Brighter note today!!
Hopefully shooting next SG shoot and getting my other part of my half sleeve done this weekend!!!
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Hopefully shooting next SG shoot and getting my other part of my half sleeve done this weekend!!!
XD
Well a horrible start to the day....
Went to go to bed late and my little hamster Radar wasn't responding when I called on him at the top of the cage...
He usually wakes right up and looks up for his usual little treats...
Tried to move him but he was very weak and didn't budge...
Got him on my hand and he was very cold =[
He was still alive but could see he was weak....
After a tearful and painful 2 hours of watching him struggle for life he passed on my chest ='[
I tried to make him confortable as possible, got him a little warmer and kept calling him the usual wee things a call him...
"Handsome Wee Man"
He stayed with us as long as he could....
His breathing got worse and, eventually got really hard for him at the end, then couldn't at all...
I clapped him as his little body shoke on my chest and then he was gone......
I'm a every extreamly emotional person when it comes to animals...
But for such a little thing to make such an impact on your life of 3 years...
I feel such a little hole in my life now....
I know he's just an animal, but he was the most funniest, cutest, so intelligent little guy...
I will for ever miss those massive ears!!!
R.I.P Radar.... a.k.a The Wee Man...
Went to go to bed late and my little hamster Radar wasn't responding when I called on him at the top of the cage...
He usually wakes right up and looks up for his usual little treats...
Tried to move him but he was very weak and didn't budge...
Got him on my hand and he was very cold =[
He was still alive but could see he was weak....
After a tearful and painful 2 hours of watching him struggle for life he passed on my chest ='[
I tried to make him confortable as possible, got him a little warmer and kept calling him the usual wee things a call him...
"Handsome Wee Man"
He stayed with us as long as he could....
His breathing got worse and, eventually got really hard for him at the end, then couldn't at all...
I clapped him as his little body shoke on my chest and then he was gone......
I'm a every extreamly emotional person when it comes to animals...
But for such a little thing to make such an impact on your life of 3 years...
I feel such a little hole in my life now....
I know he's just an animal, but he was the most funniest, cutest, so intelligent little guy...
I will for ever miss those massive ears!!!
R.I.P Radar.... a.k.a The Wee Man...
Finally good to have my Social life back!!
A great few weekends out with the girls ^_^
Hungover today but my little hamster (Radar)
seems to be feeling it more than me today!!
What do you's think??
How adorable??
I love this little dude!
Shame that he has cancer right now =[
A great few weekends out with the girls ^_^
Hungover today but my little hamster (Radar)
seems to be feeling it more than me today!!
What do you's think??
How adorable??
I love this little dude!
Shame that he has cancer right now =[
Soooooo....
Went for a Interview today.... AND GOT IT ON THE SPOT!!!
I'm soo glad to no longer work for SKY!!
Customers are so horrible!!
The new job is just a stopping stone till me and my fiance move out our flat and back to his parents house for a bit to save more for our wedding before I head back to College...
So happy!!!
Went for a Interview today.... AND GOT IT ON THE SPOT!!!
I'm soo glad to no longer work for SKY!!
Customers are so horrible!!
The new job is just a stopping stone till me and my fiance move out our flat and back to his parents house for a bit to save more for our wedding before I head back to College...
So happy!!!
Hey Chaps & Chapettes!!
I'm back after a VERY VERY VERY long time of SG!!
But I here to stay and coming back to doing the modelling with a vengence!!
If ANYONE intrested then mail me and we can discuss xx
Loves Kelzie xxxx <3
I'm back after a VERY VERY VERY long time of SG!!
But I here to stay and coming back to doing the modelling with a vengence!!
If ANYONE intrested then mail me and we can discuss xx
Loves Kelzie xxxx <3
On the sad occasion....
My shoot wont be happening this monthy ='[
Due to shity debts piled on me i have no cash to go on my wee trip to londons for my shoot and i can't even see my friend flying over from Ohio to Birmingham cause i'm so poor =[
Life is crappy But i will be trying to find some one a little closer to home for a shoot ^_^
So fingers crossed!!!
And not long till my birthday!!!! WWWHHOOOOOOOO ^_^
1 week and 1 day
Excited even tho i have totally nothing planned and basically all of my mates are pissing off to T In The Park for the weekend my birthday is it's a bit harder to even want to plan somethign lol
Ach wells lol
Loves <3
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p.s. I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!
My shoot wont be happening this monthy ='[
Due to shity debts piled on me i have no cash to go on my wee trip to londons for my shoot and i can't even see my friend flying over from Ohio to Birmingham cause i'm so poor =[
Life is crappy But i will be trying to find some one a little closer to home for a shoot ^_^
So fingers crossed!!!
And not long till my birthday!!!! WWWHHOOOOOOOO ^_^
1 week and 1 day
Excited even tho i have totally nothing planned and basically all of my mates are pissing off to T In The Park for the weekend my birthday is it's a bit harder to even want to plan somethign lol
Ach wells lol
Loves <3
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p.s. I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!
I'm so freaking excited for July to come folks!!!!!
1. It's my birthday...
2. My mate Leysa is back home from Ohio and it's 2 years since i've seen her
3. Snowy is going to be shooting me a fabby set <3
4. and we get pissed and go out afterwards cause it's still my birthday celebration in London
So this time folks my set will be done by someone alot more professional than my mate with a shit camera lol
So anyways... life's been pretty normal...
