In a better mood today cause I have been working my ass off at work with overtime ten hour weekdays and eight on the weekends days off here and there chaotic for me but its paying off today cause i have money to pay my bills, spoil my son and buy my own KoRn tickets!! Douche that sold my rob Zombie ticket can kiss my ass cause I can do it on my own and always have and he tried to tell me I expect everyone to do everything for me HA fuck him miss independent over here!! But he did teach me a valuable lesson. Love you guys see ya a 2am my time off to work again ,

In Celebration of my purchase I take you back to a old KoRn show <3



And one from a few months back <3

This soooo speaks to me



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Something amazing happened this morning .... felt the need to share it.... I got ready to take a shower looked in the mirror and saw myself, all of me.... and first thought that came to my head was.... "man, i have an amazing body...." reason for sharing? No not to be vain or conceited but because this is the first time in years and since I had my son that I thought this. So now i want to take the time to thank everyone in my life whether or not i actually have met in person everyone of you mean so much to me and thank you for not leaving my side through my bad times and hangin with me during the good times also, love you all !!! <33333

I dont need to be your gf ... I dont need to be your wife.... I just need a good friend.... one i can depend on... one that tells how it is <3 <3 Love For All!

We Lost An Amazing Man This Morning Due To Drinking And Driving....
R.I.P. Ryan Dunn YOU WILL BE GREATLY MISSED!! My Love goes out to all the Jackass Family <3 <3 <3

Sooo.....

I have gained and lost soooo many friends in the past year... I have gained so much love for myself with the friends I have now also...doing a great job realizing that there just isnt good in every person on this earth and i need to quit thinking there is...

I am an amazing big hearted caring beautiful lady and any man who finds me is gonna be lucky if he hasnt already so hold on and dont let go cause the years ahead of me are goiong to be nothing but positive!!

Yes I will have my bad days where i cant stop thinking and all i need is that one short call from someone who really cares to say Jen cut it out your thinking to much love ya!! I just sometimes need the reassurance that i wont get left behind anymore thats all even though i know in the back my mind i wont i just like to still hear it sometimes.

And I want to apologize to any of those amazing people that i end up taking it out on with annoying assumptions and asking silly questions about life to which i should already know the answers to lol

Anyways I LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU FOR SUCH AMAZING TIMES and those still to come <3 <3

and on that note i leave you all with my happy song ......