I've been at ends with myself lately. I'm stuck with this predicament where I'm dealing with more than I feel I should. I know I can handle it all, because it's the same shit that has continued to happen to me all my life. Instead of sitting around, pondering, smoking, drinking and wasting my time trying to figure it all out, I've been exercising my skills as a photographer. I realized that if I'm going to get better, then I need to put myself in front of the lens and express my emotions of all the bullshit I'm facing. That only frustrated me more.