Life has officially become crazy. Not bad crazy like drama filled wall to wall (actually there is no drama. wow. That's really nice to say). Just busy crazy. Anyways, I've pretty much just been a chauffer lately. To my mom, to my niece and nephew, to my friend's kids, etc. It's like I'm not necessarily doing anything but I'm always exhausted. Thank God for WIRED 344. I'm seriously addicted. We'll worry about that addiction later.
Anyways, just the kids, the boyfriend, the friends, the responsibilities, and shooting the show this month. That's basically it. However, I did find out that I GET TO SHOOT ANOTHER SET with a professional photographer!!! The show wanted to film some scenes of me doing a shoot and they have a professional. I'm pretty stoked cause my first set was sort of rickety and I didn't really know what I was doing. At least now I can improve on it. Figured I have awhile before going pink but who knows? maybe the show and this site will do a little cross promotion and I'll be on my way.
So that's it. nada. Cleaned out the bazillion pictures on my phone the other day and found a couple that were as close to being worthy of posting as any.
Love you guys! I'll be sure to have better stories next time
Can it be summer yet??? puuuuhhhhhleeease?!?!
Shameless profile shot (you think I would have at least removed my seatbelt??)
Canceled my gym membership so sadly, no more sauna trips
Anyways, just the kids, the boyfriend, the friends, the responsibilities, and shooting the show this month. That's basically it. However, I did find out that I GET TO SHOOT ANOTHER SET with a professional photographer!!! The show wanted to film some scenes of me doing a shoot and they have a professional. I'm pretty stoked cause my first set was sort of rickety and I didn't really know what I was doing. At least now I can improve on it. Figured I have awhile before going pink but who knows? maybe the show and this site will do a little cross promotion and I'll be on my way.
So that's it. nada. Cleaned out the bazillion pictures on my phone the other day and found a couple that were as close to being worthy of posting as any.
Love you guys! I'll be sure to have better stories next time
Can it be summer yet??? puuuuhhhhhleeease?!?!
Shameless profile shot (you think I would have at least removed my seatbelt??)
Canceled my gym membership so sadly, no more sauna trips
Today:
***Had a conference call with a reality show that is about to start filming my story (can't tell you guys which one yet, but I promise I will)
***Finished up the color on my R arm piece (In LOVE with it, pics when it heals)
***Went to my local video store to rent a few movies. The guy knows me there and I told him I ALMOST came in the other day and rented porn but I got too scared thinking about going behind the black curtain (pretty silly right?!?!) So he then took my hand and dragged me back there giving me a quick breakdown. It was very sweet. Didn't rent any today but maybe next time....
***And now there is a very cute boy headed to my house right now with frozen gummi bears and Always Sunny DVD's. Perfect.
Just a regular fucking day. weird.
***Had a conference call with a reality show that is about to start filming my story (can't tell you guys which one yet, but I promise I will)
***Finished up the color on my R arm piece (In LOVE with it, pics when it heals)
***Went to my local video store to rent a few movies. The guy knows me there and I told him I ALMOST came in the other day and rented porn but I got too scared thinking about going behind the black curtain (pretty silly right?!?!) So he then took my hand and dragged me back there giving me a quick breakdown. It was very sweet. Didn't rent any today but maybe next time....
***And now there is a very cute boy headed to my house right now with frozen gummi bears and Always Sunny DVD's. Perfect.
Just a regular fucking day. weird.
I can't think of a better phrase to put on a pair of undies....at least for me
There are so many situations out there that are ridiculously awkward, or at least have the potential to be. Oddly enough, they seem to come up more so when I'm rocking just my underwear. And I know some people say the bedroom is not the place to make jokes........but fuck that. If you can't laugh at yourself or take a quick sarcastic comment then you got a rough life ahead of you.
On a seperate note, the kind words and sweet comments really put a perma-smile on my face today. And now that I'm getting the jist (not jizz....perverts) of this site, I might end up putting up a new set up sooner rather than later.
A lot of people inquired about the meanings of my tatts and I actually have answers. I wrote up a blog entries a while back breaking each one down. It's a little bit back on my blog but here's a link that'll get you there. If it doesn't come up right away then just check around this page. I'm sure they'll be close by.
http://justajuxtaposition.tumblr.com/page/35
Anything else you'd like to know, just ask. I really am an open fucking book.
And if you haven't caught on yet, my life is actually quite ridiculous
sweet dreams,
J
There are so many situations out there that are ridiculously awkward, or at least have the potential to be. Oddly enough, they seem to come up more so when I'm rocking just my underwear. And I know some people say the bedroom is not the place to make jokes........but fuck that. If you can't laugh at yourself or take a quick sarcastic comment then you got a rough life ahead of you.
On a seperate note, the kind words and sweet comments really put a perma-smile on my face today. And now that I'm getting the jist (not jizz....perverts) of this site, I might end up putting up a new set up sooner rather than later.
