I can catch a fly with a pair of chopsticks.
I swear Im so on point right now.
I want Isaiah to come home.
I swear Im so on point right now.
I want Isaiah to come home.
About a month and a half ago, J and I went to Moxie's suicide girl shoot. Her photographer just happened to be Steve Prue.
I sat on the couch to work on the next Dirty Girl flyer when Steve handed me his books.
Amina, Amina, Amina...
Between the pictures in the books, the pictures being taken behind me and the endless glasses of white wine, i finally finished the flyer.
Moxie tells me the other day that Steve told Amina if she ever came to Chicago, there were 3 girls here ready to eat her alive. She laughed.
*smile*
Pink and White Ice is Nice.
I sat on the couch to work on the next Dirty Girl flyer when Steve handed me his books.
Amina, Amina, Amina...
Between the pictures in the books, the pictures being taken behind me and the endless glasses of white wine, i finally finished the flyer.
Moxie tells me the other day that Steve told Amina if she ever came to Chicago, there were 3 girls here ready to eat her alive. She laughed.
*smile*
Pink and White Ice is Nice.
Right now life consists of smoking entirely too much weed everyday, planning parties, making flyers, photoshoots, altering the fashion scene in Chicago and spinning records.
Shuga: 2 TheKiller: 0
*SIGH*
I dont understand how she thinks i can just turn it off and be her friend.
I cant.
She gets Jealous.
I get Jealous.
I dont want anyone else.
It will always be this way.
And now its time for something serious.
since i blew through 4 stacks in 2 and a half month, ive been on a stretch.
but the luck of the irish is finally kicking in, and the killer has a job.
not just any job.
the dream job.
I get to design clothes and shoes.
theres a deal with nike
a deal with new era
a deal with k-swiss
on another note JO is home for a bit.
im obsessed with Noahs Arc.
travelling season is here.
London.
NYC.
Vegas.
Cali.
hopefully John will be doing his thing by the time i get to L.A.
since i blew through 4 stacks in 2 and a half month, ive been on a stretch.
but the luck of the irish is finally kicking in, and the killer has a job.
not just any job.
the dream job.
I get to design clothes and shoes.
theres a deal with nike
a deal with new era
a deal with k-swiss
on another note JO is home for a bit.
im obsessed with Noahs Arc.
travelling season is here.
London.
NYC.
Vegas.
Cali.
hopefully John will be doing his thing by the time i get to L.A.
8 missed calls from 12:03 til 8:37 a.m.
8 different missed calls.
were the stars out of whack last night.
was the moon full?
so much crazy shit that i thankfully am still not a part of.
some tragic
some heartbreaking
eh.
its hot as shit here. and the wind still blows.
i want to go to spot 6, even though im not gonna play tonite.
i hope the girl who wanted to rape me will not be there.
or maybe not.
8 different missed calls.
were the stars out of whack last night.
was the moon full?
so much crazy shit that i thankfully am still not a part of.
some tragic
some heartbreaking
eh.
its hot as shit here. and the wind still blows.
i want to go to spot 6, even though im not gonna play tonite.
i hope the girl who wanted to rape me will not be there.
or maybe not.
well well well...
here i am.
round 3.
this summer has been one rediculous dramafest, that i have been thankfully not a part of but gleefully watching from a distance. well except for the randon fights that have happened almost every monday on schedule. And since i refuse to sit back and watch friends fight, i jump right in.
For the first time in almost 3 years i have an actual godarethesebutterfliesinmystomach type of crush. Not another one of those 'im fucking you because i can' type of deals that i had a couple times so far this year.
shes a bad bitch. i love it.
unfortunately the stars are giving me mixed signals. Last week they said 'if i dont get it together by the 26th im screwed' in so many words. Well, we know if i like you ima slow as fuck mover. After about a month i finally pushed on the gas and were moving a bit but... here come the stars again. 'An ex will be making a comeback in july'.
i could have told you that! They were right on target when they said it last summer, and didnt Bren and i have the worst summer. Fighting and whatnot. I guess the difference is this summer according to the stars i get to make the decision. I still couldnt tell you what the decision would be. I got to see the cats when i went over to her and her gfs house the other day, it was weird but i think i was too high/drunk to care, and i really wated to see the cats. For some reason i feel like shes acting out because she wants the attention, but attention from who? me? ive been trying to give it to you forever and now that you want it, i dont know if i have any energy left my dear...
I got a moped about a month ago. Got drunk and forgot to lock it up correctly and it got stolen. well... i ended up snatching one that looks just like mine did the other day, and i think im picking up a completely new one tomorrow.
still no job, but i think im partying too hard right now to care.
here i am.
round 3.
this summer has been one rediculous dramafest, that i have been thankfully not a part of but gleefully watching from a distance. well except for the randon fights that have happened almost every monday on schedule. And since i refuse to sit back and watch friends fight, i jump right in.
For the first time in almost 3 years i have an actual godarethesebutterfliesinmystomach type of crush. Not another one of those 'im fucking you because i can' type of deals that i had a couple times so far this year.
shes a bad bitch. i love it.
unfortunately the stars are giving me mixed signals. Last week they said 'if i dont get it together by the 26th im screwed' in so many words. Well, we know if i like you ima slow as fuck mover. After about a month i finally pushed on the gas and were moving a bit but... here come the stars again. 'An ex will be making a comeback in july'.
i could have told you that! They were right on target when they said it last summer, and didnt Bren and i have the worst summer. Fighting and whatnot. I guess the difference is this summer according to the stars i get to make the decision. I still couldnt tell you what the decision would be. I got to see the cats when i went over to her and her gfs house the other day, it was weird but i think i was too high/drunk to care, and i really wated to see the cats. For some reason i feel like shes acting out because she wants the attention, but attention from who? me? ive been trying to give it to you forever and now that you want it, i dont know if i have any energy left my dear...
I got a moped about a month ago. Got drunk and forgot to lock it up correctly and it got stolen. well... i ended up snatching one that looks just like mine did the other day, and i think im picking up a completely new one tomorrow.
still no job, but i think im partying too hard right now to care.
i cant believe im this close to graduation. a week and a half. Ive spent most of the day submitting resumes so i can line myself a job and get the fuck out of the house asap. I really want to get out there and get on my own.
no worries.
no worries.
