back.
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anyone who wants to buy, commision, or pose for photographs.

message me.
i'm officially starting the Kev1nFoli0
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well, i'm still hurt that she left me. i can't get ahold of her. she randomly calls me and acts like everything is ok, and we're just friends. she sounds angry if i sound the least bit upset that we're broken up. i think she's seeing someone else. the idea of her hanging out, eating dinner, sleeping with, fucking, etc. another guy hurts me so bad. with my cat in the same room probably. my fucking cat.

our cat.

not a day goes by i don't think about her.
i feel ill when i do..
i have a hard time sleeping. i rarely eat. i drink way too much.
and i don't care.

to quote:
"i'd shoot myself to love you. if i loved myself i would shoot you."

PLEASENT SIDE TO FOLLOW, LADIES UND GENTLEMEN:

i'm thinking of taking 2 weeks vacation in march to drive around the country and shoot photos. i have a concept for a book that i think might fly quite well.
anyone want a visitor? photographer? sex fiend? rock star?

i also do birthday parties.

who ya gonna call?
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who reads this?
no one. i'm a loser.
at least you're there to possibly read it, so i thank you.
anyway, i still feel like shit, but i've been helped by friends.
here on SG, i'll thank Iggy for being a hero.

anyway, my guitarist is back, so that means that Scandisk is back in action.
i'll keep you people posted.
i'm going to go pass out drunk on the couch, i have to work at 10, i think...
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she left me
i'm so screwed up.
i need to have sex, that might disassociate me.
i love bill murray.
help.
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when i'm god everyone dies.
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i know i've been absent
i appy polly loggy
but i have news
i've finally dropped some knowledge on an album
it will be forthcoming, but it shall be called "The Navidson Chaos"
and i shall be "Elektrik Sh33p"

my current track is "Unlicensed Nuclear Accelerator MK-II"
the other tracks in tow are "War Never Changes", "The Whole Damn Thing" and "...with the revolver..."
as i state that, name 3 of my favorite films and i'll credit you in the liner
it's going well.
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he has been removed from the electric chair and placed on the stretcher.

god dammit.

i need a career.
not a new job. not a better paying job.
a career. i'm facing that point in my life where i have to decide between the possible and the dreams.
i have a talent for photo. i could just make a portfolio up and pitch myself as an undegreed photogenius.
i am great at sales, i could stick with it. eventually manage a segement of a chain.
i've always wanted to be a PI. i could become a cop and do a stint to merit a PI license.
i could save some and go to school for broadcasting, and work in radio.

sigh.

feed our fame.
anyone else seeing KMFDM soon?
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so i was at work, and my boss was making fun of this new pamphelt we have to go over with every salesman.
"hey, kevin, do you know what a hard drive is?"
"i believe...yes, it was an old battleship used in the civil war."
"no, i'm afraid you're wrong."
"oh, shit, yeah, i was thinking of the Monitor"
"....get out of my office."
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i.
hate.
moving.
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