I DO understand you, and I am here for you day and night, you know where to find me xxxxx

thank you... sorry.. I have a lot of things in my head atm... love you<3

Juno, my sweet....I can most definitely relate to the feelings you have...I am having some quite similar myself. Just so you know, I am always here to talk to and listen-ALWAYS. You would be surprised the things I understand <3

thank you rabbit... it is weird letting this out in a forum... I am always here as an ear too.. I honestly feels sometimes we need emotional pain to grow... I miss my daughter so much right now and I am alone and it sucks like most could never get unless separated from their child...

Nothing weird about it being in a forum. It's easy to talk about things in the open sometimes. Not only does it help, but sometimes you get to meet some great people that way. I couldn't imagine how much you miss your daughter, but I wish I could give you a big hug right now!!

The book "The Anatomy of Melancholy" recommended burning juniper as incense to alleviate the condition.

love you, pain happens, to some more than others. I keep hearing that it makes one appreciate the good times. I forget what that is like. xo

Yeah you need to acknowledge the pain to let it go. Now at least you have this blog that you can read as a marker in time, hopefully helping you moving on from that point.

I posted this a while back and it rings so true. Not that I'll be singing it's praises while I'm going through it but it does help me to see things a little more clear afterward.

"I have lived my life believing two things - that pain should not be sought, but, by the same token, it should never be avoided, because there is a lesson in facing adversity. Having gone through that experience, I can attest, in a non-masochistic way, that pain is a great teacher. I don't relish it, but I learn from it."
- Guillermo del Toro


We're all here for you darlin. <3

We love you. If my face weren;t wired closed, I whisper you sweet naught-things. <3