Hey!!! Sooooo someone was sweet enough to reactivate my account?! Who are you??? Please tell me so I can thank youuuuu! It's been a long long time. How is everyone??

My best friend died Sunday. I am so numb. I can't think straight. His gf, me and two of his other best friends took care of everything. Yesterday was his wake. So many people showed up to the reception. He is loved so much. This past week has been the worst time of my life. It's hard to think I saw him only a couple days before his death. There is so much we didn't do. I miss him soooooo fucking bad. At the very least, I know he loves me. He knows how much I love him.
R. I. P. Ralphie. I will always love you.

Some of my fav pics of us together.

Wow. I've been a bit bummed today....I know everyone probably knows that Heath Ledger passed today. It's pretty disturbing for me. He has been a favorite actor of mine for a while. And well....if you know me I am quite the comic book enthusiast....Joker being my favorite character of all time. So of course I have been mega psyched to see the new Batman. So...I'm smokin one for Heath....and my buddy Brandon who was killed last January...only 5 days from now. I miss him so fuckin terribly...
R.I.P. Boys...<3<3<3



In other news...still busy as shit. There is a bout this weekend between us and the DC Rollergirls....gonna be a fucking good one....alsooooooooooo...I am in a fashion show Sunday for Torrid. Craziness...ME runwaying it. Oh! and the draft spoke and we now hav 3 new teammates....one being a former SG...hehehehe....

Man on man. Life just keeps on movin. Being back up here is the shit. Derby is great. We played Cleveland and we rocked it. I didn't play...just did the rules demo. Had a hellavu Halloween weekend...was at Zombie fest...My roomies are the shit...it's nice to live with a bunch of girls...never done that one before. A verrry good friend is coming into town this weekend...and I may be going to Cali Thanksgiving weekend. I have been working my aaaaasss off at a cool prop shop. Getting like 10 hours a day...hmm this gonna be short n sweet but here's some pics to make up for it....luv yaaaaaa'll!



The View from my Barn in NC


On my way up to Pittsburgh...in Virginia...


Zombie ME...


Derby Demon Zombies...


An Awesome Mofo...




The Bridge to my house...

I am officially back in Pittsburgh! Dad and I came up on Sunday and unloaded all my stuff. He left this morning at 8am. I am going to see Down at the House of Blues this evening....then back to job searches and unpacking....I'm going to my first derby practice in months on Thursday. I can't wait to get back in the swing of things...

So...I have a pimp ass house with wonderful roommates...who's coming to visit???

Aight short update, but once I get in the flow of things,,hopefully be updating more often...

Miss and luv you guys!!!!!!

Thank goodness for cuddle buddies....too bad mine isn't here at the moment.

So I am a bit intoxicated...and thought this would be a good time to update. I drank with my best friend in the world tonight. It was great. I danced my ass off and was hit on my lots of men...whoo. None of which I wanted....but hey at least I got to talk to a great one on the ride home....

In other news...I am moving back to Pittsburgh next weekend to get back into roller derby...cause I am no longer sick. Finally. I will be living with felllow derby girls in a pimp ass house....4 bedroom....pool...hottub...free web and cable..yea. I even have my own den. I can't wait. Gonna be pickin up odds jobs here and there til I can find something substantial. May even start apprenticing at a great shop in South Side.
The moment I touch boot in the burgh I will be gettin an addition to my inkage...a rollergirl....on my thigh. Ok. I'ma hit this bong and pass out.

Miss you all. Love you all....

The web hates me. I haven't been able to get on in like 3 weeks....hopefully this won't be a fluke and I can actually get on when I need to.

So...I'm still NC...I got a job offer for some commission work. It involves airbrushing computers. Interesting and challenging.

I've been catching up with friends and family down here...but I am still pretty lost and up in the air about everything. I think the worst part is that I don't have someone to just cuddle when I really need to. But I'm strong I'm sure I'll get thru it eventually.

I do think that someone seriosuly needs to come kidnap me. Like RIGHT NOW!

I went to Project Revolution this week and it was a pretty good show. There were like 12 bands. I went just because of Mindless Self Indulgence and they absolutely kicked ass. I also saw HIM (who sux a donkey nut)...My Chemical Romance (who I don't really like but they do know how to put on a show), Taking Back Sunday (nothing special), The Bled, Saosin and Linkin Park. I loved Linkin Park when they first came onto the scene, and then I really couldn't stand them. But seeing them live really made me appreciate them. I think they've earned my fandom back.

I was suppose to go to Family Values today but woke up sick as hell. I laid in the tub for like an hour and a half.

Oh...I'll be in Pittsburgh next weekend for my teams bout. It is the bout that will determine who is in the championship. I sooo wish I could play but my fuckin spleen is still being a bitch. You don't even need the fuckin thing but it will ruin your life if it's fucked up. grrrrrr.

Kinky Luuuuvs ya!

So. I am a graduate again. I'm in NC and all of my personal belongings have been piled into one room...that I am about to go sort today. Oh and I am SINGLE again. My choice. Yet I don't like being alone when I fall asleep and wake in the morning... I've still been pretty blah....note my absence from the internet....but I'm getting back into the swing of things.

Anyone want some company or feel the need to travel? Hit me up!
Miss you all lots.

Kinky luvs ya!