I'm done. I'm tired of the bullshit.

To my soon to be ex-roommate: Either stand up for yourself or go somewhere else and be a doormat.

I've spent alot of time figuring myself out, what I want, what I don't, what type of person I am and setting goals and working towards them. You were starting to get your shit together yet you feel that because you're single there is something wrong with you so you run after the first guy that gives you attention after the last one got tired of you following him around like a puppy. I tell you he's no good and that you need to work on getting your shit straight before you can find a decent relationship to invest in. But you don't listen. Now you've lost your car, your job and your dignity. Way to act like an adult.

Now because you have screwed up your life, you've thrown a monkey wench into mine. You lax in pulling your weight has interfered with my goals. I'm not happy about it, but as you run your 35yr ass back to your daddy to bail your ass out.. I will figure a way to take care of this mess you left me in without ANY fuckin assistance from anyone because that's the way grown ups do things.

To the Deadhead: Can't you just be honest & tell me the truth?? I'm a big girl. I can handle it.

You talk about wanting to take things slow, be friends, hang out.. yet you make yourself unavailable. You talk about taking risks, well I did and you kicked my heart. You asked me to come see your band's last show and not to start any drama with other women that could be there. I told you that I was going to see my friend play the last gig with his band not compete for your attention. However, as I just play it cool and be supportive, you are kissing me in front of this groupie chick and while she's throwing herself at you, you're making sexy eyes at me. You suggest we get together the next day then you ditch. I really dug you, was willing to let you in, take down some walls, but now I see that you're not worth any of my time and I feel stupid dumping all this out on a blog.. but if I don't get it out of my system it will eat away at me.

Started out to be a awesome Geek weekend.. had a painslut clean my house on Sat and took me to see Wolverine while he was in chastity and descretely collared. Came home after the movie and had some hot strapon play and some oral worship. Then had him sleep on the floor at the foot of my bed in nothing but restraints, chastity and chains, then took me to breakfast in the morning. *sigh* Its good to be the Goddess.

Hugh Jackman.. MEEEEFUCKINOWW!!!!

Sun went to downcity Providence to meet up with my Homo and see the 3rd Eye Blind show, however it appeared that they were not ready so we headed over to the Mall for some retail therapy (which included indulging in our shoe fetishes by drooling at Baker's and Steve Madden's) then decided to take in Star Trek at the IMAX. Show started at 4pm and lemme tell ya.. it was awesome UNTIL.. power surge in mall caused the sound system to blow and the film to snap. After 10mins of waiting for the movie to restart, they told us that the movie had been cancelled and that they were giving us refund tix. WAS PISSED!!! Now I have to wait until sometime later this week to see the rest of the movie! EPIC FAIL!

I love my lil evil ass monkey. He knows just what I need to feel better. Nothing better than a good ass pounding slut to hate fuck to make one feel better about the male gender. Sucks that work once again interfered with us making a weekend out of it.

Hopefully next weekend we'll be able to play all weekend.. oh the plans I have for you my evil ass monkey.

So.. been separating the men from the boys... the men pile is seriously lacking. *sigh*

The curse of being a strong woman.

Apparently the SG gods missed me so I'm back to take advantage of the free ride.

Rock and Shock was the SHIT!!!!!! I had SOOOOOOOOOOO much fun!!! I met the gorgeous Queen of Trash as well as Frank the Bunny (James Duvall), William Forsythe, Ari Lehman, Andrew Divoff, and the adorable Alex Vincent (altho he's all grown up and such a hottie!!!) and so many others!!! Also I got a pic with Peter Steele!!!! OMG!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Anyhoo.. got pix and will post as soon as can get them downloaded!! I had soooooooooo much fun!!! Wish I could have gotten to everyone but guess I'll have to go back next year!!!