Welcome to the club. (see journal entry).
It sucks being alone. Sometimes I feel like there mus be something wrong with me. For now I'll have my work to loose myself it. Which is comforting. But it's not the solution.

buzz

youll work it out you're a smart lady. it'll all come together soon

Come to my shop and I will make you hurt.

Fo' fun.
Fo' reals.
Fo' free.

I'm sorry for your blue mood, but it's perfectly natural to go through this. Likely it's due to the weather and the time of year. I'm pulling for you. Insecurity and fickle ideas about your future will move you towards where you really belong.

Tick.
Times are changing.
Tock.
You're changing, too.
Tick.
Go with where life leads you.
Tock.
Make time for makes you you.
Tick.
Know that the constant is change.
Tock.
Know that you're never alone.

You can't stop the beat, you just anticipate it's drop.
DONG....DONG....DONG

Kade:

You are on the edge of change. Is it possible to be comfortable there?

rrat

I'm in a crisis-funk as well I think. I work at the House of Blues (how appropriate) and I've been getting really disenchanted with the whole management-kiss-guest-ass bit. Two assholes last night I dealt with, still pissed about one of 'em. Here's hoping things get better before they get worse.

Smooches.

B

if we get high would you feel better?

ay i feel the same somedays....good to think...and forget

i'm coming to see you at school tomorrow! i'm so excited- just cut it all off. last night was fun, we should do it more. derek just signed papers for the school in sacramento so by april i will be very very lonely. to bad my lease won't be up until june, otherwise i might move before that. by the way, i love lyxzen so you guys should totally do a set, let me photograph it!

When I feel that way I just try to change my surroundings a bit. When things stay the same, I reckon we can lose that connection with the flow of life, the natural procession of things. Commitments can be a bitch eh?! I say pack up and move to London if that's what you want, it's there, it's not going anywhere, just reach out and grab it

[Edited on Jan 11, 2006 5:56PM]

My profile is finally dying... wheee!

Also, can you rip that old-ass pic of me out of your photo folders? I'm trying to erase all online footprint... I would provide a real/paper replacement.

See ya sometime.