soooo tomorrow is a BIG DAY!!!!

discreetexposure is going to be shooting a set or two...or three...for me tomorrow

I'm very excited because his work is amazing, and he is a good guy! I'm not gonna lie though, I'm pretty pissed that my friend who promised to come along to help ended up bailing on me at the last second. That's major shitty and not cool. What the hell is up with guys standing me up lately?


but yeah, I don't really have much more to update you all on besides that, except that for some reason my room smells like dog piss and I'm not happy because I cannot find the source of the stench. gross.


that is all for now

I feel good.

no, seriously, I feel really good about everything right now! I have a photo shoot set up for next Monday which I'm totally stoked for, I love my new hair style and it makes me feel pretty, I've told off two guys in the past couple days that I really needed to get out of my life, and I just feel happy.

I'm in lust with a rockstar and it feels great to know he feels the same way. No worries, I'm not getting attached to this one. I've decided I'm not going to actively seek relationships anymore. Whatever happens, happens. And that is that (although I'm not gonna lie...it feels damn good to know that he could have any girl he wants and he spends his time talking to me )










I really really really really need to get my chestpiece started because now I'm starting to think of new tattoos that I want and it's making me sad that I have almost virgin skin! hey Durb........ink me! hahaha









I think I'm going to go donate blood today, I haven't given back to society in a while.


oh and don't forget to check out Iso Suicide's new set!

holy crap have you seen iso's new set?!!!!!!!!!! Iso -- So I Married An Axe Murderer

This girl is amazing in all aspects





and I got to see this set before all of you because I'm special so hahahaha

I can haz date 2morrow?! YES!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN has....and I DUZ has!!!!!!!!!! hehehehe





date with a hot boy tomorrow night....please god, please don't let him stand me up. I have a bad feeling he's going to blow me off...that would break my already fragile little heart.

MY NEW SET IS UP IN MEMBER REVIEW!!!!!!!!!

it was 11:29 EASTERN time!!!!!!!!!!!!!


SUMMER READING (CLICCCCCCCCCCCCCK!!!!!!!!!!!)








oh, and incase you're wondering, the book I was using in the set is "A Life Deliberate" by. Christopher Guitierrez (aka "Hey Chris").


he's on tour promoting his newest book right now. If you can make it to any of his speakings it's TOTALLY worth it. The man is a great speaker and you will not regret it!!!!!!! Check the links below for more information!

Official Webpage


Hey Chris Livejournal

myspace (please add!!!)

YAYYYYYYYYY NEW SET PREMIERS IN MEMBER REVIEW TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



it'll be up at 11:29pm Pacific time (so 2:29am Eastern time lol)

RIP my black hair and cute little pin-up 40's hair style

















sooo I think I want to do more fun stuff to my hair....I think I wanna cut it REALLY short and have it be fauxhawk like but I'm afraid I'll look to butch. Although I'm very girly with the way I dress and accessorize so I might be able to make it really cute. What do you think?

here is a pic of what I'm thinking of doing except instead of sweeping back the sides they'd just be cut short and left down:


















oh, and this is interesting (to say the least). A woman who was accused of murdering her husband came into the salon today. It's kinda weird to be talking about purple nail polish with a woman who's husband died 6 weeks ago and she's now dating someone who was about 15 years younger than her....odd. I know she was never convicted, and it was ruled as a suicide...but it was still really awkward to be sitting next to someone who MAY have been cold-blooded enough to kill another person.

I made sure to compliment her on the purple nail polish. just sayin.

















































oh, sorry I'm kinda kind of absent minded. I planned out my trip! Here is the route I"m taking....if any FEMALE members are nearby let me know and maybe you could possibly let me crash on your couch? yes? haha I'll pay you back in my gratefulness forever!

wow, I've been so caught up in my blondeness that I forgot what day it is!


TOMORROW my new set "Summer Reading" premiers in member review! I really like it and it's different than all of my other sets. Infact it's rather tame haha



please make sure you check it out tomorrow (it will be up at 11:29pm west coast time so it's practically up on Friday haha)



OH! I have an update on Princeton! I got a call from the SPCA and they are going to give him his surgery at one of their clinics for $75. I couldn't ask for better really. They have to charge me the $75 instead of the $55 because they are doing it at the price of a spaying. So yay my little hermaphrodite puppy is FINALLY getting fixed!!!! I'm so happy that they are doing it for him













oh, and I feel good because I FINALLY told the guy who broke my heart how I feel. I may have sounded like a jealous psycho bitch in the process, but I don't care, he needed to know how much he hurt me. Oh well, I am moving on and I am kinda crushing majorly on a guy out in LA

ok so I toned the shit outta my hair and so it's finally not so yellowish/gold and now I like it

it's fried as all hell but it's worth it because it looks more natural and it's pretty damn close to my natural color rather than the brassy blonde it was before.

I also definitely like how I look with my gray contacts in better than my natural brown eyes, it just makes me look more mysterious or something.


mira!


















oh and here, enjoy a picture of Prince bein' all gangsta and wearing my brass knuckles hehe