexy, and we started drinking.
After the first hour or so, Brandon and his friend showed up, with this huge ass bong and fat sack and smoked everyone out. We gave him some money, since we didn't have any weed on us. Or money to buy it. We drank a fuck ton and were already drunk, and at about 9 Lexy had to go home because she worked in the morning. So Darcy took her home, and came back. A little after Brandon and his friend left. Then we got really fucked up. When Allie showed up, I don't know how long it took, or how many drinks we had, but we got fucked up, and it didn't take but a half an hour or so for her to catch up. I took her to the bedroom and showed her the sex drawer, and the only thing that stopped a lesbian encounter and an orgy, was her having to go pee. We were almost handcuffed together, and then she had to pee. Brian and Darcy just stood there watching and waiting. It was pretty funny.
Allie got sick, and so then I spent an hour and 1/2 in the bathroom holding her hair back. I was so drunk it didn't even matter! She wanted to sleep on the bathroom floor, and I told her that as the Canadian ambassador, she wasn't going to fall asleep on my bathroom floor. It took forever and then we finally got her moved onto the fold out couch in the living room. Then, while Jori worked on her notes for her final in the morning, we stayed up watching metalocalypse until 5 am. Then with Darcy passed out on the floor, Jori finished her notes, and got into the bed next to Allie where I had been, and everyone passed out.
Well, Brian and I went into the bedroom, smoked a little shake we had left, and stayed up until 6 just talking and hanging out. Then we passed out too.
When I woke up at around 11 or so, Jori was gone for her final, and Darcy had just left for a doctors appointment and lunch with Lexy. I had to roll over but would get sick every time I moved, so I had to be careful while sleeping. Then, I threw up after moving around too much. Then I threw up again in the living room, a few times. In a garbage bag of course. Then when Allie was awake, we came and hung out in the living room and just chilled for a while. It was amazing!!!!
I had no idea how best friends for life we were until now. I made her promise to keep in touch with me because I wasn't good at it back in tenth grade when she moved to Canada, and I am so glad. BFFFL. Amazing. That good. Lexy was really nice this time, and when she was over a little while ago.
Darcy came back to our house and hung out after his appointment and stuff, and Lexy came to our house after she was done at work. She has to go do something else, at work and so her and Darcy went to get some food and do some stuff, and they'll be back soon. : )
Em said she was jealous of my social life right now. I am too, sorta. It hasn't been this much fun since college. We hadn't had a party party, not just hanging out and getting shit faced, but like PARTIED in our house in like a half a year!
It was cool because yesterday was technically the first day of winter break for me, and since Allie has to go back to Canada tomorrow, it was like a double send off. It was great!
I'm happy. The unemployment stuff should work out soon, and life will be financially stable again. It'll all work out!
Been a very busy .... lately...
I can't sleep. I'm tired, and keep yawning... and want to sleep. But no such luck chuck! Brian stole milk from the store today, because we can't afford it. Isn't that sad? Can't even afford a gallon of damn milk.
Hanging with Jori, and Allie tomorrow! Allie is only here for another 2 days, and then she heads back up to Canada. We went over to Lexy and Darcy's tonight, watched Metalocalpyse, which they've never seen (BLASPHEMY!), "mobbed" halo. I don't understand why this word is so "hip" right now. Brian is even saying it. God. Now I feel old.
I'm going to look it up on Urban Dictionary.
To "Mob it" is -attack life with an unmatched ferocity.
Okay, I take it back. That's awesome. : ) Now that I understand it. Fuck. So much of what we say now a days has little or no resemblance to the root words they came from!
I took my last final today... I keep getting so discouraged with online classes, because people seem to not have a 1st grade grammar and reading level, and were in my Psy 465 class. I'm talking about, final papers with stuff like "a emotional" and run on sentences lasting 5 lines, (on a word document) I shit you not. I had to stop around 13 times to read aloud parts to Brian, because I was so confused, and distraught by the paper I was reading. We all did a final paper, worth 100 points. We also had to read them all, and study the info for our exam. It was only a five page paper. At least one of the ones that I almost cried while reading.
