I havent updated since the 22nd and that was all sorts of depressing so I had to add something new.
Lets see still havent received the hubbys W2 so we havent got our taxes but we will soon enough. And it will be new car city...woo hoo. I am looking at Grand Prix or Grand Ams I have decided thats what I really want. Obvioiulsy it wont be brand new but It'll be new to me!
This is a grand am(both are 2001 models) thats what year I have been seeing alot of


grand prix


I think I like Grand Prix a little more cause they are a little bigger. Can you tell I want a red one....lol!
Also I will own this purse if it kills me


Hott!
I am completely obsessed with this show


Sheldon reminds me of my husband so much, I love it. I laugh so hard when I watch the show. It is a instant mood booster
Other then all that i have been up to the norm for me. work and home and hanging with my sister, which i must say i realize she has become my best friend. I cant always count on her and she the same with me and we have so much fun together. I literally cried earlier to my hubby cause i just really appreciate her. Shes the best. oh god i am tearing up again just typing this. I am such a sap. LOL!
well I am off to listen to some music and head to bed. work at 6am comes quick....and we are supposed to be getting an inch of ice and another 8 inches of snow here. SHIT!

Lets see still havent received the hubbys W2 so we havent got our taxes but we will soon enough. And it will be new car city...woo hoo. I am looking at Grand Prix or Grand Ams I have decided thats what I really want. Obvioiulsy it wont be brand new but It'll be new to me!
This is a grand am(both are 2001 models) thats what year I have been seeing alot of

grand prix

I think I like Grand Prix a little more cause they are a little bigger. Can you tell I want a red one....lol!
Also I will own this purse if it kills me

Hott!
I am completely obsessed with this show

Sheldon reminds me of my husband so much, I love it. I laugh so hard when I watch the show. It is a instant mood booster
Other then all that i have been up to the norm for me. work and home and hanging with my sister, which i must say i realize she has become my best friend. I cant always count on her and she the same with me and we have so much fun together. I literally cried earlier to my hubby cause i just really appreciate her. Shes the best. oh god i am tearing up again just typing this. I am such a sap. LOL!
well I am off to listen to some music and head to bed. work at 6am comes quick....and we are supposed to be getting an inch of ice and another 8 inches of snow here. SHIT!
So life as of lately has been shitty. I will make a list of the reasons why.
My car is on its last leg
My bills were past due to the point that they were gonna shut my power off
Work has been giving me no hours at all
Me and the hubby have been on outs.
I found the perfect car to buy but since I am broke and waiting on the hubbys W2 so we can get tax money I cant buy it and it probably wont be there when I can finally purchase it.
Life in general has been drama and more drama
ok so lets get to things I have worked on and some what fixed on this depressing ass list above
Lets see my amazing parents let me borrow $400 to catch up on all my bills. And agreed to letting me pay them back when I get tax money
me and hubby have worked on the relationship and things have been getting better
I am just removing the terrible drama induced people from my life
I am still trying to figure out the car situation......but I dont know if that will happen.
Oh and I am gonna look into more hours at work or a second job
I am trying to stay positive through all of this I have been in a slump lately and depressed and I just need to get myself out of that mindset. It isnt good for my life......it just brings me down and makes every bad situation worse then it really is.
Well I have spent my day getting things done around my house and watching Season 3 of the best show in the world


the night is going to be spent with friends and the hubby...... hopefully and a lot of laughing.....
I hope everyone on here is having a good weekend. we are supposed to be getting more snow here tomorrow night and we already have a foot in some areas and they are talking like 3 to 6 more inches. I had to drive in a blizzard to work the other day at 3am in the morning. It sucked.
wow I feel so depressing right now
i will alleviate it by doing this
























































