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APRIL 30, 2013 @ 05:55 AM | 7 COMMENTS


Hello everyone !

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It's been a long time since you had news from me. School took all my time since the schoolyear is almost over and that we had our biggest projects to hand out. Now I'm on holiday but still have to work, because I only have a month to put together my personal project, which is really important to me. I have a lot to prove, mostly to myself I guess, but still.

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Sharlek shot me a while ago, go check his work, he's a talented analog photographer smile


On anxiety

I have realized that I might have real anxiety problems.


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Nothing spectacular, nothing dangerous, but I've noticed that there are things I just can't get done if they over-stress me. Lately, there was a project at school that I found really annoying and for which I had absolutely no idea. I tried and tried and tried but nothing would come out of my brain. I considered making something mediocre just so I had a miserable grade, but it was really a lot of work (I'd say 40 hours of work MINIMUM), and I just couldn't put myself to work without having panic attacks so I just decided I would stop trying because I needed peace of mind to be able to deal with all the other really important projects I had to achieve at the same time.

I know I had a rough time adapting to being independent, having to be good at work, good at school, good to my friends, good to my family. I just got a little crazy having absolutely no time for myself. But things are getting clearer and I see the light at the end of the tunnel, now I'm wondering how to deal with my stress so that I can keep getting better next year. I shouldn't say that because it might bring me bad luck, but I doubt the same problems I had will happen again, so things should be easier.
I just hope all this anxiety will be more manageable for me.



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On being thankful

I just learned I will finally receive money from the state, which is fucking great news ! 6 months of help will come at once, so I will finally be able to offer myself a little something (I'm planning on getting a new tattoo ♥).
I am so glad things are getting better. I am a lucky girl. I live in a cool flat in an awesome district in a beautiful city. I am able to study the thing I really like and am really looking forward to getting better and being able to earn money with it. I am surrounded with great people, I have a great boyfriend who is patient and willing to adapt, and whom I'm just crazy about...

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I just sometimes get hopeless by the retarded country I live in. It gets better, I know, but it's tiring to wait for people to get less homophobic. Whole bunch of morons, in the said "country of human rights"... Fuck'em.


SG-related stuff

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Claudie and I are in member review ! Even if we won't hit frontpage with them, I'd love to have some feedback on these !

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Here is an outtake from Le matin des loutres..

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And here is an outtake from Freya !

Any piece of advice would be great, on what you disliked or liked about these two kiss




If you want more :
Instagram/Twitter/Vine : @kermitmcgregor // tumblr // art tumblr // online book

Much love to everyone, hope you're all okay !

MARCH 9, 2013 @ 04:19 AM | 21 COMMENTS


Hey there pumpkins !


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First of all : blue hair.

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SG-related news


Oops, Ortie and I did it again... We shot another set ! Just a little preview, since the queue is quite long you won't be able to see it that soon, you'll have to be patient.

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In the meantime I hope you won't forget me and that you'll like Freya, which will be out in less than a month ! I can't wait, it's been sooooo long since my last set !


ART


As you may know, I'm currently studying to become an illustrator. I recently decided I had to start being confident about what I do and take it to the next level, so I created my first real book and am open to all kinds of propositions to work !

CHECK IT OUT !
I would be thankful if you could give me critique and help me to improve it. ♥

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This here is a fanart of Suri, from her wonderful set Ditto. If you haven't seen it yet, just go, it will make your life a lot better.


LIFE


On Wednesday, Claudie and I had the chance to see Antony & the Johnsons live at the salle Pleyel.

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There are no words to tell how perfect it was. I just spent the whole show shedding tears of joy, but I really started sobbing when LOU FUCKING REED came in and sang Candy says (which has always been one of my favourite Velvet Underground songs) in a ravishing duet with Antony.



Antony truely is a being of light and love. I have never seen a person with that much comforting presence, ey glows with such serenity, sensitivity, and just plain love. I am so proud I have been able to be so close to eir halo. It was the best concert I've attended so far, and I think it will be for a long time.