Got back into college and this time i'm gonna stick to it lol
Job is going great and i've booked 3 sessions with my tattooist for more tattoo's
kekeke so i'm mega excited and i cannot wait for it all to happen!!!
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1. It's my birthday...
2. My mate Leysa is back home from Ohio and it's 2 years since i've seen her
3. Snowy is going to be shooting me a fabby set <3
4. and we get pissed and go out afterwards cause it's still my birthday celebration in London
So this time folks my set will be done by someone alot more professional than my mate with a shit camera lol
So anyways... life's been pretty normal...
Got back into college and this time i'm gonna stick to it lol
Job is going great and i've booked 3 sessions with my tattooist for more tattoo's
kekeke so i'm mega excited and i cannot wait for it all to happen!!!
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First off this blog is it dedicated to Brain_Bug
for reactivating my SG account ^_^
You honestlly don't know how thankful i am and how adorable i think it was and it was so kind and sweet ^_^
I'm forever in your debt lol
So thanks to this person everyone i am back with you on SG and by gawd have i missed you all!!!!
So everyone reading this blog i think you should all add this person who helped me out and say thank you or say cheers or what ever!!!
CAUSE THEY ARE AWESOME!!!
lol
And yeah omg!!!
SG shhot went up today
What a state!!!
i all told you lol
Should be better next time i promise lol
So thank you also everyone how has commented on my photos or whatever ^_^
I'm so lucky to have all you <3
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for reactivating my SG account ^_^
You honestlly don't know how thankful i am and how adorable i think it was and it was so kind and sweet ^_^
I'm forever in your debt lol
So thanks to this person everyone i am back with you on SG and by gawd have i missed you all!!!!
So everyone reading this blog i think you should all add this person who helped me out and say thank you or say cheers or what ever!!!
CAUSE THEY ARE AWESOME!!!
lol
And yeah omg!!!
SG shhot went up today
What a state!!!
i all told you lol
Should be better next time i promise lol
So thank you also everyone how has commented on my photos or whatever ^_^
I'm so lucky to have all you <3
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Hey Everyone ^_^
I know i've been away for a while...
I've been so busy ='[
Well back to work tomorrow... bummer!!
Meh anyways...
I've been so bored lately it's crazy =[
I'm desprate to do another set soon due to how long my first one is taking...
I hopefully will be shooting with the lovely Snowy ^_^ in July
And other offers that wont be till the end of the year...
But never mind suppose Rome wasn't built in a day lol
Can't wait to hit the shops next month for all the new summers clothes
Since it's only 1 week and 4 days till it begins!!!
*Well British summer anyways lol*
Hoping for lots of sun this year ^_^
Compared to last year =[
But hope everyone is well ^_^
and i'll speak to you all very soon
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p.s. here's a spoiler for my first set up on member review in 2 weeks on Thursday
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I know i've been away for a while...
I've been so busy ='[
Well back to work tomorrow... bummer!!
Meh anyways...
I've been so bored lately it's crazy =[
I'm desprate to do another set soon due to how long my first one is taking...
I hopefully will be shooting with the lovely Snowy ^_^ in July
And other offers that wont be till the end of the year...
But never mind suppose Rome wasn't built in a day lol
Can't wait to hit the shops next month for all the new summers clothes
Since it's only 1 week and 4 days till it begins!!!
*Well British summer anyways lol*
Hoping for lots of sun this year ^_^
Compared to last year =[
But hope everyone is well ^_^
and i'll speak to you all very soon
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p.s. here's a spoiler for my first set up on member review in 2 weeks on Thursday
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Hey SG people ^_^
I was at the zoo yesterday for my mate's 22nd and omg!!
I loved it!!
i want to go back!
And i want to adopt a squirrel monkey also and pygmy marmoset!!!
THERE THE CUTEST!!!
i had such a great time, apart from the shower of hail stones right after the penguin parade
it was such a great day
So yeah back to work in two weeks.. and i'm so excited
and i'm finally moving my scared ass to drive tomorrow
so hopefully all goes well lol
&& also this week end my BBF is coming over and i'm going to be her photographer for a trial photoshoot for SG this weekend and i'm also going to get a few more photo's taken this week end also
just for the sheer heck of it ^_^
so it's going to be a fun week
and on wed i'm meeting up with my good friend Wullie to discuss the photoshoot i did for his band EP out in UK stores next month ^_^
so everyone look out for me next time your in HMV haha
go check out my guys if your like a bit of heavy new age stuff lol
www.myspace.com/finalsilence
hope everyone is well ^_^
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I was at the zoo yesterday for my mate's 22nd and omg!!I loved it!!
i want to go back!
And i want to adopt a squirrel monkey also and pygmy marmoset!!!
THERE THE CUTEST!!!
i had such a great time, apart from the shower of hail stones right after the penguin parade
it was such a great day
So yeah back to work in two weeks.. and i'm so excited
and i'm finally moving my scared ass to drive tomorrow
so hopefully all goes well lol
&& also this week end my BBF is coming over and i'm going to be her photographer for a trial photoshoot for SG this weekend and i'm also going to get a few more photo's taken this week end also
just for the sheer heck of it ^_^
so it's going to be a fun week
and on wed i'm meeting up with my good friend Wullie to discuss the photoshoot i did for his band EP out in UK stores next month ^_^
so everyone look out for me next time your in HMV haha
go check out my guys if your like a bit of heavy new age stuff lol
www.myspace.com/finalsilence
hope everyone is well ^_^
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