I just got a full page recognition in a national newspaper, yes yes, for my talents in the culinary arts, i know i know, no... stop it!!! oh well, another step to perfection 
A spark of sinister thought comes to mind,when I realise the time I have left to shape and refine.
It is the blood in me that craves its own submission in line, when it takes its own boiling to provide-
an ego so divine.
Is it the evils that lurk in the light, unseen dangers, past my line of sight?
Or do they even bite?
Is it just a thought, a simple wire to ignite, a flaming ball of fantasy to dilute-
An ego so bright.
Any stranger can tell you against your every trick, A tale of a gentleman with a heart worn out of skin.
Against that very notion, a motion cuts razor thin.
Could it be you? the shadow I must see, the stranger who writes sin-
An ego so bestowed without the soul to begin....
I guess I'm reluctant to say that the only way through these crossroads-
Is to play.
It is the blood in me that craves its own submission in line, when it takes its own boiling to provide-
an ego so divine.
Is it the evils that lurk in the light, unseen dangers, past my line of sight?
Or do they even bite?
Is it just a thought, a simple wire to ignite, a flaming ball of fantasy to dilute-
An ego so bright.
Any stranger can tell you against your every trick, A tale of a gentleman with a heart worn out of skin.
Against that very notion, a motion cuts razor thin.
Could it be you? the shadow I must see, the stranger who writes sin-
An ego so bestowed without the soul to begin....
I guess I'm reluctant to say that the only way through these crossroads-
Is to play.
If I could stick my pen in my heart
And spill it all over the stage
Would it satisfy ya, would it slide on by ya
Would you think the boy is strange? Ain't he strange?
If I could win ya, if I could sing ya
A love song so divine
Would it be enough for your cheating heart
If I broke down and cried? If I cried?
I said I know it's only rock 'n roll but I like it
I know it's only rock 'n roll but I like it, like it, yes, I do
Oh, well, I like it, I like it, I like it
I said can't you see that this old boy has been a lonely?
If I could stick a knife in my heart
Suicide right on stage
Would it be enough for your teenage lust
Would it help to ease the pain? Ease your brain?
If I could dig down deep in my heart
Feelings would flood on the page
Would it satisfy ya, would it slide on by ya
Would ya think the boy's insane? He's insane
I said I know it's only rock 'n roll but I like it
I said I know it's only rock'n roll but I like it, like it, yes, I do
Oh, well, I like it, I like it, I like it
I said can't you see that this old boy has been a lonely?
And do ya think that you're the only girl around?
I bet you think that you're the only woman in town
I said I know it's only rock 'n roll but I like it
I said I know it's only rock 'n roll but I like it
I said I know it's only rock 'n roll but i like it
I said I know it's only rock 'n roll but I like it, like it, yes, I do
Oh, well, I like it, I like it. I like it...
And spill it all over the stage
Would it satisfy ya, would it slide on by ya
Would you think the boy is strange? Ain't he strange?
If I could win ya, if I could sing ya
A love song so divine
Would it be enough for your cheating heart
If I broke down and cried? If I cried?
I said I know it's only rock 'n roll but I like it
I know it's only rock 'n roll but I like it, like it, yes, I do
Oh, well, I like it, I like it, I like it
I said can't you see that this old boy has been a lonely?
If I could stick a knife in my heart
Suicide right on stage
Would it be enough for your teenage lust
Would it help to ease the pain? Ease your brain?
If I could dig down deep in my heart
Feelings would flood on the page
Would it satisfy ya, would it slide on by ya
Would ya think the boy's insane? He's insane
I said I know it's only rock 'n roll but I like it
I said I know it's only rock'n roll but I like it, like it, yes, I do
Oh, well, I like it, I like it, I like it
I said can't you see that this old boy has been a lonely?
And do ya think that you're the only girl around?
I bet you think that you're the only woman in town
I said I know it's only rock 'n roll but I like it
I said I know it's only rock 'n roll but I like it
I said I know it's only rock 'n roll but i like it
I said I know it's only rock 'n roll but I like it, like it, yes, I do
Oh, well, I like it, I like it. I like it...
Eccentric minds are the ones to whom I aspire, they are the creators of this world and all the things I know as art. It is not difficult to find someone of this caliber but I am only attracted if they tailor their talent to something that connects with their souls. ART. True art is something sought after yet very rarely fulfilled as the one thing that scares us all the most is ourselves, our own heads and what power that comes from the heart. If you are unafraid and welcome the songs, drawings, poems, paintings or something that you yourself see as art, please don't be a stranger as their are few of you in this world and I will always be humbled by what you let your heart say.
