I think I may have permanently severed a longstanding friendship today. Even though I feel that I was in the right, It still pains me somehow. Its funny how people can change through the years. Was she always this big of a bitch? Is it her that has changed or merely my perceptions of her? I stuck up for my boy, whos been down since day one, and I would do it again. Weve been through too much together for me to let her disrespect him. I would never have marked her for such a manipulative Cunt, though. Its tough to choose between friends, but it all comes down to loyalty. Aahhh, the crucible of life....
I look like a fucking dusthead zombie in this picture. Excellent. Everything is going according to plan. "The Devils Backbone" kicks ass. Beauty at its most macabre. That scene where the kid is staring at the bomb in the courtyard, and he asks it to show him where Santi is.... pure cinematic genius. Bravo, Guillermo, Bravo.
Life is the result of the struggle between dynamic opposites. Form and Chaos, Substance and Oblivion, Light and Dark, and all the infinite variations of Yin and Yang. When the pendulum swings in favor of one, it eventually swings back in favor of its opposite, thus the balance of the Universe is maintained.
Another sunrise and Im still awake. This would be great if my body didnt need sleep. I read an article in Popular Science today that pissed me off. Some scientist was predicting that by the year 2020 we would be able to go online thanks to a microchip implanted in our brains. No Thanks. Keep the chip Big Bro. No fucking way the Thought Police are getting near my head.
I done smoked up all the weed. Oh well. Thats life. The weekend is over. Ive decided that funerals the day after Thanksgiving are not the way to go. Fuck it. At least I spent a lot of time with family and friends. Always good to see the Cousins and bullshit and reminisce. And gorge. I probably should have done my homework, especially after missing class the other day. Oops. I cant believe we didnt use those Pixies tickets. I wonder what shows are coming up?
Another day, another painfully boring math class. Only a few more weeks and I can start taking some interesting classes. My favorite holiday is almost upon us. Even though Lincoln invented Thanksgiving to raise morale among the troops during the Civil War, Even though the Indians certainly werent thanking us for Small Pox and Fire Water and Genocide, Even though this past year has been one of the most turbulent of my life, Even though that Profiteering piece of shit is still our Prezident, I smile at this. At least Ive got good friends and homecooking to be thankful for. Col and Walt will be home from Iceland in a couple of months. I cant believe its been 4 years. Im going to wake up tommorrow and Ill be 77.
Its good to have friends. A friend, anyway but of the flyest calibur. Just lampin at home tonite watching the collected works of Spike Jonze. He is a fuckin genius.
