age: 24 (Feb 06, 1988)
MEMBER SINCE: July 2007
occupation: Hostess
makes me sad: When Suicide Girls don't accept photo sets truly worthwhile
most humbling moment: When i lost the one i love most.
crush: Not telling....
body mods: 1 tatoo on my lower back, nipples, ears, lip, belly button and tongue pierced
sign: Aquarius
makes me happy: Hanging out with people who know how to have a good time. Listening to music, concerts love em. People who can make me genuinely laugh because i have a short attention span.
gets me hot: Kissing, Romance, Biting. After eating a big huge juicy steak...don't ask. Strawberries. Blood, Gore, Vampirism.
fantasy: Well some of my fantasies are...giving a blow job in a restaurant under a table cloth. Banging in a church confessional booth. Doing it in a grave yard. Making love in the rain.
into: Gore Blood Violence Vampires Rock Chilling with all my homies and boyfriend Death Murder Graphics and Web Design Forensic Science Partying Randomness Sponateous Combustion Pyromaniacs Meat Writting Music Writting Poetry German Bondage Domination Sex Suicide Girls Modeling Knives
Current mood: sick
Everybody has their breaking point and i think that i have met mine finally at last. The other night i cried for an hour i think maybe longer im just guessing and then i laughed for about 2-3 hours and murderous thoughts plagued my mind. I think my mom knows what i'm up to she called me on it today but i'm too far gone for her to ever even understand what's happening or going on. There truly isn't a single other person out there that can even remotly relate to me on what's going on at this moment and the kind of shit i'm going through at this point in my life. I have my friends but none of you understand or can help me at this point. All that was sacred and the bonds that once held me don't mean anything any longer. We aren't wanted because we have been replaced for every action there's a reaction and consequence now it's too late and there is no going back.
Update:
Oh yes after the 14th i will have no where to live and i also may have cervical cancer.
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