Ok.. so.. Nevermind on the last post..
he must have just been nervous heheh
*sigh* much MUCH better
he must have just been nervous heheh
*sigh* much MUCH better
If you can't see me anymore.. don't worry..I'm not leaving forever.. I just need to take a break..
I have things I need to sort out in my life and even though I love everyone on here.. I gotta make my priorities.. and gorgeous people are just a distraction
*MUA*
LOVE always Katy
I will still be on IM if anyone still wants to keep in touch..
Yahoo is katyclaire
MSN is Kmilf
I have things I need to sort out in my life and even though I love everyone on here.. I gotta make my priorities.. and gorgeous people are just a distraction
*MUA*
LOVE always Katy
I will still be on IM if anyone still wants to keep in touch..
Yahoo is katyclaire
MSN is Kmilf
Ok.. call me a sick twisted fucked, but was I the only person having very naughty thoughts about "harry potter" DID YOU SEE those pictures of him??? Holy crap.. and since he's not even 18, I feel slightly dirty.. I mean guys go to jail looking at girls that are under 18.. if I'm having raunchy thoughts of a 17.. am I going to hell too??
So.. speaking of boys..Ive decided to play the feild..
Swing batta batta SWING
Ive been on two dates in the last week..1 of them I really like.. he is not the type I normally date, but he's so cool.. I dont think there is anything (YET) that I dont like about him.. just sucks his wife fucked him over royally.. guys have baggage too!
The next guy I'm gonna go on a date with is a Deputy Sheriff.. grrrrrr.. can you say handcuffs??
I'm just antsy.. and I"m an attention whore whats new hehe
*MUA*
So.. speaking of boys..Ive decided to play the feild..
Swing batta batta SWING
Ive been on two dates in the last week..1 of them I really like.. he is not the type I normally date, but he's so cool.. I dont think there is anything (YET) that I dont like about him.. just sucks his wife fucked him over royally.. guys have baggage too!
The next guy I'm gonna go on a date with is a Deputy Sheriff.. grrrrrr.. can you say handcuffs??
I'm just antsy.. and I"m an attention whore whats new hehe
*MUA*
It's my birthday and I'll cry if I want to!
I am SO incredibly tired. I woke this morning with a very sore throat and my earings crackling/popping when I swallow.. that kinda sucks.. My tonsils really to come out.. I get a sinus infection so bad EVERY year.. and this year I just get to have it on my 27th birthday..
my kids are driving me UP the wall and over the fence into the mental ward.. I really feel like I'm loosing it..
I'm already depressed enough thinking that I dont really have any plans
The "crush" might have to work.. he has a weird schedule.. stupid military.. (and I mean that in the I totally respect them but their hours suck) so if he doesnt have to work..I'll be stoked.. he'll take me out to dinner.. get some drinks.. and they lovingly go down on me for hours upon hours for my present hahaha.. And if he does have to work.. I do have a fall back plan.. but I really dont want to go out with that guy right now.. and I'll just be pissy the whole night.. by myself since I have a babysitter for botht he kids.. I think I have a few bottles of wine.. Yay me..
On a happier note.. My work just rolled out our comp plans and they basically lowered my goal and gave me a $12K raise.. WOOHOO....
I am SO incredibly tired. I woke this morning with a very sore throat and my earings crackling/popping when I swallow.. that kinda sucks.. My tonsils really to come out.. I get a sinus infection so bad EVERY year.. and this year I just get to have it on my 27th birthday..
my kids are driving me UP the wall and over the fence into the mental ward.. I really feel like I'm loosing it.. I'm already depressed enough thinking that I dont really have any plans
The "crush" might have to work.. he has a weird schedule.. stupid military.. (and I mean that in the I totally respect them but their hours suck) so if he doesnt have to work..I'll be stoked.. he'll take me out to dinner.. get some drinks.. and they lovingly go down on me for hours upon hours for my present hahaha.. And if he does have to work.. I do have a fall back plan.. but I really dont want to go out with that guy right now.. and I'll just be pissy the whole night.. by myself since I have a babysitter for botht he kids.. I think I have a few bottles of wine.. Yay me.. On a happier note.. My work just rolled out our comp plans and they basically lowered my goal and gave me a $12K raise.. WOOHOO....
My Luck..
So I have a crush on this guy.. he knows it.. we flirt and chat and stuff.. however our timing is ALWAYS off.. everytime we hang out.. we talk for hours and hours.. but we've never done anything..
So he came over on the 30th.. I hadn't seem him in 6 months because he was in Iraq..
We're sitting on the couch talking and talking like we always do.. in my head I'm screaming "jump on me ahhhh"
Ive come to the conclusion that I totally could make the first move, however, I need to prove soemthing that I can still attract a gorgeous guy.. And he talks about what he wants to do all the time.. so he just needs to get some balls and do me already!
So he tells me.."Im having big time de ja vu right now.. if one of your friend rings the door bell..." and I was like :"who the heck would come over at this time a night haha.."
Ya.. so 1:30 guess what happens? Ding Dong.. it TOTALLY freaked me out.. I almost made him go answer the door for me.. so I answer and lo and behold.. My ex husband in his PJ's asking to talk to me..
Here i am with the guy I am completely about on one side of the door, my ex husband on the other side..
Can you say AWKWARD?? so then I had to introduce them.. ugh.. but my ex was persistant that he had to talk to me.. so the guy said he would go and call me later..So I walk him outside.. and we said goodbye and stuff and then.. he kissed me.. our first flipping kiss and my exhusband is like 5 inches away! UGH!
I was so mad.. so I come inside and was like "WHAT is so important that you drove across town at 1:30 AM??"
he basically went on about how he was worried about me.. and there was so many guys and he didnt understand what I was doing with my life and where was God..
