It's Sarraz's and my 4th wedding anniversary today, and it's also 10 years to the day that we met each other in the hell hole otherwise known as Palmerston North... I'm feeling a little better and can't wait to get back into training, I've been itching for a run like crazy the past two weeks. 8 weeks til our round the world trip too. WOO HOO! Love you all. XXX
I dream/fantasize about having sex with my friend's all the time but have never seem most of them naked so my brain imagines what they look like without clothes on, how they smell, how they taste... I so wish I could fuck my friends.
So I was just down in Wellington over the weekend to help console/cheer up my friend who has split with his partner of 12 years (as mentioned in my previous blog). He's doing a lot better than I'd expected. I feared he might've hit the bottle or the bong harder as he was already a very heavy user of both but instead I've found him having given up the weed entirely and cutting back (albeit marginally) on the drinking. Over the past 3 weeks he's been through some really rough patches and dark places, not even being able to sleep for the first week, but due to having some awesome mates who live close they've all supported him through well so far. He's talking openly and honestly about everything now, admitting his faults and his contribution to their relationship's failure but also realising that this is a change to move forward gain some perspective and self awareness and move forward. He's doing well.
I cancelled my account with the swing site that his ex and new lover turned up on as I could see they were constantly viewing my profile.. made me feel very weird indeed.
I cancelled my account with the swing site that his ex and new lover turned up on as I could see they were constantly viewing my profile.. made me feel very weird indeed.
Having a weird time right now. The wife is totally fed up with the organisation she works at and is seriously thinking about leaving which may put us in the position of living of my income solely for a time, which would be ok if I was able to pay myself more than the minimum wage. Also, some good friends of mine have separated after 12 years together due to one of them finding out about an ongoing affair. He (the one who found out) asked if they could work it out but she said she wasn't interested. The other weird thing about this is that the person she was having affair with is also someone I know rather well AND they've just turned up on a swingers site I frequent. 
