KobeyK's February 06, 2012 blog

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FEBRUARY 6, 2012 @ 10:08 PM

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand back to being lonely....yes, I realize that I have lots of really great friends and that I am loved, but I'm getting kinda sick of being just everyone's friend. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE LOVE LOVE LVOE my friends from here. I just...I want something more. No, I don't want to go to bars and try and find someone to snuggle with. No, I don't want to HAVE to move to find someone. Yes, I do want to move this year so I don't expect to find the love of my life in the next couple years (if I haven't already). Yes, I realize that the choices I've made will probably make it a LOT harder to find someone really special that will love me for me and not judge me, but I do know that it's still possible because of the fact that my friends don't judge me because of those same decisions. Honestly, I really would settle for someone that lives in my town, that I could spend some time with when I'm not at work that likes curling up and watching a movie on the couch...even if it's once every week or two. Being two hours away from a couple people that I could to that with may not seem like a long way to a lot of you, but it's too far for me when I drive a scooter and wouldn't be able to make the drive due to gas tank size and the Everglades being between me and them all. Oh well...I guess I just have to wait it out...I hope the wait is worth it.

kas

Sacramento, CA

July 2004

FEB 06, 2012 10:14 PM

amen, I feel you on this!!! hugs babe :*

LilCali

I'm lost

July 2006

FEB 06, 2012 10:40 PM

May you find what you are looking for. You deserve all the snuggles your heart desires. <3333

hooeylewis

Cornwall, ON

July 2010

FEB 06, 2012 11:05 PM

I understand this all too well. May you find your special someone.

KellyKapowski

United Kingdom

February 2007

FEB 07, 2012 12:54 AM

I hear ya . I love my children more than life and wouldn't change a thing but being a single mum of 4 doesn't bode well for future relationships. Ntot that I'm very good at realtionships anyway. I have been single for alot of my adult life and am always content with that but wI have days where I feel old and past it plus I don't get the chance to meet new people. Life is full of suprises though right? And we make our own happiness.

CFQ

Winter Garden, FL

February 2008

FEB 07, 2012 04:59 AM

I need some local friends, too

i'm surrounded by old people and tourists.
none of them are very fun...except the crazy ones...but they are only fun to look at

i just want to have a friend that comes over and i can make tea and we can make snacks

i have someone i love dearly but a friendship really is so different

CFQ

Winter Garden, FL

February 2008

FEB 07, 2012 07:19 AM

sadly, i don't think it will be possible. that would be 7 hours of driving in one day for me...i dont think it would be very fun cause i'd have to turn right back around LOL

coolshtcaity

Boston, MA

August 2008

FEB 07, 2012 09:34 AM

sometimes even though we KNOW the reality of things and the limitations that reality provides... it's good to just vent about it. do a little kicking and screaming. have a tantrum.

i'm lonely too so i know what you mean. but i haven't had any real life friend for years now so i might be a little more used to it than you are. although now i have one or two real life human friends and that's weird for me too. learning how to be a real person again. crazy scary. and dating, even scarier. but thats me. and you're you. and you're awesome.

i know it's hard to hear and you already know it, but things will work out. they'll fall into place... just when you're least expecting them to. that is usually how things work silly life, it works itself out when we're not paying any attention! in the meantime, you always have lots of friends here that will be there for you to listen to your frustrations and your rants and everything in between. always!

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