I am off to spend time with awesome people everyone have a good night!
My car is on its last leg
My bills were past due to the point that they were gonna shut my power off
Work has been giving me no hours at all
Me and the hubby have been on outs.
I found the perfect car to buy but since I am broke and waiting on the hubbys W2 so we can get tax money I cant buy it and it probably wont be there when I can finally purchase it.
Life in general has been drama and more drama
ok so lets get to things I have worked on and some what fixed on this depressing ass list above
Lets see my amazing parents let me borrow $400 to catch up on all my bills. And agreed to letting me pay them back when I get tax money
me and hubby have worked on the relationship and things have been getting better
I am just removing the terrible drama induced people from my life
I am still trying to figure out the car situation......but I dont know if that will happen.
Oh and I am gonna look into more hours at work or a second job
I am trying to stay positive through all of this I have been in a slump lately and depressed and I just need to get myself out of that mindset. It isnt good for my life......it just brings me down and makes every bad situation worse then it really is.
Well I have spent my day getting things done around my house and watching Season 3 of the best show in the world

the night is going to be spent with friends and the hubby...... hopefully and a lot of laughing.....
I hope everyone on here is having a good weekend. we are supposed to be getting more snow here tomorrow night and we already have a foot in some areas and they are talking like 3 to 6 more inches. I had to drive in a blizzard to work the other day at 3am in the morning. It sucked.
wow I feel so depressing right now
i will alleviate it by doing this
I am off to spend time with awesome people everyone have a good night!
Happy New years Darlings.
I hope you all had a great, safe new Year. I stayed in as I said and watched this move with the hubby


It was good and man Mark Wahlberg is always in such amazing shape. and Yummy to boot!


HOTT!
Hubby also watched this


I read some of my book and then fell asleep. But I did watch a little of it and what I saw was good. Hubby said he wants to watch it again so I might watch it with him later today
So I started my New Year off right. I called off work.LOL
. I just needed a ME day. I know that sounds nuts but the way work has been lately I seriously felt like I was gonna have a panic attack at that place.......So i took a day to stay home and I did pretty much nothing other then a little laundry and i picked up a little around the house.
We have a friend coming over later so I am just sitting around listening to music and thought I would check out all my lovelies blogs and check the groups out on here! also playing a little Blokus on the PS3 with the hubby. that game is addicting.
Well I am off to check out the groups.
hope everyones new year started out awesome
Loves
Katie

I hope you all had a great, safe new Year. I stayed in as I said and watched this move with the hubby

It was good and man Mark Wahlberg is always in such amazing shape. and Yummy to boot!

HOTT!
Hubby also watched this

I read some of my book and then fell asleep. But I did watch a little of it and what I saw was good. Hubby said he wants to watch it again so I might watch it with him later today
So I started my New Year off right. I called off work.LOL
We have a friend coming over later so I am just sitting around listening to music and thought I would check out all my lovelies blogs and check the groups out on here! also playing a little Blokus on the PS3 with the hubby. that game is addicting.
Well I am off to check out the groups.
hope everyones new year started out awesome
Loves
Katie
First and foremost
HAPPY NEW YEAR! TO ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS ON HERE
So what are your new years plans? Mine you ask. Staying home with the hubby and watching movies. I know I am LameO. but I had a few offers to go out and one I am broke and two I am just not feeling social right now. So I have opted out of the activities tonight. Oh well I am happier sitting here with my hubby and watching movies.
I have been thinking hard if I want to make New Years Resolutions or not??????? I mean honestly if I want to make changes in my life I need to just do it not do it just cause it is a new year. SO i am still debating on it. the verdict should be in soon.
Well I am off to shower and cuddle with the hubby for New years eve!
have a good one!
HAPPY NEW YEAR! TO ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS ON HERE
So what are your new years plans? Mine you ask. Staying home with the hubby and watching movies. I know I am LameO. but I had a few offers to go out and one I am broke and two I am just not feeling social right now. So I have opted out of the activities tonight. Oh well I am happier sitting here with my hubby and watching movies.
I have been thinking hard if I want to make New Years Resolutions or not??????? I mean honestly if I want to make changes in my life I need to just do it not do it just cause it is a new year. SO i am still debating on it. the verdict should be in soon.
Well I am off to shower and cuddle with the hubby for New years eve!
have a good one!
sorry that I have been MIA lately. I work retail and the holiday season is nuts for me. And to boot I work in the electronics and entertainment area so it has been nuts. All I have wanted to do was sleep when I wasn't at work. Today is my last day off before I go back. I had Christmas eve, day and the day after off. I got to see my extended family this year. And I haven't in about 4 years so it was nice to go the huge family thing.
I took some pics of me yesterday here they are