GPOY-MANIA


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If you want more :
Instagram/twitter : @kermitmcgregor // tumblr // art tumblr // online book

Love ♥
FEBRUARY 16, 2013 @ 03:07 PM | 14 COMMENTS


HELLOOOOO!

Lots of great news ! I have finally overcome a gloomy period (mourning passed friends/financial troubles/loneliness and such) and started fresh. I think I've lost a lot, but in the end, I might be becoming somekind of an adult.


SG-related news

My next set, Freya, is out in MR on April 4th, be ready. It's full of gold and kittens. (GOLD and KITTENS! :miaosmile. Shot by my amazing pimp Allison.

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On April 8th, Le matin des loutres, my first set as a photographer is also going to be out, and you should thank me for bringing to you Claudie, cutest of all otters, bestest of all friends, and total pink-material !

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How often have you seen a booty like that ?

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We enjoy licking each other's faces...
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... since 2007 bok





Sentimental life

I'M IN LOVE ! (spoiler alert : there are boobs in these pictures)(see, I'm not just feeding you post-Valentine's day sugar, I'm still feeding you boobs)




GPOY-mania

Yeah I had lilac hair and it was so COOL.


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All these photos were taken by Ortie, who, as you must know (or SHOULD know), is not only a bombshell but a talented photographer as well.



Crazy-cat-ladying feat. Ernestine :



Fooling around :

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My Valentine's card for my awesome trio. These guys are the best.



My art :






But also 3m long orgies :

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... and skulls and sloths for school, among other things.





That was a pretty big blog, amirite?

If you want more : my art tumblr // my regular tumblr // IG+twitter : @kermitmcgregor smile

LOTS OF LOVE lovelove

DECEMBER 27, 2012 @ 03:24 PM | 24 COMMENTS


DECEMBER 1, 2012 @ 12:57 PM


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HELLO !

I know I have disappeared for a long long time, it's been more than two months since my last blog... Well, lots of things happened, such as : I got back to school, my computer broke, then my cellphone was stolen, I started working in a restaurant, I finally got a flat and moved out...


Moaning about things that suck :

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Last year was crazy and I thought I couldn't be busier, but that was sooooo far from the truth. At the moment, I have 30 hours of classes, around 50 hours of homework, and 15 hours of work a week. It doesn't leave a lot for sleeping, so leisure has been cut down significantly... It's really strange to go from partying a lot every week-end, to working from 8pm everyday (yeah, I do mean I don't have week-ends anymore). I miss being able to get properly drunk regularly frown ... On the other hand it's great to be independent, and it wouldn't be possible otherwise, so... I've had the chance to have people at my place all the time, to keep me from going insane.

But the past weeks have been quite hard, I've had four relationships ending in a row (yeah, I'm dumped more than I officially date people, I think someone might have forgotten to tell me I am a disposable napkin instead of the usual girl)...

On top of that, things are getting hard at school, I totally SUCK when it comes to fine arts. I guess I was right when I said I truely was an illustrator. It's really frustrating to work THIRTY HOURS on a piece and be told it's shit. I went on a really rough patch, but I decided to let go of the steam (after a crazy night involving several different drugs and my best friend - before work, yeah) and concentrate on my personal projects. Fuck them. (on the other hand my illustration courses have being going like a dream smile )
Luckily I have awesome friends around.



Speaking of friends, my other best friend will be joining the hopefuls soon... I shot her set, I know I am far from being good at photography, and it doesn't do her justice, but I'm quite proud ! Stay tuned, more info to come ! But because I have been so unfaithful to SG, a preview :

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Isn't she glorious ? She's not just gorgeous, she's also the greatest girl ever. She's the funniest, the best to go on adventures with, I know nothing more relaxing than to just laugh our problems off together. What's the use of being sad when you've got friends like her ?


Stay tuned, and love to all of you ! ♥

SEPTEMBER 30, 2012 @ 06:25 AM


Hi guys !


Asses and teasers

Just for you, a GIGATEASER !