In the great words of Tenacious D. Friendship is rare.
When you find friends that prove to you time and time again that they are truly looking out for your best interests, you will find that even when they do you wrong they always have the humility to present themselves in front of you along with their explanation. It is upto the other end of the friendship to realise that someone who hides amongst friends as a fraud will never have best interests for anyone except himself/herself and will create the distinctive difference you need to realise true friendship. Thankyou Shane, Klair and Katey for being the rock between me and the flames, as they burn hot and my naivety is a well sort after fuel. You truly are mountains of people who built me up and now I will do the same always
as for the rest of you and you know who you are, keep burning throughout your lives constantly looking for more fuel to use........use. be as transparent as a flame and keep burning the innocence of others until the darkness decides your fitting fate.
I love you all regardless, but now is the time to burn my own torch along side my friends (and by that i mean friends not fuels). I hope you understand.
May you shape your world accordingly.
When you find friends that prove to you time and time again that they are truly looking out for your best interests, you will find that even when they do you wrong they always have the humility to present themselves in front of you along with their explanation. It is upto the other end of the friendship to realise that someone who hides amongst friends as a fraud will never have best interests for anyone except himself/herself and will create the distinctive difference you need to realise true friendship. Thankyou Shane, Klair and Katey for being the rock between me and the flames, as they burn hot and my naivety is a well sort after fuel. You truly are mountains of people who built me up and now I will do the same always
as for the rest of you and you know who you are, keep burning throughout your lives constantly looking for more fuel to use........use. be as transparent as a flame and keep burning the innocence of others until the darkness decides your fitting fate.
I love you all regardless, but now is the time to burn my own torch along side my friends (and by that i mean friends not fuels). I hope you understand.
May you shape your world accordingly.
I can't trust myself when it comes to love 
. In fact I think I'm incapable of feeling the splender it creates and rather just experience the reality of a commitment that whilst I'm proud of upkeeping, continues to take a heavy toll on ever fleeting idea that maybe someday I could feel the rewarding side.
Maybe it's the girls I choose! complicated in their medicated state, they look so beautiful when the pain has been shut off yet the wisdom and strength gained from the pain still shines through. I try and be this strong but to me the reality of this life, one with constant inebriation, is mostly for show as my brain has more time but I only have time for you, so to construe the drug inducing of the 'better' me, leaves your ships captain navigating on a notion provided by amphetamines. Which saw us and tucked us in to this darkening of our hearts for which i will always review until the next time we meet and so I'm racing into life through to a time where the sunny days are endless, where fields of what ever your want planted will always be present and this will be my Muriel to your splender that I never received, Just to show you, to me, how much you really mean.
. In fact I think I'm incapable of feeling the splender it creates and rather just experience the reality of a commitment that whilst I'm proud of upkeeping, continues to take a heavy toll on ever fleeting idea that maybe someday I could feel the rewarding side.Maybe it's the girls I choose! complicated in their medicated state, they look so beautiful when the pain has been shut off yet the wisdom and strength gained from the pain still shines through. I try and be this strong but to me the reality of this life, one with constant inebriation, is mostly for show as my brain has more time but I only have time for you, so to construe the drug inducing of the 'better' me, leaves your ships captain navigating on a notion provided by amphetamines. Which saw us and tucked us in to this darkening of our hearts for which i will always review until the next time we meet and so I'm racing into life through to a time where the sunny days are endless, where fields of what ever your want planted will always be present and this will be my Muriel to your splender that I never received, Just to show you, to me, how much you really mean.
As i am watching the mighty boosh here in noosa australia, hungover and recently left to my own devices by the girl I was seeing the day before. i cant help to feel that pot, bourbon and comedy are the three things that were and always will be my nurturing affectionate tools. as she leave me, the smoke will set fire to my lungs, the bourbon only to follow with a cool rush that carries the heat to my insides. Where these effects will be contorted by my hysterical laughter brought on by the comedic styings of noel fielding. Single life is great and i don't need anything else. But I want, oh, How I want 
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.......I'm finding it incredibly hard to not put a little of Makers Mark in every one of my coffees lately. For one it's taste far exceeds a standard coffee (depending on the coffee) and for two, bringing that light warm fuzz to a slightly chilled morning. The to-do list today will be to remove my two cars from general public. As I'm moving to the city and no longer require half my pay checks to go missing maintaining those machines, which means More MUSIC, more LIGHTS, more LOVE and more Fashion! And as i change from the old me to the new, I will realise that I've only just begun. I apologise in advance