I love the last one
and here are the slippers my hubby got me for Christmas.I love them. They are awesome


so what did you guys do for Christmas and what did you get?
I know this was short but I dont have a lot I can think to talk about sorry. next time will be better and it wont take me so long to write again. I have missed it here. I got on last night for a bit before my friends showed up and I didnt want to get off here. LOL!
I took some pics of me yesterday here they are





I love the last one
and here are the slippers my hubby got me for Christmas.I love them. They are awesome

so what did you guys do for Christmas and what did you get?
I know this was short but I dont have a lot I can think to talk about sorry. next time will be better and it wont take me so long to write again. I have missed it here. I got on last night for a bit before my friends showed up and I didnt want to get off here. LOL!
Sorry that I have been MIA lately. I have been working a lot. So is the life of working retail during the holidays. I am off the next three days though and I am so grateful for it. I really need to catch up on my sleep after Black Friday.
Other then work it has pretty much been the same. Doing stuff around the house, going out with friend and hanging with the hubby. And every Friday I spend with my older sister hanging out. Same old Same old. Boring I know! I am currently obsessed with this band, and I love this song. But I love all of their stuff!
LOVE IT!
So how was everyones Thanksgiving. I spent mine with my family. I am so grateful for my family. I realize there are people that dont have what i have and I am lucky to have it.
Next week my dad has to go to the doctor for some test. Pulminary function test and chest Xrays. I am worried, Cause those were the test my mother in law had right before we found out she had cancer. She found out in June of this year and passed away in July of this year. It was stage four when they found it. I literally have lost someone last year and this year of lung cancer that obviously metatisized....and I really dont think I can mentally or emotionally deal with it again! I mean yes my dad has other health problems and is overwieght so it could be that causing his shortness of breathe.I am trying to stay positive,. It could be nothing. Or it could be something not so severe as cancer. But it just worries me. My hubby and I took care of my mother in law while she was sick....she was also mentally ill....so it made it harder. but hearing those test and my dads symptoms take me back to that place and I really dont wanna have to go there so soon or ever again if I dont have to! I told a friend today that they may be visiting me in a hospital cause if that is what it is I may have a nervous breakdown. I think that I would literally shut down and not talk and stuff. Dealing with someone who is close to you that has cancer is so draining and tiring and just so taxing emotionally!
ok on to happier things.lol
hubby ordered these for me


I love Hello Kitty I cant wait ot get them. They are a Christmas present though. I know I shouldnt know what I am getting but it is better that way cause then we know it is something the other will like!lol
I found this pic online and i love it


well I am off to play a video game with the hubby. Dead Nation. Woo Hoo Zombie Killing!
Other then work it has pretty much been the same. Doing stuff around the house, going out with friend and hanging with the hubby. And every Friday I spend with my older sister hanging out. Same old Same old. Boring I know! I am currently obsessed with this band, and I love this song. But I love all of their stuff!
LOVE IT!
So how was everyones Thanksgiving. I spent mine with my family. I am so grateful for my family. I realize there are people that dont have what i have and I am lucky to have it.
Next week my dad has to go to the doctor for some test. Pulminary function test and chest Xrays. I am worried, Cause those were the test my mother in law had right before we found out she had cancer. She found out in June of this year and passed away in July of this year. It was stage four when they found it. I literally have lost someone last year and this year of lung cancer that obviously metatisized....and I really dont think I can mentally or emotionally deal with it again! I mean yes my dad has other health problems and is overwieght so it could be that causing his shortness of breathe.I am trying to stay positive,. It could be nothing. Or it could be something not so severe as cancer. But it just worries me. My hubby and I took care of my mother in law while she was sick....she was also mentally ill....so it made it harder. but hearing those test and my dads symptoms take me back to that place and I really dont wanna have to go there so soon or ever again if I dont have to! I told a friend today that they may be visiting me in a hospital cause if that is what it is I may have a nervous breakdown. I think that I would literally shut down and not talk and stuff. Dealing with someone who is close to you that has cancer is so draining and tiring and just so taxing emotionally!
ok on to happier things.lol
hubby ordered these for me

