so time for a long story that nobody gonna read, thats fine by me.

well what happend last week, I lost my job 1 of the 15 orso. they want me to quit from 1 December. That really sucks, but i've decided to see it as a new start. so now I've to decide to what i want to do. My parents and some of my sister say i've to work with kids (I've got 15 kids of my sisters and they say Im really good with them). Not sure if i want that. Kids are oke, but not all the time at this moment.

So other job options:
uhm idk i've got no education, just got luck with my last jobs Maybe a job abroad.
I'm not creative at all, so I dont know what to do now.

Ah well that was me wining do you know a job, tell me.

So and now the nice things.
I think i'm in love, she doesnt know it yet but we are going to Barcelona together. So maybe then... If you have any ideas how to handle this good tell me!!

Ow and you must go see Volbeat, one of the greatest bands of this time.

Well thats it for now. next time some more positive. I think.