ok so i feel like posting again. As some of you know, i also have a myspace profile. And on there, are some game/apps. Lately I've been reading post about pedophiles and missing children and whatever. That just fucking pisses me off. Yeah pedophiles piss me off but not as much as people complaining about them and the missing children. You know what you mother fuckers. Heres a thought take a fucking intrest at what your damn kids are doing and quit blaming everyone else. Did you forget that you didn't wear a fucking condom and forgot what happens. YOU HAVE KIDS, you take responsibility for your own damn kids.

Ok, rant over.

So today at work the "crybaby" called in and didn't come in to work today. Holy shit, you should have seen how well everyone was working with him not around. And sorry for you certain people, we didn't have to listen to fucking country music.

So tomorrow I go get my root canal, there goes 650 dollars of my pay check. And then rent and bike insurance and gas. Maybe I'll have enough to go to Colorado next week, I'm hopin so.

Anyways, till next time, always remember where you come from.

ok, so now that i set myself thinking straight again. I guess a new post is needed.

Work is going good, not having to much trouble. Well except for the damn cry baby we have that works there. More detail you ask, well, the dude is 39. Decent worker... when he's there. Likes to play pranks or whatever, he fucking plays around. And so as things go people mess with him too. But oh no that's just not right because everybody is picking on him. So he goes and complains to HR in the morning. So the day is going by and he takes the trash out and the door shut behind him. But oh no someone had to have done it to him. When everyone is WORKING. And he goes and complains to HR... again. And then goes home cuz everybody is picking on him. God I can't wait for tomorrow.

So other news. I get my root canal on Friday, oh fucking hee haw. I wonder if I can still drink and smoke? I hope so but if not it'll only be for a couple weeks. And then there's this girl. We were kinda B-n-G, but didn't do anything at the time. Now that were starting to hang out more I want to ask her out but don't know. You know the whole fear of rejection and stuff. I've even had girls ask me why I'm still single. Well my answer, "I don't know". So other than that my life is just as boring as usual.

you know I'm a dumbass... haha. So I canceled my account thinking when I did it, that no more SG. Ok, so I never said I read what it said. So my account doesn't officially end till next july. So I might as well come back every once in a while.

goodbye everyone if you want to reach me go to my myspace

Sometimes you wonder why you're here on earth. You can never get a straight answer. But you still ask yourself the same question, "Why am I here?", "What am I supposed to do?". You keep throwing things around in your head, but you just can't quite figure it out. So you give up, it seems nothing and no one is for you. You just simply... quit. Well, here's what I tell you, the world is a cruel place, where friends whom you think to be close to you stab you in the back and family looks for a sign of weakness to pick at. Pick yourself up and break on through the turmoil. Fear can be helpful in time of great need, if you know how to use it. I am my own person, no one can tear me down, no one can break me, no on can change who I am.

I don't know why I just wrote that, I guess it feels like to me that a lot of people feel the way the first half of that paragraph talks about. I was once like that, but I overcame myself doubt and believed in myself. I know there are only a few people on my friends list that actually check out my blog, but maybe it helps at least one person. And there are people out there who are trustworthy enough, enough even to trust them with your life.

So today I went on a well need ride. We were going to go up through Estancia and over to Mountainaire. But the weather was a bit chilly and wet for some of us. So we went to the other side of Albuquerque. It was great to get out with friends and the road.

Slowly getting caught up at work. We feel behind by about a week of work. Main reason was my fault, I didn't step up in time to make sure everything got done right. So now I'm doing everything myself which I should have done in the first place.

So tomorrow, more stress relieving, go and hit people with sticks. I still want you guys to check it out at least once. I will say it's not for everyone. But I think it's a good community of people, nation wide, even in Europe and East Asia and Australia. It's more than just fighting, there's Arts & Sciences, Archery, Axe Throwing, Coursing, and many other things to do.

Well, till next time, keep your head up and looking forward.

And if anyone plans to visit Albuquerque, let me know, I'd be happy to take you on a real tour on my Bike.

Ok, so here's the official I'm back post.

So everything has been really hectic. I just got the lead position in my area, which I should of had like a year ago, but oh well. Got me a nice raise, so know I can afford to do things that I want to do. Maybe someday I'll actually be able to travel and visit all you guys.

With other things, I have decided to go for crown in the game I call the SCA. It is one of the highest positions to go for, for a regular player like myself. It will take a lot of training because some of the best fighters in our kingdom will be fighting. I won't be doing it till next year, so i've got time.

And also for everyone who reads my blogs, I know she does, you have to go check out Rydell's new set it it AWESOME!!!

So I'm back, I just couldn't stay away, from all you lovely ladies. But less talk I gotta go to work, I will write more later.

So this will probably be my last blog for about a month. Things are just too hectic right now to spend the money for my membership at the moment. You can still reach me on my Myspace . If you want to know, my main reason is that I just got a major promotion at work and well, the next month is gonna be crazy for me.

So till next time remember, if you don't wrap it then don't tap it.

2 more weeks and then Cruefest. YAY!!! Can't wait, and the best part about it, I'm not driving. So "BRING THE BEER!!!"

Work is tiring me out. yesterday I was there for 11 hours, today 9 hours and will probably have more and more hours than that. The good part, MONEY!!! The bad part, me very tired.

My helm is beautiful here are some pics.

It's a Roman style helm and i think it was worth the $600. I'm gonna have lots of fun with it.

Well till next time. And my monkey says hello.

So I finally had a good weekend in a long time.

Friday after work went with some friends to go see Hellboy 2: the Golden Army. AWESOME!!! Of course I'm kind of a comic book nerd. But still I'd say it is worth going to go see in the theater.

Saturday, I got to sleep in till 8, yeah I know thats still early for some of you but I get up at 5 to get ready for work so . Then went to an event up in Bandalier Park. And next year I am definitely going camp out. Of the few places that is worth going to see here in NM, well as far as nature, that is one of them. And I also got my scroll while up there, so now I can prove that I am Lord Marcus, my sca name. But I'm not stopping there, I'll be a knight one of these days and I'll be king. I also got me a nice new helm, now I just need to make a new set of armor that matches better than the one I have right now.

And then on Sunday I slept in again, and did nothing but watch movies and relax. ahhhh.

Now back to the same old work week that we are all so proud to go back to YAY, ah fuck it.

And always remember to keep moving forward or you'll get to loaded to go anywhere.