ahh I can't sleep.


I'm so nervous about my interview for a permanent position at the label tomorrow (ok well I guess it's "today" now). I want/need this job more than anything right now, and I just hope that they realize how hard I'm willing to work if I get it!!!!!! I've been working hard on this temp position so I hope I've proven my worthiness.




and tomorrow (again...it's "today" now lol) I get to go out to dinner with a cool guy, so I have that to look forward to as well! You know, it's weird...when I lived in NY I never had anyone hit on me...EVER. And here I can't even walk down the street without guys cat-calling me....it's annoying, but at the same time it's probably the most flattering thing that could happen to me at this point in my life haha.

oh annnd Friday is "the big day" I am FINALLY starting my chestpiece!!!! I'm extremely nervous but soooo excited! I always second guess myself before I make major decisions in my life and I've been battling with my mind about getting this done for a while. I know once it gets started I'm going to love it and be so glad that I have it, it's just the wait that fuels that little bit of doubt in my little head lol.