Again, here comes the part where I have to reassure myself that I have no other option than to go to school. There aren't any blue collar jobs that I could do around here anyway, so I have to pay out the ass just so I can't try and get a job later. It just makes it hard, because I could cheat on every single assignment, just like these people who can't even freaking write, which is how they keep passing. But no, I try to do my best, and when I fall short, I feel like a failure. I wonder if any teachers figure that out... how the ones with the most intelligent assignments, although not always the highest score, are better than those who can't spell, but still do "decently" on the exams.
Whatever. I'm glad this quarter is now officially over. Brian dropped my textbooks off in the mail. I rented this quarter, and it worked awesomely! The only bad thing, is that I like keeping my books, I love all the info and being able to check back on it, but I can't buy my books anymore. They are way too expensive!
I talked with my friend Emma on the phone for an hour today... she's in Spokane at school, busting her ass! She has this "friend" that uses her for info and homework, it's getting her down and def pissing her off. So we both got to vent.
The latest shit storm with us, is that the stuff from the unemployment people that we have been waiting for (to come in the mail) never came. So after calling them and shit, and waiting and waiting while trying to scrape by, Brian had to re do everything today, and hopefully it'll all work out. So the last month we've been living off of nothing, basically. Ran out of money Fri?> The school stuff, getting me down. We might move in with Darcy and Lexy, if their roommate ends up leaving.
We are disputing a charge on our debit card, for 100 dollars, that magically appeared one day. I was going to buy my mom's xmas present online, so I figured I'd check the bank account. I'm glad I did. I get to the website, and almost shit myself. Now we are neg thirty in checking, and neg totally on our credit card. The only saving grace we had was that we'd been making payments on the credit card, and it's linked to our debit for overdraft protection.
So between our safety net of money in the bank which disappeared without our consent, and then the little cash that we'd had...
Brian didn't get any work from Gamestop last week, or this week. That makes 3 weeks with only working 2 days? I had to ask my mom for grocery money. I fucking hate doing that. They are more than willing, and the other day she asked if she needed to take us... I said no, because I felt guilty and didn't want to make her, but she ended up having to transfer some money to my savings. I'm excited. Break, cheese, tortillas, here we come! More like Grocery Outlet, here we come!!!
It's insane. Man. I didn't know I had this much to write. I hope all turns out well tomorrow. I'm excited to see Allie, it's been... 2 years? Wow. It'll be nice. : ) At least I hope.
Now... I have to decide between playing COD, or stuff on facebook.... the choices the choices!
I can't sleep. I'm tired, and keep yawning... and want to sleep. But no such luck chuck! Brian stole milk from the store today, because we can't afford it. Isn't that sad? Can't even afford a gallon of damn milk.
Hanging with Jori, and Allie tomorrow! Allie is only here for another 2 days, and then she heads back up to Canada. We went over to Lexy and Darcy's tonight, watched Metalocalpyse, which they've never seen (BLASPHEMY!), "mobbed" halo. I don't understand why this word is so "hip" right now. Brian is even saying it. God. Now I feel old.
I'm going to look it up on Urban Dictionary.
To "Mob it" is -attack life with an unmatched ferocity.
Okay, I take it back. That's awesome. : ) Now that I understand it. Fuck. So much of what we say now a days has little or no resemblance to the root words they came from!
I took my last final today... I keep getting so discouraged with online classes, because people seem to not have a 1st grade grammar and reading level, and were in my Psy 465 class. I'm talking about, final papers with stuff like "a emotional" and run on sentences lasting 5 lines, (on a word document) I shit you not. I had to stop around 13 times to read aloud parts to Brian, because I was so confused, and distraught by the paper I was reading. We all did a final paper, worth 100 points. We also had to read them all, and study the info for our exam. It was only a five page paper. At least one of the ones that I almost cried while reading.
Again, here comes the part where I have to reassure myself that I have no other option than to go to school. There aren't any blue collar jobs that I could do around here anyway, so I have to pay out the ass just so I can't try and get a job later. It just makes it hard, because I could cheat on every single assignment, just like these people who can't even freaking write, which is how they keep passing. But no, I try to do my best, and when I fall short, I feel like a failure. I wonder if any teachers figure that out... how the ones with the most intelligent assignments, although not always the highest score, are better than those who can't spell, but still do "decently" on the exams.
Whatever. I'm glad this quarter is now officially over. Brian dropped my textbooks off in the mail. I rented this quarter, and it worked awesomely! The only bad thing, is that I like keeping my books, I love all the info and being able to check back on it, but I can't buy my books anymore. They are way too expensive!