I love Hello Kitty I cant wait ot get them. They are a Christmas present though. I know I shouldnt know what I am getting but it is better that way cause then we know it is something the other will like!lol
I found this pic online and i love it

well I am off to play a video game with the hubby. Dead Nation. Woo Hoo Zombie Killing!
I have come to some conclusions in my life ......
I hold my feelings in way to long and then I eventually freak the fuck out and let it all out at once and the people that are affected by it look at me like WOW crazy! I really need to work on being open to how I am feeling at the time I am feeling it. Cause when I explode like I did the other night and like I have on other occasions it is one big cluster fuck of crying and yelling and shutting down it really sucks. I mean it feels good to get it all out and express the stuff I have held in but it is just a huge mess and I cry so much it makes me tired. So all in all I just need to stop it and express how I feel when I feel it. Holding it in isnt the right way to go about it. If you cant tell I had a nervous breakdown to some extent the other day. It was all pointed towards the hubby. I told him how he has been making me feel the last few months and the things he needs to change or I am gonna walk. It was an emotional ride to say the least! But things have been better so far and we are working on it. I love him with all my heart. I have never cared for someone so much and he knows me so well , I swear I think he knows me better then I know myself sometimes! it is scary. I dont know how life would be not being with him that is scary. we have been together 10 years and married 2 and a half. It would be a huge life change. Dont get me wrong if it ever came to me knowing the relationship was over and not going anywhere and was in a bad place I would definately walk. I have to be happy and i want him to be happy as well. Which is what we are working on. We both dont believe in divorce.Before we got married we talked and said if I am gettting married I am doing it and it is for life not a thing of oh well I am sick of you and your shit i am done. We are in it for the long haul. I am one of those people that thinks everything can be worked out I dont give in easily. I am strong woman and I know myself and what I want though! I come from a family of strong willed and strong woman and I love that I am who I am.
Anyways enough with that!
I am off today and tomorrow. Today has been spent with the hubby and tomorrow I am hanging out with my sister. I always spend fridays with her and my nieces and nephew we have a ton of fun
I cant believe this year is almost over. It has flown by and it has been an eventful one. Some good and then a lot of bad but that is life huh!
Thanksgiving soon and I am looking forward to time with family and good food. My mom is such an amazing cook. LOL!what is everyones thanksgiving plans?
I am off to take a shower and cuddle with the hubby and watch some tv!
I hold my feelings in way to long and then I eventually freak the fuck out and let it all out at once and the people that are affected by it look at me like WOW crazy! I really need to work on being open to how I am feeling at the time I am feeling it. Cause when I explode like I did the other night and like I have on other occasions it is one big cluster fuck of crying and yelling and shutting down it really sucks. I mean it feels good to get it all out and express the stuff I have held in but it is just a huge mess and I cry so much it makes me tired. So all in all I just need to stop it and express how I feel when I feel it. Holding it in isnt the right way to go about it. If you cant tell I had a nervous breakdown to some extent the other day. It was all pointed towards the hubby. I told him how he has been making me feel the last few months and the things he needs to change or I am gonna walk. It was an emotional ride to say the least! But things have been better so far and we are working on it. I love him with all my heart. I have never cared for someone so much and he knows me so well , I swear I think he knows me better then I know myself sometimes! it is scary. I dont know how life would be not being with him that is scary. we have been together 10 years and married 2 and a half. It would be a huge life change. Dont get me wrong if it ever came to me knowing the relationship was over and not going anywhere and was in a bad place I would definately walk. I have to be happy and i want him to be happy as well. Which is what we are working on. We both dont believe in divorce.Before we got married we talked and said if I am gettting married I am doing it and it is for life not a thing of oh well I am sick of you and your shit i am done. We are in it for the long haul. I am one of those people that thinks everything can be worked out I dont give in easily. I am strong woman and I know myself and what I want though! I come from a family of strong willed and strong woman and I love that I am who I am.
Anyways enough with that!
I am off today and tomorrow. Today has been spent with the hubby and tomorrow I am hanging out with my sister. I always spend fridays with her and my nieces and nephew we have a ton of fun
I cant believe this year is almost over. It has flown by and it has been an eventful one. Some good and then a lot of bad but that is life huh!
Thanksgiving soon and I am looking forward to time with family and good food. My mom is such an amazing cook. LOL!what is everyones thanksgiving plans?
