Is in a yellow mellow meadow!!! 
To take the negative people out and adding positive people equals happy fun memories!
To take the negative people out and adding positive people equals happy fun memories!
So a month before my birthday julyish, my ex wanted me back.
Instead of acting all cool and saying "I'm giving you what you wanted and im not going back" I completely turned to a sheep and said yes... I can honestly say I do really love him. There is gonna be that paranoia if he's gonna hurt me again, but it's worth it so far. Went camping for a week and been sleeping over his all the time.
I've found out that the reason why he broke up with me was because he found the relationship going too serious too quickly so he ran...then came back.... It also appears that the tables have turned he is now paranoid about guys around me, whereas im slightly laid back.lol.
He did make a uber awesome skateboard for me, which is so colourful and i dont think i can skate it coz it is soooo cwlio.
Can't wait next saturday going out to town drinking which havent done in a while, and inviting all me best buds.lol.
Although the only down fall is my work...i found myself stressed at work, i came home went to my room and completely breakdown.... now I'm praying for more jobs to come.
well from april and may i lost 2 stone and a half.....now i weighed myself and have gained 4 pounds from eating rubbish. From monday i wanna start being healthy again. I wanna at least lose 2 stone more now....
AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!
xxx
Instead of acting all cool and saying "I'm giving you what you wanted and im not going back" I completely turned to a sheep and said yes... I can honestly say I do really love him. There is gonna be that paranoia if he's gonna hurt me again, but it's worth it so far. Went camping for a week and been sleeping over his all the time.
I've found out that the reason why he broke up with me was because he found the relationship going too serious too quickly so he ran...then came back.... It also appears that the tables have turned he is now paranoid about guys around me, whereas im slightly laid back.lol.
He did make a uber awesome skateboard for me, which is so colourful and i dont think i can skate it coz it is soooo cwlio.
Can't wait next saturday going out to town drinking which havent done in a while, and inviting all me best buds.lol.
Although the only down fall is my work...i found myself stressed at work, i came home went to my room and completely breakdown.... now I'm praying for more jobs to come.
well from april and may i lost 2 stone and a half.....now i weighed myself and have gained 4 pounds from eating rubbish. From monday i wanna start being healthy again. I wanna at least lose 2 stone more now....
AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!
xxx
Friday is getting close and I can't wait!!!
LONDON! NATABELL! SHOP! JOB HUNTING!
= FUN!
xxx
LONDON! NATABELL! SHOP! JOB HUNTING!
= FUN!
xxx
Today i finally opened my eyes....don't mean literally. 
After spending the entire day with my now ex totally hungover. He decided to call it quits on the relationship by phone call.
I dramatically cried and thought was he that unhappy with me.
Then i texted him (after crying and getting into focus that i was not happy too) I decided i want to still be friends and that i'm going to enjoy time with my family and friends. still love him...
wish it was face to face tho
on top of that, the place i work in are making about 5 or 6 people redundant
and i could be one of those people but then do i like my work 
oh well things happen for a reason.
xxx
After spending the entire day with my now ex totally hungover. He decided to call it quits on the relationship by phone call.
I dramatically cried and thought was he that unhappy with me.
Then i texted him (after crying and getting into focus that i was not happy too) I decided i want to still be friends and that i'm going to enjoy time with my family and friends. still love him...
wish it was face to face tho
on top of that, the place i work in are making about 5 or 6 people redundant
and i could be one of those people but then do i like my work oh well things happen for a reason.
xxx
Sooooo, it has definately been a while since I've been on here.
Can't really think what much has happened. I've quit smoking and drinking. The drinking, my friend and me decided to put a £100 bet for 6 months. He thinks I might get tempted by the drinkity drink, but I will not...Determination
By the way strawberry icecream does not mix well with bubblegum icecream after a while.
Bubblegum looks like he's eating the strawberry.
So there was snow like december. which usually happens in feb, frigging love the snow but hate it when it turns to ice at near the end, even an old man was faster than me. 
But it was funny seeing the chika's in the snow for the first time.
Also 3 weeks ago kinda, I got crashed into at the side....was an impatient half asleep girl that should have given way to the driver.....but the driver was obviously speeding, and by a zebra crossing toooo. Tut Tut.... so in my head it's mutual, whereas insurance wise it was my bad. At least every one was ok.
