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My mom threw me a going away party today...and none of my family showed up. They had "other plans" even though they've apparently known about the party for over 2 weeks, and they suddenly had other plans. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little bit hurt. Then to make matters worse only 4 of my friends showed up.
I guess this really goes to show who my "real friends" are. The four that did show, actually drove quite a ways to get here...the closest one drove 1/2 hour.
At least I'm not so sad about leaving now. If no one fucking wants me here, then FINE. I don't want to BE here. I have one of the hottest, sexiest, and best guy friends out in LA waiting for me to get there. Plus I have one of my friends from high school who has been helping me cope with this whole moving thing and she's gone out on a limb to make everything less stressful and scary for me. I owe her more than anything. Yes, there are some people here that care about me, one of them is actually an awesome guy I met on here who is helping me get my car fixed up for the trip, but a lot of the people whom I THOUGHT were going to care about me leaving, couldn't give two shits less.
But, like i said, at least now I don't feel so bad about leaving. Infact, I feel quite empowered. I'm a very spiteful person sometimes, and what a better way to say "fuck you" than to move across the country right? lol
Whatevs, when I'm a rich and famous record producer I'll see who my friends are....................and when I lose my job and am living out of a box, then I'll see who my REAL friends are.
Los Angeles, CA.........prepare yourself. lol
JUL 20, 2008 09:05 PM
Aww, I'm sorry that it went down like that, even though it empowered you, it's never fun to go throught he steps that got you there... =
I kinda know how you feel though, I've had a few instances where, more than 95% of my "close" friends pretty much decide they want nothing to do with me, and then my girlfriend of two years decides to follow suit.... OR the one friend whom I always considered the closest, and he claimed he thought of me as a brother, decides to up and move to Charleston, South Carolina, and doesnt tell me till the night before.... then he gets back, and leaves again, and doesn't tell me at all.. the comes back again... and this time he appologizes for being such a shitty friend, then tell's me he is going back, and leaves a week before the given date.
The real friends are the ones who will give you support no matter what it is you need, reguardless if its listening to your problems over the phone at 3 in the morning, taking a fist to the face to defend you, or even something as simple as drivng a lame as 10 minuites to say goodbye.
If you ask me, they don't really seem worth it. I know it may sound harsh, and granted I don't exactly know the situation (Just going from what I read in this post xD ), But no one needs shitty friends like that. Hold the ones that really do show they care close, and don't let go.
And always be on the lookout for totally awesome guys like me who would be more than willing to be one of those awesome friends who drives a few hours just to hang out. 
I hope the rest of your night tonight, and your day tomorrow bring you great happiness. 
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