I am off to take a shower and cuddle with the hubby and watch some tv!
So I havent updated since October 19th I am horrible about this. LOL! sorry guys just busy. something I am on daily though is my facebook. Add me!
MY FACEBOOK!!!!
I get on everyday. I have amazing status updates too lol! anyways add me cause if my membership ever runs out and i cant up it you can always stay in touch there.
Life hmmmmmm.....
Work, work and more work. on my days off I am cleaning house or hanging with my hubby or my sister. That is about it honestly.
I am currently obsessed with this band
They are Automatic Loveletter and I love them all of their stuff is amazing. I especially like that song above. She sings with such passion and emotion. I love singers like that! take a listen to their other stuff if you like that!
I updated my Itunes today.... got all my stuff on there from my laptop and my desktop. I have 853 songs. I never thought I would have taht many. I have a ton of CDs I wanna put on there but the problem is I only have a 8gb ipod touch. I am upgrading to a 32gb next year. I cant wait. I need the room!
Today is my last day off before i go back to work. I hate Sundays at work but I literally work every single Sunday. Blah
! I am spending my day catching up on laundry and playing facebook games and being lazy. Woo hoo. I might be heading to my brothers so he can work on my car in a while too. I am just waiting for him to call me!
Hubby works today from 8am to 8pm. saturdays suck for that reason. I mean it is nice every once in a while cause I get all this time to myself. But there are times I really miss him and wish we could just go and do fun stuff on saturday mornings! Oh well.
well I think that is all I have today honestly. I am pretty boring lately sorry
everyone have a good weekend!
MY FACEBOOK!!!!
I get on everyday. I have amazing status updates too lol! anyways add me cause if my membership ever runs out and i cant up it you can always stay in touch there.
Life hmmmmmm.....
Work, work and more work. on my days off I am cleaning house or hanging with my hubby or my sister. That is about it honestly.
I am currently obsessed with this band
They are Automatic Loveletter and I love them all of their stuff is amazing. I especially like that song above. She sings with such passion and emotion. I love singers like that! take a listen to their other stuff if you like that!
I updated my Itunes today.... got all my stuff on there from my laptop and my desktop. I have 853 songs. I never thought I would have taht many. I have a ton of CDs I wanna put on there but the problem is I only have a 8gb ipod touch. I am upgrading to a 32gb next year. I cant wait. I need the room!
Today is my last day off before i go back to work. I hate Sundays at work but I literally work every single Sunday. Blah
Hubby works today from 8am to 8pm. saturdays suck for that reason. I mean it is nice every once in a while cause I get all this time to myself. But there are times I really miss him and wish we could just go and do fun stuff on saturday mornings! Oh well.
well I think that is all I have today honestly. I am pretty boring lately sorry
everyone have a good weekend!
Sorry that I have been MIA Lately. I havent updated since October 4th. Ooppps . I have been busy with work and home and life in general. I have missed everyone on here though and I have missed all the sets. I just got all caught up with the sets actually. And there have been some pretty amazing ones. I have missed.
So life.......so the job I spoke of in the last blog I didn't get. Dont really wanna go into it. Stupid that is all I will say. Oh well I honestly have been wanting to go back to school to be a Registered Nurse and honestly when I thought I had that job my thoughts were oh well I am making better money now I dont need to go back to school. So I have a feeling this happened for a reason cause that wasnt the path I was supposed to be taking in life. I guess we will see where life takes me from here. I am currently looking into school and hope to be starting within the next 2 semesters. I am nervous about going back to school I mean I am 27 i feel like it is late to be doing it but I have to do this for myself! it is what I want!
Other then that I have been hanging out with my sister a lot. We have become really close. I can tell her anything and we have a ton of fun together. She is great. I am lucky to have her. I keep trying to get a pic of me and her together but she wont take one with me. I will get one soon so you can see how much we honestly resemble each other. We get mistaken for each other and have even been asked if we were twins before too! LOL!
I went to the pumpkin.apple orchard here last weekend with my sis and her family I had a blast. I need to upload the pictures. I have some awesome ones. My niece took a pic of me and her that I need to have her send me cause it is a awesome picture.
I am off the weekend of Halloween I am so excited. And the hubby requested off too so there will be fun to be had that weekend. Maybe a little trouble you never know.I never get weekends off with him so I am gonna relish in it. Usually he works all day and night friday and then a 12 hr day of saturday. So it is gonna be awesome to stay in bed together in the mornings and just chill and then go out. I think I am almost too excited!
sooo I think thats all I have for now..........I leave you with a few pics of me! That are recent!