I talked with my friend Emma on the phone for an hour today... she's in Spokane at school, busting her ass! She has this "friend" that uses her for info and homework, it's getting her down and def pissing her off. So we both got to vent.
The latest shit storm with us, is that the stuff from the unemployment people that we have been waiting for (to come in the mail) never came. So after calling them and shit, and waiting and waiting while trying to scrape by, Brian had to re do everything today, and hopefully it'll all work out. So the last month we've been living off of nothing, basically. Ran out of money Fri?> The school stuff, getting me down. We might move in with Darcy and Lexy, if their roommate ends up leaving.
We are disputing a charge on our debit card, for 100 dollars, that magically appeared one day. I was going to buy my mom's xmas present online, so I figured I'd check the bank account. I'm glad I did. I get to the website, and almost shit myself. Now we are neg thirty in checking, and neg totally on our credit card. The only saving grace we had was that we'd been making payments on the credit card, and it's linked to our debit for overdraft protection.
So between our safety net of money in the bank which disappeared without our consent, and then the little cash that we'd had...
Brian didn't get any work from Gamestop last week, or this week. That makes 3 weeks with only working 2 days? I had to ask my mom for grocery money. I fucking hate doing that. They are more than willing, and the other day she asked if she needed to take us... I said no, because I felt guilty and didn't want to make her, but she ended up having to transfer some money to my savings. I'm excited. Break, cheese, tortillas, here we come! More like Grocery Outlet, here we come!!!
It's insane. Man. I didn't know I had this much to write. I hope all turns out well tomorrow. I'm excited to see Allie, it's been... 2 years? Wow. It'll be nice. : ) At least I hope.
Now... I have to decide between playing COD, or stuff on facebook.... the choices the choices!
Just waiting for my mother and grandmother to stop by... they were in town shopping. Our landlord was fixing pipes downstairs, and our water was JUST now usable. Of course, I woke up at 10am, and wasn't allowed to flush. Well, I did, and then realized I wasn't supposed to. So our shit and piss from a day got to stew in the bathroom. Lovely.
It really makes you appreciated indoor plumbing. Showers, washing my hands, dishes, flushing the toliet...
GOD> WASHING MY HANDS! I had to use water I found in a half empty water bottle a few hours ago.... I couldn't stand it anymore!
Our friends wanted to come over yesterday, and we didn't let them> I feel bad now. We were anticipating them for today... I wonder how long gma and mom will be here.... It's nice that they can just come and visit, on their way around and stuff. It always seem to happen though, at the least opportune time.
So I took a final yesterday morning, and I emailed the teacher because out of the 20 questions on the final, 2 were repeated, and one was a poor variation of another question. I emailed her saying there were repeats, that I wasn't sure if the test was random, and that just happens or whatever, and told her," just wanted to give you a heads up."
She wrote back that she can't fix it since the quiz is already open, and she hoped that I got them right...
I was like. You're welcome bitch.
I am only going to get a c in that class. I hate it. I tried pretty hard. I knew I should have just cheated on the test. 20 questions that are worth around 200 points in total. We had 4 weeks of material that we covered in 17 questions. I HATE IT! I have to take another class from her next quarter, hopefully I'll do better now that I am now used to her teaching style... or at least now I'll not give a fuck enough to not cheat. It is so easy to cheat when you have 2 hours to do a test, while you are sitting at home... if I wanted I could close out of the test 3 times! And still finish it.
I think I should get bonus points for my honesty. Kind of defeats the purpose of being a good person for nothing.... but I'm tired of getting nothing for being a good person. Our friends end up using us, other people too.... teachers, students, animal. FUCK IT!
It's a term thing. Everyone has their own terms, and no one wants to play by anyone elses terms. That's the problem. We go by everyone elses terms for so long.... and then it's like. WAIT! This isn't fair! So we switch the tables, and people don't expect it. And since we aren't used to it, we end up not expecting it either. And we fold like cards. It's like the us gov right now. We know we don't like what is going on, and we try and try, and we are slowly getting the hang of power, getting ready to use our influence... then we're shut down.
But do rebellions have set backs? Yes. So do we! We are the rebellion!
I think I hear car doors... Peace out!
It really makes you appreciated indoor plumbing. Showers, washing my hands, dishes, flushing the toliet...