A lot of people inquired about the meanings of my tatts and I actually have answers. I wrote up a blog entries a while back breaking each one down. It's a little bit back on my blog but here's a link that'll get you there. If it doesn't come up right away then just check around this page. I'm sure they'll be close by.
http://justajuxtaposition.tumblr.com/page/35
Anything else you'd like to know, just ask. I really am an open fucking book.
And if you haven't caught on yet, my life is actually quite ridiculous
sweet dreams,
J
Not sure how I should be feeling...
When I shot this set I didn't think anything of it other than the fact that getting to a place where I feel comfortable having nude pictures on the internet was a fucking miracle. I didn't plan this out for weeks. I didn't hire a professional photographer or rent a set or make-up people. I got on this adventure to show myself that I've come a long way from the days when I felt so disgusting I shouldn't dare venture outside. I needed to show myself that I was comfortable going on the chopping block.
That being said I'm not sure how much the set rating has to do with my looks or the photo quality or just the set in general. And I guess that doesn't really matter. I completely underestimated the dedication some Hopefuls have for being an SG. And I think that's awesome. If you find something that can make you happy and smile just a bit more often than fuck yeah, go for it. I'm just not sure that's me.
So regardless if I choose to do shoot another set or not, I will keep updating my blog cause the thing you don't learn about me from these photos is how kind, funny, compassionate, honest, and extremely ridiculous I am. My life tells shows you that...and so much more.
Thanks so much for the love and the time and energy you spent checking out my set. It really does mean something to me. Hopefully you'll stick around to see how it all turns out.
Too many kisses,
J
When I shot this set I didn't think anything of it other than the fact that getting to a place where I feel comfortable having nude pictures on the internet was a fucking miracle. I didn't plan this out for weeks. I didn't hire a professional photographer or rent a set or make-up people. I got on this adventure to show myself that I've come a long way from the days when I felt so disgusting I shouldn't dare venture outside. I needed to show myself that I was comfortable going on the chopping block.
That being said I'm not sure how much the set rating has to do with my looks or the photo quality or just the set in general. And I guess that doesn't really matter. I completely underestimated the dedication some Hopefuls have for being an SG. And I think that's awesome. If you find something that can make you happy and smile just a bit more often than fuck yeah, go for it. I'm just not sure that's me.
So regardless if I choose to do shoot another set or not, I will keep updating my blog cause the thing you don't learn about me from these photos is how kind, funny, compassionate, honest, and extremely ridiculous I am. My life tells shows you that...and so much more.
Thanks so much for the love and the time and energy you spent checking out my set. It really does mean something to me. Hopefully you'll stick around to see how it all turns out.
Too many kisses,
J
Dear Summer,
I miss you.
I miss your pool parties...
and holidays (July 4th - flag bikini, owl skull, and rape whistle)
and summer reading...
and vacations...
and beach sunsets.
Please come back to me soon.
I promise to never take you for granted.
Kisses and Cupcakes,
J
I miss you.
I miss your pool parties...
and holidays (July 4th - flag bikini, owl skull, and rape whistle)
and summer reading...
and vacations...
and beach sunsets.
Please come back to me soon.
I promise to never take you for granted.
Kisses and Cupcakes,
J
"guys like me were born loving girls like you"
Watched 'Young Adult' today and was a little disappointed. I don't know what I was expecting but I guess I wasn't expeccting it to be that sad. This line stayed with me though. Patton Oswald plays a character that's kinda dorky, likes action figures, isn't bursting with self confidence and he says this to Charlize Theron, who was like the "popular" girl in high school (I'm guessing you know what that entails). Anyways, it just got me thinking...Does every nerdy, socially awkward boy out there just dream about being with "that girl'? Not knowing that she has less self-confidence than anyone, does he picture her turning him down before he can even open his mouth? I know High School can be a bit gruesome, but what about after graduation? When she's no longer a cheerleader, and he's no longer a nerd, what stops him then?
I know I've stated this idea as if only boys can be nerdy, but it obviously goes both ways. I guess what I'm saying is, I wish more people out there realized how amazing they were. Realized that they could have anyone. That they're good enough for anyone.
(And don't worry, I'm talking to myself here as well.)
Watched 'Young Adult' today and was a little disappointed. I don't know what I was expecting but I guess I wasn't expeccting it to be that sad. This line stayed with me though. Patton Oswald plays a character that's kinda dorky, likes action figures, isn't bursting with self confidence and he says this to Charlize Theron, who was like the "popular" girl in high school (I'm guessing you know what that entails). Anyways, it just got me thinking...Does every nerdy, socially awkward boy out there just dream about being with "that girl'? Not knowing that she has less self-confidence than anyone, does he picture her turning him down before he can even open his mouth? I know High School can be a bit gruesome, but what about after graduation? When she's no longer a cheerleader, and he's no longer a nerd, what stops him then?
I know I've stated this idea as if only boys can be nerdy, but it obviously goes both ways. I guess what I'm saying is, I wish more people out there realized how amazing they were. Realized that they could have anyone. That they're good enough for anyone.
(And don't worry, I'm talking to myself here as well.)
