So I've kinda been a slacker lately.


But yay for cell phone pictures!!!

I've been kind of a bar fly, and that's been a bit of all bad. Be being a drunkin mouthy asshole.
I don't make enough money at my job, but I guess it's alright cuz it's pretty stable, and I can eat hella free, good food!

I've been wasting all my money on booze and pot and am totally broke and in debt and it blows.
I'm gonna take a shower cuz I'm still in the same clothes as last night. Then go down to the bar cuz I left my credit card there last night.

The other night I saw my ex boyfriend there and the first thing he said to me was "Oh, so how are do you little slut! Oh, so your fucking this guy now (who I didn't even know and wasn't even talking to).....blah, blah, blah, blah... Oh I see you've been whoring up, bet you taking a new guy home every night, aren't you, you little slut? blah, blah, blah, blah......." I was so pissed. I just kept telling him to leave me alone and go away, and he wouldn't.

It sucked.
But fuck him.

I totally found a ride to the SG party in SF on Thursday!! I'm way fucking stoked!!!


I need money too, I should probably get another job.

Oh!! And I should have another set going up soon! I finnally just saw it, but it still needs editing.

PARTY PLUS!!!


PEACE OUT BROSTALLIONS!!!


(My ex-boyfriend stole my digital camera when he moved out, so I'm stuck with cell phone pictures.)

So I've decided.

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!!

I've just decided not to care about anyone. Not neccesarily hate people or anything. Just try not to give a fuck to make my life easier.

Fuck yeah!!

And my sister lives with me now, so I have the fucking internet again!!! Fuck yeah!

I've finnally got the internet back at my house!!!

I'm stoked.

It's cuz my little sister just moved in and she has a a fucking laptop, thank god!

I just turned 21 and it was the absolute WORST day of my life. My ex-boyfriends and some ex-friend stole some of my shit and vandalize my front porch with chalk.

Since then I've been on a drinking binge.


FUCK YEAH!

So, I've been pretty much internetless for about the past month, and it totally blows!!

But it's been pretty rad too cuz I just sorta took a month off from life cuz I got $4000 in student financial aid so I didn't have to work or do shit for awhile. But now I'm back to reality and my life is like this:

New boyfriend named Peter, who I totally adore!
Marik is still being a dick and won't give me back my van.
Baxter is still just as cute!
My sister is moving in with me at the begaining of August.
I need a job!!!!!
..........And a hair cut................


Yeah. So. There ya go.

I feel like I've been in a downward spiral for about the last week or so. I've just been lazy and treating my body like shit and not accomplishing shit.

I never realized how much energy get taken out of you just from the stress of being in a shitty situation.

Hopefully, I can turn all that around and actually start leading a productive life again.

I recently did a set with Wenzdai, so that should be up soon. It's the best yet, fo' sho'!

Well.
Life is a changin'.

Marik and I broke up. It's cool though. We're still living together and friends and shit.

It's definatly for the better.
We need our space from one another.

So. Life has been kinda crazy.
Isn't everyones?

I finnaly got a new job! I have to get up at 6am to go and bake pastrys and get paid Hella.
That's good.
I have my huge research paper that I keep putting off (like now) and the rough draft is due tomorrow.
That's bad.
I've been eating healthier.....
Good...... But
I've been smoking more....... Bad.

Our new little dog is finally well trained enough that he suggles with us in bed, it's sooooooooooo cute!
Oh! And here's some pictures!


It's love!


Look how small he is compared to my belt!


Marik loves Baxter too!! (And I love Marik!)


Ok. I really have to write this paper.
For serious.

So.
I GOT A LITTLE DOG!!!!!
We named him Baxter, after the dog in Anchor Man (he kinda looks like him).
He is the CUTEST little dog in the whole wide world and we love him!
Somebody just abandoned him after they had already abused and scared the shit out of him and so my boyfriend and I adopted him and have been giving him lots of love! He only weighs 6 pounds because was homeless for so long that he was starving and you could totally see his ribs and everything.
I'm just so excited to have him and he is such a loving little thing, I don't know how anyone could have ever treated him badly.

I'll try to put a picture up soon!

My first set hit 200 comments today!!!! Yay!! I'm really excited about that and would just like to thank you all for your comments and support for my first set and my most recent set. I've been getting so much good feedback and compliments, it's awesome.

Now I need to go to class and try to convince my teacher that "yes, I really did start reasearching information for my paper and didn't waste my time online." I'm writing about school funding and the differences in what money is used for educating mentally handicapped children and gifted children.
Party Plus!

My set went up today under Hopefuls for member review!!! Yay!!!
Party Plus!!!!
Super stoked!!!

If you wanna go check it out and tell me what you think the link is: http://suicidegirls.com/members/Kendall/albums/site/5503/

Thank you Glenn and Wenzdai for shooting such an awesome set for me!!

And I made that dress myself!......... For prom junior year.