GOD> WASHING MY HANDS! I had to use water I found in a half empty water bottle a few hours ago.... I couldn't stand it anymore!
Our friends wanted to come over yesterday, and we didn't let them> I feel bad now. We were anticipating them for today... I wonder how long gma and mom will be here.... It's nice that they can just come and visit, on their way around and stuff. It always seem to happen though, at the least opportune time.
So I took a final yesterday morning, and I emailed the teacher because out of the 20 questions on the final, 2 were repeated, and one was a poor variation of another question. I emailed her saying there were repeats, that I wasn't sure if the test was random, and that just happens or whatever, and told her," just wanted to give you a heads up."
She wrote back that she can't fix it since the quiz is already open, and she hoped that I got them right...
I was like. You're welcome bitch.
I am only going to get a c in that class. I hate it. I tried pretty hard. I knew I should have just cheated on the test. 20 questions that are worth around 200 points in total. We had 4 weeks of material that we covered in 17 questions. I HATE IT! I have to take another class from her next quarter, hopefully I'll do better now that I am now used to her teaching style... or at least now I'll not give a fuck enough to not cheat. It is so easy to cheat when you have 2 hours to do a test, while you are sitting at home... if I wanted I could close out of the test 3 times! And still finish it.
I think I should get bonus points for my honesty. Kind of defeats the purpose of being a good person for nothing.... but I'm tired of getting nothing for being a good person. Our friends end up using us, other people too.... teachers, students, animal. FUCK IT!
It's a term thing. Everyone has their own terms, and no one wants to play by anyone elses terms. That's the problem. We go by everyone elses terms for so long.... and then it's like. WAIT! This isn't fair! So we switch the tables, and people don't expect it. And since we aren't used to it, we end up not expecting it either. And we fold like cards. It's like the us gov right now. We know we don't like what is going on, and we try and try, and we are slowly getting the hang of power, getting ready to use our influence... then we're shut down.
But do rebellions have set backs? Yes. So do we! We are the rebellion!
I think I hear car doors... Peace out!
Brian is the craziest motha fucka ever! We just finished having sex, so, I've got nothing but that on my mind right now. And we're watching aqua teen. GOD DAMN! I'm a happy camper. : )
I had another dream that it was snowing. I also had a dream that I was drowning while trying to escape two witches from L4D2. It was scary! The good news is that if I'm dreaming and can remember them, I'm at least sleeping well! I woke up at nine today, which is pretty good! I played Modern Warfare 2... got 2 more missions done. I love that game, now that I've got the hang of it. It took me a few hours, but I'm not used to playing first person shooters like that by myself. I always played with my sister or with Brian, so I'm slowly getting used to it.
Now I need to learn how to use the predator drones and stuff like that while we are doing special ops. He usually does that stuff while I do sniping and covering.
So my sister is going to be a cook in the military now, thank goodness. She says they really want her to join, and everything. I'm pretty sure it's because she's so hot. She's skinny, blond, fit, and hella confident/cocky. Of course they want her! We'll see how she does. I need to xmas shop a bit more for my mom....
They go to Mexico in 10 days... so that's good! WOOOOOO.
Still waiting to find out if Brian will go to Alaska this Xmas. His mom wants him there around the 19th/20th.
MEOW.
I had another dream that it was snowing. I also had a dream that I was drowning while trying to escape two witches from L4D2. It was scary! The good news is that if I'm dreaming and can remember them, I'm at least sleeping well! I woke up at nine today, which is pretty good! I played Modern Warfare 2... got 2 more missions done. I love that game, now that I've got the hang of it. It took me a few hours, but I'm not used to playing first person shooters like that by myself. I always played with my sister or with Brian, so I'm slowly getting used to it.
Now I need to learn how to use the predator drones and stuff like that while we are doing special ops. He usually does that stuff while I do sniping and covering.
So my sister is going to be a cook in the military now, thank goodness. She says they really want her to join, and everything. I'm pretty sure it's because she's so hot. She's skinny, blond, fit, and hella confident/cocky. Of course they want her! We'll see how she does. I need to xmas shop a bit more for my mom....
They go to Mexico in 10 days... so that's good! WOOOOOO.
Still waiting to find out if Brian will go to Alaska this Xmas. His mom wants him there around the 19th/20th.
MEOW.