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Well, yeah, it's just my ass, but it's an unedited excerpt from my next set shot by my dear and talented friend Allison Si. ! Prepare for GOLD AND KITTENS ! I hope you'll like it as much as I had fun shooting it.

(I'm trying not to break all the suspense here but I'm really (REALLY) excited about it, it's hard not to spam with previews)

Our photographic friendships dates way back : Allison was the first one to ever shoot me nude, almost three years ago.

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This photoset was also published in L'insolent summer issue 2011.

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Aside asses and teasers, life goes on, and fast

I'm super busy finding a job and a flat right now, since I decided to finally leave my parents', although school takes a lot (if not all) my time.

I might have found the perfect flat in the perfect company : it's huge (well, according to Paris' standards, but still) and one of my *bestest* friends would be my roommate. It's exciting and terrifying at the same time, and also sad to realize I can't stand my shitty family situation anymore. I can't wait to settle down, right now I'm staying at whoever is okay to let me sleep on their couches... It's exhausting to be always on the move and I start to feel like a parasite. On the other hand it's such a relief and a marvelous feeling to discover how surrounded I am. Since I'm back to school tomorrow and still jobless/homeless (not for much longer, fingers crossed), I won't be able to log in a lot but I send you all my love kiss


Sweet kisses and wish me luck !
AUGUST 21, 2012 @ 04:15 AM


AUGUST 5, 2012 @ 05:35 AM




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JULY 18, 2012 @ 01:11 PM


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I'm currently visiting Stockholm.
(Hey les mecs, j'ai posé mes fesses dans une chaise longue LC4 ! Le designer produit qui est en moi était content)
JULY 13, 2012 @ 07:23 AM


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YAY to unbelievable friendship, after a 7-months up-and-down relationship. It's my greatest pride to have him as my absolute best friend, seeing as chaotic we were when we were sentimentally involved. It's so beautiful to see how much we look and care for each other. This kind of turquoise love is the perfect way to evolve for ex-lovers. That much knowledge and acceptance of each other is BLISS. I love love love love love love my gammal-fisk-machocanard-gland, we're a truly genius gluître team.

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YAY to new feelings, sweet ones, peaceful ones. Passion is OK, but I'm really more into slowly-growing tenderness. I like it best when I learn to really love people as I learn to really know them, when it's surprising and unexpected to feel your heart flutter, to feel the urge to just grab the person and hug him/her like there's no tomorrow. I like quiet and unconventional loves.

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YAY to finally be able to manage overwhelming feelings, because, yeah, passion is OK but I have no idea how to handle it. I hate to see myself reacting like a 13yo-monogamous-virgin for absolutely no reason. I think I finally learnt how to deal with this love-at-first-sight situation, thanks to distance. As painful as it was at first, I needed space to THINK, and I came to the conclusion that he isn't as fragile as I thought, and I had absolutely no need to contrive myself to sacrifices I was never asked for.





What's a little sad is that it probably means I'm too frail for unconditional relationships, but whatever, I saw this kind of love just burns me down and makes me burn down people I love. I'll probably be ready for it one day, but it's hard enough to get along with myself to take the risk of harming others. Moreover I like the freedom and range of action my usual quiet tenderness offers. I just want my loved ones to feel confident and loved and FREE.

And I hope, I truly hope, from the bottom of my heart, with all my guts, that the person whom I burnt down (who burnt me down as well) and I will soon be able to build something nice and easy from the ashes of our foolish love.



On another note - saying goodbye to loved ones is fucked-up, but I'll be waiting, I'm going NOWHERE, I'll probably be my usual stupid kitten-like self in a few months, and even if they change in the process, I haven't got an ounce of fear in my heart. Kittens will be kittens, more or less wild and free.



Oh yeah, Damien Rice at the Salle Pleyel was INCREDIBLE. I still can't believe I was there. I just cried and laughed the whole time. PERFECT.

« Don't give me love with whole book of a rules, 'cause that kind of love's just for fools, and I'm over it. And my reasons for walking away, my reasons for wanting to change, my reasons for everything I lost with you... »




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