So much can change in a matter of a week or two. Its been a bit since ive been on cause life has been hectic with the new job and my band and also not to mention the new gf. Man Ive been single so long that I forgot exactly what goes into a relationship. Holy shit wake up call. Not to mention that any chick who wants to be with me has to be part crazy. Well anyway she isnt to fond of my spending hours a day on this site and Ive decided that I dont want to make her feel uncomfortable so Ive been chillin. Ive fallen for this woman so much that Id do anything to make her happy and in the meantime I think Im losing myself. It seems that right now I cant make her happy and that shit irritates me more than anything else. Can you feel the death of life when it brushes past you??? Not that I would kill myself but an internal death. I dont know what to do.

I gotta get out of this house and out of my own head.
Things are slipping thru my fingers........

So much can change in a matter of a week or two. Its been a bit since ive been on cause life has been hectic with the new job and my band and also not to mention the new gf. Man Ive been single so long that I forgot exactly what goes into a relationship. Holy shit wake up call. Not to mention that any chick who wants to be with me has to be part crazy. Well anyway she isnt to fond of my spending hours a day on this site and Ive decided that I dont want to make her feel uncomfortable so Ive been chillin. Ive fallen for this woman so much that Id do anything to make her happy and in the meantime I think Im losing myself. It seems that right now I cant make her happy and that shit irritates me more than anything else. Can you feel the death of life when it brushes past you??? Not that I would kill myself but an internal death. I dont know what to do.

I gotta get out of this house and out of my own head.
Things are slipping thru my fingers........