one of my fav pics of myself now




my shocked face.....OMG!
this is my epic kitty Miss Squeakers.......I put it on facebook and entitled it..... I IS GROWING CUTE KITTIES!


well everyone have a good day!
So life.......so the job I spoke of in the last blog I didn't get. Dont really wanna go into it. Stupid that is all I will say. Oh well I honestly have been wanting to go back to school to be a Registered Nurse and honestly when I thought I had that job my thoughts were oh well I am making better money now I dont need to go back to school. So I have a feeling this happened for a reason cause that wasnt the path I was supposed to be taking in life. I guess we will see where life takes me from here. I am currently looking into school and hope to be starting within the next 2 semesters. I am nervous about going back to school I mean I am 27 i feel like it is late to be doing it but I have to do this for myself! it is what I want!
Other then that I have been hanging out with my sister a lot. We have become really close. I can tell her anything and we have a ton of fun together. She is great. I am lucky to have her. I keep trying to get a pic of me and her together but she wont take one with me. I will get one soon so you can see how much we honestly resemble each other. We get mistaken for each other and have even been asked if we were twins before too! LOL!
I went to the pumpkin.apple orchard here last weekend with my sis and her family I had a blast. I need to upload the pictures. I have some awesome ones. My niece took a pic of me and her that I need to have her send me cause it is a awesome picture.
I am off the weekend of Halloween I am so excited. And the hubby requested off too so there will be fun to be had that weekend. Maybe a little trouble you never know.I never get weekends off with him so I am gonna relish in it. Usually he works all day and night friday and then a 12 hr day of saturday. So it is gonna be awesome to stay in bed together in the mornings and just chill and then go out. I think I am almost too excited!
sooo I think thats all I have for now..........I leave you with a few pics of me! That are recent!

one of my fav pics of myself now


my shocked face.....OMG!
this is my epic kitty Miss Squeakers.......I put it on facebook and entitled it..... I IS GROWING CUTE KITTIES!

well everyone have a good day!
SO I AM HAPPY TO ANNOUNCE I KATIE HAVE A NEW JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they just called me and told me I have the job pending I pass the background check and drug test.....which I dont do any drugs so I am free and clear on that and the background check is good....cause I is a good girl.lol!
Now I must decide if I am gonna stay on at my other job on weekends only while I am in training. The new job requires 2 and a half months of training and it is Monday through Friday and I was thinking I could work a day on the weekends at the other job and make a little extra money! So I am gonna go into work tomorrow and sit down with my managers and talk to all of them.... I just wanna make the best decision for me and the old job cause honestly I dont hate my old job it was just that i dont make enough money there that is why I was looking for a new job....................I am so excited when they called I literally screamed when I got off the phone with her...LOL! I am a loser I know
Well I just wanted to post my good news...I am off to hang out with my hubby!
they just called me and told me I have the job pending I pass the background check and drug test.....which I dont do any drugs so I am free and clear on that and the background check is good....cause I is a good girl.lol!
Now I must decide if I am gonna stay on at my other job on weekends only while I am in training. The new job requires 2 and a half months of training and it is Monday through Friday and I was thinking I could work a day on the weekends at the other job and make a little extra money! So I am gonna go into work tomorrow and sit down with my managers and talk to all of them.... I just wanna make the best decision for me and the old job cause honestly I dont hate my old job it was just that i dont make enough money there that is why I was looking for a new job....................I am so excited when they called I literally screamed when I got off the phone with her...LOL! I am a loser I know
Well I just wanted to post my good news...I am off to hang out with my hubby!

