i feel like such a loser. i attempted to play skyrim with my own lupusy hands and failed miserably. and to top it off, the game glitched in the first part and i was trapped in a tower looking for a g/d hole in the wall for 2 game days. i couldn't save the character i created, so i had to just quit the game. but what would've happened if i did get out? i would've been running into things and bashing my face. cuz apparently, i am a good co-pilot and horrible with the controller. jeez f-ing grrr! i just wanted a bit of distraction. f my life. sigh...
updated: then i found this and laughed and sang along. what an awesome song to get stuck in my head. lol.
The Vagina Song!
update again: i'm dying over here. lololol.
so, i hear this boom-boom, boom-boom, sound outside my apt window, & i think, wow, sounds like someone is dragging something down the stairs. it's a little late for moving on week night. people are trying to sleep for wk (not me, but people). i go out there & look from 3 stories down & it's a young guy, boxing with a full-size, stand-alone bag in the common area. he's hitting it like mad & then spitting on the ground in a super angry manner. i think: where did he drag that from? why is he so mad? i didn't know they made those things portable. who in their right mind would go out there and tell this guy to quiet down? LOL. so random!
updated: then i found this and laughed and sang along. what an awesome song to get stuck in my head. lol.
The Vagina Song!
update again: i'm dying over here. lololol.
so, i hear this boom-boom, boom-boom, sound outside my apt window, & i think, wow, sounds like someone is dragging something down the stairs. it's a little late for moving on week night. people are trying to sleep for wk (not me, but people). i go out there & look from 3 stories down & it's a young guy, boxing with a full-size, stand-alone bag in the common area. he's hitting it like mad & then spitting on the ground in a super angry manner. i think: where did he drag that from? why is he so mad? i didn't know they made those things portable. who in their right mind would go out there and tell this guy to quiet down? LOL. so random!
in addition to 2 doctor appts today (blech), i actually spent some free time outside of the apt today! i've no idea when i last got to do this. i walked for 10 mins up in the freezing cold hills (with my guy and our pup), whooping at the squirrels as they ran around in the fields.
then we drove to the small lake on our way home and i was on a "walking high", so we spent 10-15 mins walking the trail along the lakeside. omg. the outside was so open and beautiful that i said i felt like i was in a postcard. it felt so foreign and surreal.
and...my docs want me to see my other doc about going on anti-depressants. i'm thinking about it. sigh...
then we drove to the small lake on our way home and i was on a "walking high", so we spent 10-15 mins walking the trail along the lakeside. omg. the outside was so open and beautiful that i said i felt like i was in a postcard. it felt so foreign and surreal.
and...my docs want me to see my other doc about going on anti-depressants. i'm thinking about it. sigh...
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