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MAY 7, 2012 @ 08:47 AM | 3 COMMENTS


So it goes like this for me lately ...

Polish pride half sleeve has 1 simple 1 hour or so session from being completed. Get poison ivy ... little bits of oozing nastiness here, a little there ... but mostly on the section of my arm needing to be completed and I mean almost entirely in that 1 area .... lol life is funny like that? Whatever ... roll with the punches, cancel appointment, tell him I'll call you when shits not festering lol

Woke up this morning feeling like I was hungover ... except I only drank 3 beers with dinner last night... I have been cutting back on drinking to drop this annoying 20 lbs that finds me every winter, but I cant be that much of a lightweight now ... can I? lol

1 month and 2 days ... the new life adventure begins ... there will be a Mrs JustBlaze ... I am genuinely happy but also have eyebrow raising spats of cold feet. Small issues and questions I need to ask myself and find out the importance of ... just how important is that to you JB? Individually are they insignificant or cumulatively a area of importance?

Think I will go fishing for a little while ... kinda clear my head ... confused
APRIL 20, 2012 @ 06:02 PM | 4 COMMENTS


Happy Chonic-chuh! biggrin
FEBRUARY 6, 2012 @ 06:01 AM | 7 COMMENTS


Ok, so not only did that football game not end well for the Cowboys, winner gets into the playoffs, the boys choke hard, Giants get in ... everyone knows how that shit ended by now.

I am getting married in 4 months and 3 days ... planning almost done, getting nervous now.

Waiting to get last session of ink this Wednesday to post up the new half sleeve, it will be mostly finished by that point.

Back pain was almost completely gone ... until this morning, road my bike for something like 20+ miles yesterday morning and it triggered something.

Preparing for bike ny, they close down the streets through 5 boroughs of NYC, 40 some odd miles, should be a fun ass kicking.

Thats about all for today, shit load of pictures on the next one, shake it easy ya'll!
JANUARY 1, 2012 @ 10:17 AM | 2 COMMENTS


Happy year of the apocalypse!!!!! lol

Cowboys vs Giants game tonight, hopefully the girly doesnt get tore up and tells our entire section that I am a Cowboys fan lmao

Tattoo coming along nicely, few more weeks worth of appointments and I will post up some pictures.
DECEMBER 20, 2011 @ 11:45 AM | 2 COMMENTS


Sick for the passed 2 days, smoked up and posted this in the Pit bull lovers group ...

It all started when my fiancee' brought home the quickly named Noodles ..



No, I dont want to breed her, there are enough homeless pitties in shelters ..



She made quick friends with Kelly the lab and would have daily meetings ... in the recycling bin ...



Soon Noodles had a foster sister named Witchita, who was very happy to be out of that concrete shelter ...



Even though Witchita was a bit of a princess ...



They had the same concerns and worried if the rest of the pack would like her too ...



Just look at how terrified the Shepherds look around 2 of them ..



Noodles "I told you they were cool here man, go back to sleep!"



And they lived happily ever after biggrin

Incidentally, Witchita is a foster dog and is up for adoption if anyone knows someone looking for an awesome, house broken, loving and loyal dog.

DECEMBER 3, 2011 @ 03:10 PM | 5 COMMENTS


Ok, so moving on. Things are back to normal, she cried for 3 days, begged and pleaded for me not to leave. Cant just throw it all away, I took her back.

Wednesday starting the other half sleeve, really fucking excited, saw preliminary drawing yesterday, BADASS, cant fucking wait

Ate some of the biggest filet I have EVER seen yesterday, shit was like the size of my head ... and I got a big ass head, lol shit was delicious!

Have been pretty exhausted lately,working normal 7-5, then 20-30 minute drive to chiropractor for my back 4 times a week, 45-60 minute drive back home. Back is feeling incredibly better, but this shit is wearing me down.
NOVEMBER 28, 2011 @ 05:15 PM | 6 COMMENTS


She drunkenly gave me the ring back yesterday ... and was very nasty about it. Everyone gets drunk and does stupid shit, but I think it will always be in the back of my head that she gave it back. She seems as devastated as I am. She was on her hands and knees begging me not to leave her this morning. I dont know what to do.
OCTOBER 17, 2011 @ 03:15 PM | 4 COMMENTS


Making this quick, too much to do lately ...

Havent had a cigg since August
Contemplating leaving my job and weighing out options ... what to do, what to do
Boss is without a doubt bipolar lol
The gf is still pretty awesome things have worked out amazingly as you will read shortly
Mailbox still attached
Vacation was awesome, gained 15 pounds though, have been busting my ass trying to drop it again
Oh, did I mention I am engaged? Who wants to coordinate a bachelor party for me? ;D
SEPTEMBER 1, 2011 @ 07:05 PM | 7 COMMENTS


Ok, to continue from last time ...

Havent smoke tobacco in 4 weeks. Cravings still there, sometimes overwhelming still.
Work, still a daily shit storm, but am grateful I have a job.
My boss is definetly bipolar.
Weight gain dropped to +7 lbs since quitting. Working out more.
The gf ... still thinks I am mean, I think I am sarcastic and make fun of everything, including myself mostly.
Mailbox #3 still there. Otherwise I have boobie traps in mind.
Its definetly the gf as far as the reason to low sex drive. She isnt doing it for me anymore. frown
Still feels like a wasted summer, but got some boating and hiking with the dogs in.
Subaru is dead. Kid who bought it drove it through a puddle and seized the motor. Dumbass.
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Noodles just needed attention. She has been a good girl lately.


Anyway, my friend from AZ is home for the weekend. Outer Banks vacation coming in 2 weeks. Other things that may or may not work out. Life is peculiar lately.
AUGUST 15, 2011 @ 03:59 PM | 2 COMMENTS


SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I feel like a fucking mental patient lately ... lemme esplain ...

Quit smoking almost 2 weeks ago, thats probably got a big hand in it the last 10-11 days.
My job is always busiest in the summer, its essentially a massive shit storm every day and at 5 o"clock you feel thankful to have gotten out in one piece.
Half the people there also have no experience, so on top of juggling my own shit, I am answering the same questions over and over.
My boss is a bipolar dick.
I have gained 10 lbs in the above mentioned 2 weeks.
My girlfriend thinks I have been mean to her for the passed month and I dont see it ... not even a little bit. Even with the not smoking, I have been going out of my way to be really sweet and nice.
Someone stole my mailbox, then blasted and destroyed the 2nd one.
Why has my sex drive gone in the toilet? Is it my gf or is it me? Upsets me to say that I dont think its me.
I have gotten none of what I have wanted to do this summer done ... not even close.
I miss my Subaru ... yea I know, gay, I keep seeing it though.
My puppy is escaping every non-roofed enclosure ... 6' fence, cleared it no problem.



Soooooooo ... I just spoilered that rant up there, I left it for my own personal reflection at a later date, unless you wanna read some woah is me crap, dont even bother. Bah ... I'm done with this mopey ass shit ... gonna go ride my bike in the rain, maybe see some more bears. Saw a momma and her 4 cubs about a half a mile down the road from my house. Just stopped on the side of the road and stared at each other for 10 minutes. smile

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