I made the sorry mistake of telling him I was going to vegas with this guy I didnt know that well.. So I was going to have no strings attached fun.. he decided that he was king of morals (he cheated on me, took a girl to where he took me on our honeymoon.. shall I go on about moral decisions)
it was a 3 hours converstaion that left me confused, sad, mad, and just saying things to just get him out of my house..
My Luck..
So I have a crush on this guy.. he knows it.. we flirt and chat and stuff.. however our timing is ALWAYS off.. everytime we hang out.. we talk for hours and hours.. but we've never done anything..
So he came over on the 30th.. I hadn't seem him in 6 months because he was in Iraq..
We're sitting on the couch talking and talking like we always do.. in my head I'm screaming "jump on me ahhhh"
Ive come to the conclusion that I totally could make the first move, however, I need to prove soemthing that I can still attract a gorgeous guy..
And he talks about what he wants to do all the time.. so he just needs to get some balls and do me already!So he tells me.."Im having big time de ja vu right now.. if one of your friend rings the door bell..." and I was like :"who the heck would come over at this time a night haha.."
Ya.. so 1:30 guess what happens? Ding Dong.. it TOTALLY freaked me out.. I almost made him go answer the door for me.. so I answer and lo and behold.. My ex husband in his PJ's asking to talk to me..
Here i am with the guy I am completely about on one side of the door, my ex husband on the other side..
Can you say AWKWARD?? so then I had to introduce them.. ugh.. but my ex was persistant that he had to talk to me.. so the guy said he would go and call me later..So I walk him outside.. and we said goodbye and stuff and then.. he kissed me.. our first flipping kiss and my exhusband is like 5 inches away! UGH!
I was so mad.. so I come inside and was like "WHAT is so important that you drove across town at 1:30 AM??"
he basically went on about how he was worried about me.. and there was so many guys and he didnt understand what I was doing with my life and where was God..
I made the sorry mistake of telling him I was going to vegas with this guy I didnt know that well.. So I was going to have no strings attached fun.. he decided that he was king of morals (he cheated on me, took a girl to where he took me on our honeymoon.. shall I go on about moral decisions)
it was a 3 hours converstaion that left me confused, sad, mad, and just saying things to just get him out of my house..
My Luck..
I got my son an early christmas present..
A kitty..
I'm not even a cat person but I am so in love..shes this little black kitten who is so super cuddly.. I love it! Ive really been needing some TLC huh..
Her name is Sascha..
Well I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday season! Be safe.. stay warm, & Love the people you love no matter what!!
*HUGS*
A kitty..
I'm not even a cat person but I am so in love..shes this little black kitten who is so super cuddly.. I love it! Ive really been needing some TLC huh..
Her name is Sascha..
Well I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday season! Be safe.. stay warm, & Love the people you love no matter what!!
*HUGS*
I"m sad today.. My exhusband gets my daughter for two weeks before xmas
*pouting*
I'm having baby withdrawal
On a completely different topic.. I'm intrested in what my friends have for fetishes?!
*pouting*
I'm having baby withdrawal
On a completely different topic.. I'm intrested in what my friends have for fetishes?!
So I spent two days writing, deleting, re reading, re writing this email to the "friend" i previously wrote about..
thats so typical of me.. I'm SO afriad of confrontation, and hearing someone get mad or be disapointed in me, I questioned again wether I should just let it be.. BUT after all the comments, and support I decided I need to do something or she would continue to walk all over me...
I basically told her She wasn't my parents and I was tired of her belittling me..and that it wasn't fair that she was having converstaions with my exhusband when she was pretty much the source of WHY we got divorced in the first place (She ratted him out about the affairs he had.. ) anyways..
so I clicked Sent.. my stomach did back flips.. and then I just did something to keep busy..
Her Novel began..
FIRST OF ALL.. I NEVER.. blah blah blah..
And on and on about the definition of Immature, and the real relationship she had with my ex.. and so on.. I didnt want to read it.. but I did anyways.. it was exaclty what I expected her to write until this part..
:Well.. I never expected our friendship to go anywhere anyways ( like she was my girlfriend).. Thats why I have been avoiding not going out with you and stuff (she had just agreed to come over for a "sleep over") so basically "you can't break up with me.. Im breaking up with you"
*sigh* so instead of her actually caring about how hurt and mad I was and wanting to straighten things out.. she took the cowardly way out.. so I guess thats show what character she had huh??
well thanks for ya'll listening to me.. I really appreiate the outlet!
*HUGS*
KT
thats so typical of me.. I'm SO afriad of confrontation, and hearing someone get mad or be disapointed in me, I questioned again wether I should just let it be.. BUT after all the comments, and support I decided I need to do something or she would continue to walk all over me...
I basically told her She wasn't my parents and I was tired of her belittling me..and that it wasn't fair that she was having converstaions with my exhusband when she was pretty much the source of WHY we got divorced in the first place (She ratted him out about the affairs he had.. ) anyways..
so I clicked Sent.. my stomach did back flips.. and then I just did something to keep busy..
Her Novel began..
FIRST OF ALL.. I NEVER.. blah blah blah..
And on and on about the definition of Immature, and the real relationship she had with my ex.. and so on.. I didnt want to read it.. but I did anyways.. it was exaclty what I expected her to write until this part..
:Well.. I never expected our friendship to go anywhere anyways ( like she was my girlfriend).. Thats why I have been avoiding not going out with you and stuff (she had just agreed to come over for a "sleep over") so basically "you can't break up with me.. Im breaking up with you"
*sigh* so instead of her actually caring about how hurt and mad I was and wanting to straighten things out.. she took the cowardly way out.. so I guess thats show what character she had huh??
well thanks for ya'll listening to me.. I really appreiate the outlet!
*HUGS*
KT
