well today is the last day of September that means that my set for the September Angriest Set contest is about to be looked over by staff!!!! This is my FAVORITE set that I've ever done and it was specially shot for this contest!!!!!!

if you haven't looked at it yet PLEASE check it out. And, if you like it please feel free to leave it a lil 'sumethin-sumthin lol



CHECK OUT SMASH!

ooohhhhhhhhhhhh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My puppy dog got a callback!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Princeton had an audition 2 weeks ago for one of the top pet talent agencies in Los Angeles. When we got there, I walked in the wrong door and ended up accidently chilling in the owner's office haha. I felt like the BIGGEST asshole ever...but why would they have an outside door that leads into the owner's office that is unlocked and have the company's name on it?

ANyways Princeton would NOT shut up. He kept barking and whining at the other dogs and I was truly embarrassed by his behavior. He was by far the worst behaved dog there. However, once the trainer finally got his attention he was great. He did all of his tricks and even showed that he could learn things quickly. He is so incredibly smart and I think they could tell. Anyways I thought he had bombed the audition because of his mouthy behavior and the fact that the trainer kept giving me kinda dirty looks.

I was BEYOND surprised when I got a call at work today from the agency saying that they want him to come back and they want to have a personal interview with me Must be they could tell that he really does have potential to be a good doggy!!!

I left a voicemail for the guy who contacted me and so now I just have to wait to hear back from them again (we were playing phone tag all day).

I'm soooo proud of my little Princey Prince. Seriously I'm suuuuccchhh a fuckin' stage mom right now. I want my baby to be a star because I know he has the looks and personality to steal the show. Not to mention, he can double for a miniature pinscher if need be due to his markings.



gahhhh I'm so happy hahaha




check out his cute lil headshots he submitted with his resume

aww yay I'm so glad I went to Club Suicide last night. I almost didn't go because I didn't want to go alone and not know anyone there. BUT to my surprise, as I was standing at a table the lovely miss Issue_ came up to me! I was so happy to know someone there haha.

I met some awesome people and I really hope to go to more SG events in the future!


here are some of the pretties that I met last night:
Issue_
Leandra
Katerina
Antigone
Breezey
Dexter
Xiolita
Jersey
Inga


and probably more whom I didn't get a chance to meet formally







oh and here are some pictures from clubsuicide.net

EEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! I HAVE A CHESTPIECE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



it looks marvelous! I'm so happy I went through with this



















still lots of work to do....but at least it's started!!!

well, I got my foot tattoos touched up tonight haha. I hadn't really planned on doing it, but the opportunity arose and I needed it done.

Tomorrow is the big day....I am FINALLY starting my chestpiece! To be honest I'm really scared. Having my feet touched up reminded me of how much it hurts haha and I'm so scared we're going to start this and I'm not gonna be able to handle it. I don't wanna be "that girl" that starts crying in the chair or anything. I wish I had someone to go with me and hold my hand, as ghey as that sounds.



soooo I think I might make an appearance at Club Suicide this weekend who else is going?? I really hope that at least SOMEONE I know will be there...I really don't want to be there chilling all by myself

guess who got her laptop baccckkk!!!


sooo stoked

ahh I can't sleep.


I'm so nervous about my interview for a permanent position at the label tomorrow (ok well I guess it's "today" now). I want/need this job more than anything right now, and I just hope that they realize how hard I'm willing to work if I get it!!!!!! I've been working hard on this temp position so I hope I've proven my worthiness.




and tomorrow (again...it's "today" now lol) I get to go out to dinner with a cool guy, so I have that to look forward to as well! You know, it's weird...when I lived in NY I never had anyone hit on me...EVER. And here I can't even walk down the street without guys cat-calling me....it's annoying, but at the same time it's probably the most flattering thing that could happen to me at this point in my life haha.

oh annnd Friday is "the big day" I am FINALLY starting my chestpiece!!!! I'm extremely nervous but soooo excited! I always second guess myself before I make major decisions in my life and I've been battling with my mind about getting this done for a while. I know once it gets started I'm going to love it and be so glad that I have it, it's just the wait that fuels that little bit of doubt in my little head lol.

Sooo I was sitting at work today and I got a phonecall from the wonderful and amazing Mr. saintpiercing

Turns out his shop is only like 3 blocks away from my office! So I took a little walk down there after work tonight to meet him! I left with three new holes in my body, plans for 7 more in the next 2 weeks (5 on each side), and I finally took the plunge towards my chestpiece and have an awesome artist working things out for me!!!

Little does he know that now I will be hanging out in the shop and scaring away all of the customers with my crazy quirky attitude mwahahaha.


so yeah I ended up getting 3 microdermals in my right hip. They look sexy as fuck! I can't wait to get the other side done!!!!! my jewelry is pretty sweet too because it's a star on the top, a bat in the middle and a star on the bottom. I kept laughing when he was doing the piercings because even though it hurt it tickled really bad at the same time. I don't know about him, but I thought I took it like a champ

"man, a bigger hole would be nice"



I'll post pics when it's not bandaged up and bad...until then:


muh hip....freshly pierced (you can't see the shapes very well on my stupid sidekick cam)



Hello Saint

so I got a call from my casting agent friend and I'm going to be shooting music video tomorrow....and it's for Fall Out Boy. Ohhh irony, this should be interesting lol.


I had a dream last night that I woke up this morning and saw my face on the front page here....but I guess that didn't really happen Seriously it felt so real and I was so excited. Damn.













so last night I went to the Viper Room with a buddy from work. I had never been there before and it was soooo much fun!

It's kinda funny, when I lived in NY I only had a handful of drinks bought for me.....but so far out here every time I've gone out I haven't paid for anything. I almost feel bad to tell the truth! I'm all about being fair, and I feel like people shouldn't buy me things unless I do something to deserve it.

Annnnyways I got a lifetime VIP card to the Dirty Lounge downstairs at the Viper Room so that's fuckin' SWEEEEET! That means, no matter who's playing, I get in and there's no cover charge. PLUS I get a huge discount on my bar tab which is awesome. Seriously, my friend who was buying everyone drinks bought: 2 beers, 4 tumblers of Whiskey, and 3 Vodka Redbulls and I saw his bill was only $30.....that's a steal. haha
Volcom and TAPOUT had stocked the lounge with tons of swag and somehow in my drunken klepto ways I ended up with 4 shirts, 2 belt buckles, 2 bottle openers, 2 lighters, 2 sunglasses, and one CD. Then I proceeded to call my best friend who was in town and bug him to come over even though it was 2am and he had to get up at 6:30 for a shoot haha (me = huge douchebag when drinking vodka redbulls).



OH! So the most important part of last night was that I made really good friends with the co-owner and he books all events for the Viper Lounge. Annnnnd he wants to do an event with SG!!! I mean, he REALLY wants to do an event with SG haha. How fuckin' sick would that be....a legendary rock bar (owned by Johnny Depp might I add) and Suicide Girls teaming up to host an event!!!!! I just need to figure out who to contact on this site to make this shit happen.

HOLY FUCKING SHIT I GOT A JOB! A REAL JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!


AT CAPITOL RECORDS


I work in the fucking capitol tower....holy fucking shit. I'm literally crying. oh my god.