Hey everyone. I knw its been a long time. I havnt been doin anything super exciting. I have one more set that's goin to go up on jun 1st at 730am. That's all. I'm going to try n make money today with my bf saling firewood at resavores. Hoping to make that green. Need to pay bills n just make a living. Well I miss u all and thank u all for ur support on my last set. Well till next time. Much love.

My set went up lastnite and is still up rite nw. I'm not to happy with the way its going. I thought it wuld have went better but it was my first set n well I wasnt prepared that much. So I'm hoping everyone likes my next one on jun 1st at 730am a whole lot better. Ill b posting a few more up and infoming u all wen they will b up. Thanks for all the support I trully loved it n enjoy reading wat everyone puts. If u love my set n think I'm hot enough to b a Suicide Girl please at least vote and say I love it. If not then that's fine too. Well thank u all. I just was exspecting a little more I guess. But thanks u all for the help and support. Love u all til next time. Mwa

So my week has been pretty boring. just tryin to still get a job n do wat i can for money. My set goes up tomorrow at 730pm. i cant wait to c wat people say and if they vote for me. well please vote for me. thank u. ive been just hangin out with my bf n my friends. i love just relaxing all the time but lately ive been so bored i clean the house wen it doesnt need to b done n shit like that. as u can tell im bored now. well i love u all n i hope u all feel the same. hope u all like my set n i also have another one goin up on jun 1st at 730am. much love to all of u. peace.

So its like 7 now n I've been up for an hour. I'm about to eat n go back to bed to wake up at 830 n hang out with my sister all day. The last few days have been pretty boring. Nothing really has happened.I mostly just been hanging with the wonderful bf like I always do n my friend matt like always. My days are pretty much wake my babe up to either go to work or school and then go back to sleep til wen ever. Then wake up eat. Either watch a movie or go do something with my bf or clean the house. See not very eventful. I also go job hunting when I can get the car n its still early. I havnt gotten any calls back or any interveiws. Still just waiting n hunting. Having trouble paying bills. Not to sure how they will all get paid. I'm hoping the SG thing works out for me. Because if not I'm really goin to have to find a new career. Well as u can tell there's not much going on here with me. But some advice n words of wisdom would help if any of u have any. Please and thank u. I love u all like always. Have great days n weeks. Mwa peace.

So it was nice day today. Very very hot though. So playd lego batman on ps3 almost all day today. Around 3 or 4 today me n my babe tried to catch some fish. Went down to the local river. Stuck feet in to cool off. Water was fukin freezing. But I lovd it at the same time. I also hung out with my sister a lil bit too. It was eventful but not to evental. Just like a normal day almost. Hope u all had more fun then I did today. I'm off to play more lego batman with the hubby. Love u all. Keep ur heads up. Mwa. Outtie 2000.lol

Hey all. So the last couple of days have been bored but yet u all have made it fun for me by messaging me n leaving wonderful comments. Thank u. So once again like everyday I'm just layin in bed listening to music n letting it take me away with those amazing lyrics. Still on the hunt for a job. If anyone knows of job openings in my area let me know. That would be so kind of u. I truly love u all. Ur support is what keeps me going everyday. Thanku. Well ill write more later. Much love. Mwa. Peace

So today was a new day and the end of all the birthday partying. Did another shoot to put up. Still have to put more or my sets I have up. I love hearing from all of you. Please keep messaging me and commenting me. I love you all. So ill try and post a blog everyday atleast once or twice a week. love you all talk to you later all. mwa

The reason I want to become a suicide girl is because when I was little I wanted to be a model but as I got older I didn’t just want to be any model. I wanted to show more skin n as I started getting tattoos I wanted to show them off but being a model with a lot of tattoos is not easy. So I’ve been trying to find a place where I can live my dream and still have my tattoos be appreciated. I was thinking about playboy but I figured they would want me to cover up my tattoos and my tattoos to me are art and express who I am. So when I found out about suicide girls and how they let you express your self and you don’t have to cover up your tattoos, I thought that this was the modeling I wanted to do and be in.