So now I've got my bike out and realised how much i've missed it...there's no bell, or a Honk Honk!!! lol. just have to do with "Get out the way please."
But anyways can't wait for the summer and reallllllly truellllly need a new job. I'm glad i got one but seriously dislike it. On the high note pay day in 2 weeks
xxxxx
Can't really think what much has happened. I've quit smoking and drinking. The drinking, my friend and me decided to put a £100 bet for 6 months. He thinks I might get tempted by the drinkity drink, but I will not...Determination
By the way strawberry icecream does not mix well with bubblegum icecream after a while.
Bubblegum looks like he's eating the strawberry.
So there was snow like december. which usually happens in feb, frigging love the snow but hate it when it turns to ice at near the end, even an old man was faster than me.
But it was funny seeing the chika's in the snow for the first time.
Also 3 weeks ago kinda, I got crashed into at the side....was an impatient half asleep girl that should have given way to the driver.....but the driver was obviously speeding, and by a zebra crossing toooo. Tut Tut.... so in my head it's mutual, whereas insurance wise it was my bad. At least every one was ok.
So now I've got my bike out and realised how much i've missed it...there's no bell, or a Honk Honk!!! lol. just have to do with "Get out the way please."
But anyways can't wait for the summer and reallllllly truellllly need a new job. I'm glad i got one but seriously dislike it.
On the high note pay day in 2 weeks xxxxx
YAY! (Im posting something new.lol)
Ok, so the last couple of weeks have seemed to have zoomed right past me. Anyways... sorted out my tattoo, looks waaaaaay better. Here's a quick shot of it.
Don't know what else to say... Finished my xmas shopping just have to get wrapping paper. I"ve seen Harry potter and near the end cried while my brother made fun of me... the 2nd time with natabell, she cried before the sad moment happened coz she knew what was gonna happen....
Thinking of booking an amsterdam trip in march with a few ppl.
Omg and the weather is not so cold...still cold. but no snow. I was ridonkulously like a kid when it snowed that i decided to walk/train/walk on the same night. was frigging drenched and a friend threw a snowball in my face. Lol. Dodged the second throw. lol. Go me!
Tidied my room while playing with helium balloons. Funnn, so is putting up xmas decorations. I love twinkle twinkle lights!
xx
Ok, so the last couple of weeks have seemed to have zoomed right past me. Anyways... sorted out my tattoo, looks waaaaaay better. Here's a quick shot of it.
Don't know what else to say...
Finished my xmas shopping just have to get wrapping paper. I"ve seen Harry potter and near the end cried while my brother made fun of me... the 2nd time with natabell, she cried before the sad moment happened coz she knew what was gonna happen....Thinking of booking an amsterdam trip in march with a few ppl.
Omg and the weather is not so cold...still cold.
but no snow. I was ridonkulously like a kid when it snowed that i decided to walk/train/walk on the same night. was frigging drenched and a friend threw a snowball in my face. Lol. Dodged the second throw. lol. Go me!Tidied my room while playing with helium balloons. Funnn, so is putting up xmas decorations. I love twinkle twinkle lights!
xx
Bless my cotton socks, I was freezing at work today!!!
Woop! I have a lie in tomorrow morning anyways
Anywho, I need to get a costume asap for halloween, not soo long now. I have no clue what i'm going to do, but halloween is always spontaneous. What to beeeee?
I was really meh... when I got back from work and I have to say, a hot bath with lush, is what I frigging needed. I restocked on their products like on a..... sunday... Bought snow fairy and american cream, (thank you natabell for tempting me) and other stuff that i lovvvvvvve. (No this is not an advertisment, although sure does sound like it..)
Going to listen to random music, chill, and then watch Dexter. Yay!
My head was a piccadilly circus today, so i'm going to be boring.
Cuties!!!!! ><
Woop! I have a lie in tomorrow morning anyways
Anywho, I need to get a costume asap for halloween, not soo long now. I have no clue what i'm going to do, but halloween is always spontaneous. What to beeeee?
I was really meh... when I got back from work and I have to say, a hot bath with lush, is what I frigging needed. I restocked on their products like on a..... sunday... Bought snow fairy and american cream, (thank you natabell for tempting me) and other stuff that i lovvvvvvve. (No this is not an advertisment, although sure does sound like it..)
Going to listen to random music, chill, and then watch Dexter. Yay!
My head was a piccadilly circus today, so i'm going to be boring.
Cuties!!!!! ><
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