ergh! it might be time to say goodbye to this. its been a good run Or maybe not goodbye, more of a see ya later! hehehehe! <3 for SG

I can not believe Jimmy 'The Rev' Sullivan, drummer for Avenged Sevenfold has died!!!
Sad times! My thoughts are with his family and the band
xx

Hmmmm.
Long time no blog eh?

How have u been? been up to much? Ready for christmas?

i am not, awh well.
Life has been pretty hectic lately, im working a lot, and if im not working im normally drunk or with my new awesome boyfriend i wasnt looking for him when i found him, and i think we r kinda opposite, but i think thats what makes us work? if ya get me? i havent felt like this for a boy in a long time, lets hope i dont fuck it up.......

im in Belfast for Christmas, its weird, Belfast has a lot of attitude, people are always agro, everyones up for a fight, something in the water maybe? Nice seeing the friends and the family tho

im going to have a shower, i stink hehehe
xx

I feel like lately my life has been a rollercoaster mental times lol
i miss being able to sleep properly...............grrr

Hello SG!

hows shizzle? hehe. ive been a bit busy really, last weekend was a bit of a blur :S lol but from what i remember it was good!
this weekend is goin to b a bit quieter, hopefully, lol, i have a friend coming over from belfast on monday so i have to keep me cash for that i still havnt got clare a birthday present tho need to get on the case of that really, not entirely sure of what to get her tho......

i decided to go for the henna hairdye shizzle, which im thinkin my have not been the best decision, its a bit difficult to work with, but we will see how it goes, eventho im currently sat in my room with a plastic bag on my head, and im goin to have to take a hairdryer to it to speed up the process

in other news, i got a job! woohoo! its in another bar but they can offer me more hours and its a mix of bar and waitressing work, i havent done the most waitressing lately, but i used to back home, guess its like riding a bike lol, im just a bit rough around the edges with it all lol, but all the people seem really loverly, i always get sooo nervous on my first day at a new job, but then i think most people do. I have had to hand in my notice for my other old job, which is a bit weird, but yesterday after my first shift in the new place i was amped, like i felt really happy, i used to get that after finishing in the keller, but unfortunately, the hours arent enough and after 2 years of working my bum off (and getting no thanks) its time for me to move on, and i cant argue with more hours and more money

getting the new job is definitley a pro for staying in bristol tho, i swear, im the worst person to be thinkin of a decision between belfast and bristol, it changes from day to day, even a few times throughout the day!! i need to make a list of pros and cons, or maybe il just flip a coin lol, but, yea, if the new job goes well i may stay a bit longer

im confused with things between me and the boy, well tom, me and him have been, i guess, dating lately, but some would say we r 'seeing eachother' its not quite boyfriend and girlfriend stuff just yet, i dont think, but i think he is maybe a bit more into me than i am to him, i really like him, but i think im goin thru a lot of changes right now, im not sure of what i want, in regards to him anyway, i just dont want to mess him around, he doesnt deserve that, it doesnt help that im really committment phobic too, i havent been in a relationship for over two years an my last two ended in complete disaster! not that i can judge tom on my last relationships, cus i don think he would intentionally hurt me, but its made me keep my guard up

but all in all i think things r goin well, i have my moments, like on monday i tortured myself over sunday night, i think in my dranken-trippy haze i may have been a spoon

i gotta tamagotchi......i think its dead lol.........not as good as a real pet, i was stupid for thinking so

anyways, im off to take my hairdryer to the plastic bag thats still on my head

stay sexy SG
xx



me and matthew, my brother from another mother

erm i needs to write when i have more time!


mohawk?? maybe? hehe
ill fill ya'll in tomorrow, i plans a big blog then
xx

Bonjour!
well, thankfully the hangover of yesterday has shifted! score. shame about the fact, i made a douche of myself tuesdsay night, in my wasted state i cried about my friend who passed recently, the thing is, i kno he wouldnt want me to cry, but i couldnt help it! and im not one of those girls who cries all the time when im drunk! It's not my style! lol.



im still attempting to attach pics in me blog, it looks cooler hehe.................im liking my brown hair still, i just wish it would grow so i can get dreads! grow damn it! anyone with dread tips, let me kno!



bog roll?

but ive been pretty busy this week, the bar i work in actually is giving out more shifts, but im not holding out a lot of hope for this to last but i also have an interview with an irish pub tomorrow! check that, an irish girl working in an irish pub! il keep u posted with that one.
but tonight im goin to party with the drag queens, some event my friend wants me to go too, im well excited! im gonna glam myself right up! lol and the weekend looks to b a heavy one, working tomorrow night, saturday off work, so who knows where il end up?! and sunday will consist of a trip to bath for sushi and then trippy bowling!



oldie photo, hmmmm, i mss the colourful hair so im goin to get some henna stuff for it havnt tried that stuff before, should b interesting! and i wanna start weight watchers! im sick of eating junk!!!! grrrr!

love and rainbows peeps!
xxx

sambuca is no longer my friend, maybe tequila will b my friend? or maybe even jagermeister?


hehe smileys

1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

1 Corinthians 13

hmmmmm, tis early this morning

I'm currently in Belfast right now, but the trip is bitter sweet, ive come bac for a funeral
a friend of mine committed suicide, it's weird seeing that written down and i think the reason i cant sleep is because the is funeral today, it hasn't really sunk in until now he was an awesmoe person and I'm sure if he could see us here he would tell us to cheer up and get the party started. But I'm a firm believer in celebrating that the person has lived, rather than the fact they are dead. Gary wouldnt want us to sit around crying, he would want us to remember the good times

it's funny tho, this has thrown up lots of other things, I had to come from bristol for this, and I felt totally helpless, and it got me thinkin that god forbid something happened to someone in my family, id b stranded in bristol, its gotta b a pro for coming home as the Belfast vs. Bristol feud rages on.

In other news, I told that job for the sales and marketing company that i didnt want the position, i just sent the email, which was a bit of a cop out, but i couldnt stand to phone them, they would probably badger me to stay with their 5 step plan for success. It's just not really a job that I'm suited for, bullying people on their doorstep to change their gas and electricity supplier

Do u wanna give me a job? hehe. The job hunt is also raging on lol

I'm also starting a diet, well, maybe diet is the wrong word, I've just gotta stop eating junk! Honestly, all I seem to do is eat! and it's not a lot of healthy stuff either. A curt down on biscuits and chocolate is needed and maybe laying off the booze, I'm cultivating a cider belly at the minute

Oh and lastly, i think, the member review thanks for all the comments, they mean a lot and i hope i can take what criticism uve given me and work on making my next set better think ive gotta theme for it but gotta see how the 1st one gets on

Now tho, it's time for another cup of tea

peace!
xxx