I wish I didn’t care,
and I wish that you’d care more,
and I wish I could just get on without this constant nagging flaw.

I wish I didn’t dream,
and I wish that you could see,
that all I want from this is a chance for living free.

Free from living silenced,
and free from fearing change.
I wish I didn’t fear the thought of emotions being strained.

Because I love you more than everything,
I love you more than me.
I just wish that you could love yourself and set your spirit...

No, that’s not fair...

It’s just this constant nagging flaw,
screaming from inside.
I wish I could just turn it off to make the world seem right.

I wish I didn’t dream,
and I wish I didn’t care.
I’d turn it off or starve it dry or strangle it of air.

I wish I wasn’t like this,
You’d be happier that way.
So I’ll just wait a while and bite my tongue and hope the feelings wash away.

So, one of my bands (the one I cared about: Cobra Khan) is breaking up. No bad blood, no nasty incident(s), nothing untoward. Milon, the major creative force in the band, just wants to wrap it up and put it to bed as he's got no more 'juice' inside him for playing or writing heavy music anymore. I for one am completely bummed, as are the other 3 remaining members of the band. I don't think we'll continue on as anything but we've spoken about different projects we may collaborate on...

Still sinking in, feeling kinda bummed.

And then we had another new Video:

So, our record is out!

Itunes

http://itunes.apple.com/nz/album/cobra-khan-ep/id574989105

Bandcamp including Tshirt bundles

http://cobra-khan.bandcamp.com/album/cobra-khan-e-p-digital-only



And on top of that, a record I worked on (co-wrote, co-produced, engineered and performed on) just hit #20 on the US RNB/Soul charts on itunes.

Aaradhna - Treble & Reverb

Links for iTunes (AU) below:
New Zealand: http://bit.ly/S3JBW8
Australia: http://bit.ly/SOcw2p
USA: http://bit.ly/YNnBTR

OK, unashamed self promotion time. Here's my band's new video and song etc.



This is forthcoming from an EP available on iTunes on Nov 9th

Currently in Hawaii... For photo updates visit my Instagram feed!

So tomorrow morning we're off on our big trip. First stop Hawaii!

Cathy Brennan makes me sad and angry all at the same time.

So Sarraz and I are all moved in back with my folks on the Shore... Today is the first day that the studio is functional and that means I'm gonna play a whole lotta WoW... after I've burned a few production masters and checked a few sessions I've been sent first! 4 weeks til we're in Hawaii! YAY!