on a sad note, my mother has been dead for 20 years today. life is so short, i want to make the most of it.

things have been both amazingly happy and completely depressing as of late. but the happy is outweighing the sad, it just makes me a little confused.

i have too much hair and it makes me look like a muppet.


last week was beautiful and sunny and left me wanting it to be summer... only a couple weeks until myself, Cassy, and Monika go to Ohio! And then, summer is just around the corner. Hopefully this year I won't be sick for half of it.





ps i think i may have given up on my set, i dont know if i'll shoot another.

had a surprise party for my friend Patti last night (my tattoo artist's wife)
i was hammered before they even got here. played some sing star. drank some champagne. ate a lot of dip. wore zebra print. sent text messages out i didnt remember. (my favorite pasttime)
just the usual.



getting a new tattoo possibly on tuesday. trex on my calf! hooray!

also, please, keep leaving me love. i really enjoy the comments, but i don't feel the need to post about this all over the place. no hopezillaitis for me, i promise!

apparently my last post was too sad. but you know what? we all have those days when we feel bummed about stuff. so its whatever.

have you looked at my booty yet today? if not, please do so. i still really love this set. it was really bloody cold in there, let me tell you. and there was a chicken and a dog and a rooster involved! plus, i flew out there. thats dedication.

and here's a couple pictures from the bar this week:





mmmmmmmhmmmm i love tuesdays. i sang mmmbop. it was bad. really really bad.

so i was thinking about how creative and amazing all my friends are and i realized that i'm not really all that special. and i cant really do anything reeeeeally really well. so i got bummed out.

but then i starting thinking of the odd things that i can do pretty well. so i'm making a list.
-i'm really good at making awkward faces and ruining pictures.
-i'm really good at sleeping. REALLY good.
-i'm fairly decent at making grilled cheese.
-apparently, i can make decent foam. (thanks, starbucks. ugh)
-i'm awesome at making people feel like shit and making awful inappropriate comments.
-i'm reaaaaaaaaally great at spending money on absolutely nothing.

yeah, that kind of made me feel better, but whatever. right now i just need some cheering up. so leave me some love and positive thoughts.

confusion over, rigel is the shit, my second profile weirdness was just... weird. but everything is okay now! i still want you to go look at and comment on the set here, obviously

i'm a fan of this member reviewy-ness. have you seen what's been going in there lately? Sky and Honey's multi? THE STRIP POTTER HOTNESS of Dwam and Sinnah? i am in love!

this week was full of fun times of Nicki's bday and two nights of drunkness that included me and Nicki shouting the lyrics to "We Didn't Start the Fire"... horribly, I might add. But I do know all of them. Don't judge. Also, there are pictures but I have yet to upload them.

Also, also, I belive Cassy bought our tickets to Ohio for Hell City weekend today. HECK YES.

also, also, alsooooo, I didn't realize that I had so many freckles on me until I saw this set.

look at my tummy!


also, also, also, I'm about four drinks in on a boring Friday so I apologize for the complete lack of normacy of this journal entry. Thank you.

OKAAAAAAAAAAY

i'm going to try to see if they'll switch over the set to this profile but in case you didn't know, my Alissa set was rejected and you can all see it HERE

seriously guys, go look at my fine ass (bahaha)




tell Alissa how much you love it and tell SG how much they're crazy because, sometimes, they are.

OKAAAAAAAAAAY

i'm going to try to see if they'll switch over the set to this profile but in case you didn't know, my Alissa set was rejected and you can all see it HERE

seriously guys, go look at my fine ass (bahaha)




tell Alissa how much you love it and tell SG how much they're crazy because, sometimes, they are.

so it was rejected (boo)

buuuut you'll be able to see it hopefully later today as long as all the randomness gets fixed up. for some reason they created a second account for me (???) but i'm assuming it will get fixed. stay tuned.



ps today ive been a member on this site for FOUR YEARS. ridiculous

Pendng.

Now's the time to cross those fingers!!!