I haven't been here in a while because girls make me nervous. I don't know how to talk to them and I am always scared of rejection. I am not a good person. I am jealous and hateful. I can't stand other guys. I've wanted to go clubbing or whatever for a while now, but then I remember that every time I do that no one talks to or even looks at me. I just don't know who to turn to. My whole life is videogames and comics but not because I want it to be. What else is there for me? They give me the excitement that I don't have in life.