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Member: JohNNY_417
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age: 27 (Jul 31, 1984)

MEMBER SINCE: May 2005

occupation: I paint houses... well, a house... it's rather large...

most humbling moment: The other day I realized that I lack the drive to reach my potential... that was fairly humbling...

i lost my virginity: To a girl whose name I often have difficulty recollecting... I was desperate to give it away...

crush: I don't have the drive...

stats: I'm a large one... less so now than this time last year...

sign: Bullshit!!!

makes me sad: Fundamentalists, hippies, and most people in between... Anyone who insists that their worldview is superior to any other and forces that view upon anyone and everyone that doesn't agree... and undecided voters...

heroes: People are rarely exceptional, and those who seem to be are rarely as great as they appear at first glance...

makes me happy: Critical thinking, moral relativity, sad music, abolition of things that irritate me, modest intellectualism, the musical balance between catchy and creative, those whom are truly openminded, acoustic guitar and song, those for whom I truly care and those that feel ilkewise...

into: The computer attracts much of my attention, whether it be d/ling, music, poker, negligible information, or pop culture updates... the Takamine is my pride and joy, and since I abhor children, it'll likely remain that way...

gets me hot: I have my things, like everyone else... judging by the internet traffic, I'm only slightly warped...

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JUNE 6, 2007 @ 11:21 PM | NO COMMENTS


I'm not completely sure, but I think this is the third (maybe fourth) time I've either renewed this account, or returned to SG under a seperate, although strikingly similar guise... It's like anything else of this nature on the net (don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to diminish the unique nature of SG), after a while, you feel like you've seen and read it all... The opinions of those on the boards eventually become redundant and thus tiresome, making even occasional glances nauseating... Like a clean slate of sorts, a new beginning, though at a much smaller level... Given the change that has occurred in my life over the last two years, I wouldn't dare give this too much weight...

It's strange, approaching something with which you are so familiar with different eyes, perceptions that make you shudder at what you once thought to be true... Even things of such a small and seemingly irrelavent scope relative to the broader picture, recognizing such a microcosm oft allows one to reflect on its applicability... Like the last drift of snow from a storm long since past, change is sometimes so subtle only a glipse from what one used to be can force someone to truly recognize the strides they have made...
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